Hey Leo did god make my life boring so I can do loads of drugs to awaken?

[INFP RACOON BABY]

All my friends for one reason or another have left me. I am naturally incredibly lazy and only care about psychology and spirituality. This seems obvious to me god made me this way to not care about anything so I can reach enlightenment. Every time I try and be social or do anything it’s like god smashes me in the face and says this normal life is not for you.

[Yimpa]

My DMs are Infinitely open, just for ya 

[Leo Gura]

43 minutes ago, INFP RACOON BABY said:

like god smashes me in the face and says this normal life is not for you.

Perhaps.

Or perhaps you should stop being lazy.

[Sincerity]

So are you actively working towards your advancement in the domains of psychology and spirituality, or not?

If you feel that's your purpose and you ARE doing the actual work in that, then you're not really lazy. But if you just sit on your ass and only "care" about psychology and spirituality in the sense of consuming content about it or doing some work only when inspiration strikes once in a blue moon, then that's a problem and you should really get off your ass.

From your title I sense it might be the latter. If so, start acting in your life or you'll end up very miserable sooner than later. And drugs won't fix it.

Edited 17 hours ago by Sincerity

[something_else]

13 hours ago, INFP RACOON BABY said:

All my friends for one reason or another have left me. I am naturally incredibly lazy and only care about psychology and spirituality. This seems obvious to me god made me this way to not care about anything so I can reach enlightenment. Every time I try and be social or do anything it’s like god smashes me in the face and says this normal life is not for you.

If you're going to do loads of drugs anyway, may as well get fucked up on adderall to at least deal with the laziness 

I kid, but it may genuinely be worth getting tested for ADHD if you can.

[Yimpa]

2 hours ago, something_else said:

If you're going to do loads of drugs anyway, may as well get fucked up on adderall to at least deal with the laziness

Adderall and stimulants made me more paranoid. It made me more productive, but more self-deluded with the grind culture. It’s so sneaky and it should honestly be criminal that it is so widely prescribed. But society can’t help itself because it is toxic orange. 

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, something_else said:

it may genuinely be worth getting tested for ADHD if you can.

Open up, buttercup!

 

[something_else]

1 hour ago, Yimpa said:

Adderall and stimulants made me more paranoid. It made me more productive, but more self-deluded with the grind culture. It’s so sneaky and it should honestly be criminal that it is so widely prescribed. But society can’t help itself because it is toxic orange. 

I've never taken them daily, only on occasion from my friend who also struggled with increased anxiety on them, despite them being prescribed for his ADHD. Although I've met a few people who have described them as life changing and don't seem to experience that anxiety/paranoia.

In general I find stimulants as a class of drug pretty enjoyable with limited negative effects mentally, it's depressants like weed that make me incredibly paranoid/anxious.