A God Realization In My Dream!!!!!!!

[ExploringReality]

I almost had a god realization breakthrough. I went to sleep listening to you Leo, your episode "state of consciousness is everything" and while I entered deep sleep I had a dream that I was myself and I was also Leo. There was no distinction between me and you and that boundary dissolved. I was laying in my bed just how I was sleeping but in the dream I raised up from my bed, with laser focused hyper-consciousness, ,I was aware of my body sleeping at the same time I was sitting up. I could see the night sky and the Moon in front of me outside the window as I was sitting on my bed, conscious of my body sleeping simultaneously. I was extremely conscious and lucid . I was inquiring and turning my Consciousness within and contemplating what am I? I really wanted to know what God is and what I am. And then suddenly this insane amount of consciousness became present. And then something answered by arriving, not as a voice but as a presence, an insane, crushing, expanding amount of consciousness flooded in, and the distinction between God and myself began to thin. The distinction between God and self started to thin and it was getting quite scary because my head didn't feel like my head anymore and it was getting really heavy and big because I couldn't hold all this consciousness and my head needed to break. And I kept questioning and stayed present without turning away in fear. Then it felt like all the air in the room got sucked out. And I touched my face and wondered even deeper, what is this, what am I, and for one split second I saw it clearly, I am God looking at itself, confused about what it is.  And then the ego rushed the gates, sex, survival, distraction, every self-deceptive mechanism firing at once like an alarm system, and I was pulled back out, and I woke up.

Edited 6 hours ago by ExploringReality

[Leo Gura]

Go0od!

[Nemra]

Kudos to you for being able to handle that kind of experience.

I would barely handle it.

[ExploringReality]

It was mind warping, terrifying and extremely satisfying at the same time because this is what I have been after since I was 17 years old, and I've touched it in various forms through many LSD trips, mushroom trips and in deep States of samadhi. But this one was on the money. It was just mind warping!! The ego is frightened but I want to go as far as I can. I feel closer to god, closer to myself. This is what I want.

I feel extremely exhilarated and happy right now and it's still morning. I just finished running 3 miles and sat in the sauna for 10 minutes. I'm getting ready for USA boxing regionals Golden gloves championship in SoCal in a week. Everything that I'm doing with self-actualization, Awakening, philosophy my psychological development and learning more and more about this work and all the different ways especially my epistemology is tying in with my amateur boxing and my expression in the ring. I'm basically a mystic warrior 

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[Terell Kirby]

@ExploringReality amazing, you’re an inspiration. Keep up the good work

[cetus]

2 hours ago, ExploringReality said:

with laser focused hyper-consciousness,

That's the right stuff!

2 hours ago, ExploringReality said:

And then suddenly this insane amount of consciousness became present.

Yes, God mind, universal mind, infinite mind, etc. Whatever you choose to call it.

2 hours ago, ExploringReality said:

expanding amount of consciousness flooded in, and the distinction between God and myself began to thin. The distinction between God and self started to thin

So, you've experienced this too. You're not alone. The first time it happened I was like "Wow, I never knew that could happen". It was like I tuned in the God frequency. I've spoken many times before about this Hyper-focused consciousness being the catalyst. I wanted to tell everyone about it when it first happened. But I guess it's just words until you've had the direct experience for yourself. 

[Yimpa]