If you think you’re enlightened, go and live with your parents for a week.

[Yimpa]

My parents have recently started seeing and referring to me as a woman for the first time. Spending time with them without dissociating or masking is becoming a possibility. This is just the beginning; I’m not rushing the process.

[Alexop]

It depends on your personality and how dysfunctional your parents are. If you are very masculine, introvert and impatient genetically, then a very dysfunctional family will be unbearable, no matter your consciousness. You can force yourself to not get pissed, but what is the point? What do you want to prove? It may come from a spiritual ego direction. "Oh look at me, I cannot be pissed by anyone I am so enlightened." 

Edited 2 hours ago by Alexop

[Ponder]

To everyone disputing this: just remember: everyone else is your mirror. Quite literally. 

[Ponder]

11 hours ago, JoshB said:

I would commit seppuku

Death before dishonor 

I have had past life regression and I did, in fact, commit seppuku in a past life. 
 

got close this life as well. Depression really warps your cognitive faculties. 

[Inliytened1]

1 hour ago, Ponder said:

To everyone disputing this: just remember: everyone else is your mirror. Quite literally. 

We know.  But what's to stop you from still disputing it.  What if you were absolutely conscious or lucid that every other being is your imagination.  Would you stop immersing yourself into the dream.

I've fucked this dream up every which way but loose..and loose too (awakening) yet im still here.  Might leave at some point. But now I'm here. Still fascinated with the intricacies of this creation.  This dream.   I can marvel in it for decades. 

Edited 1 hour ago by Inliytened1

[Hojo]

@Ramasta9 if you asking me to engage like an episode of full house. No i dont do that.

If they talk I will talk back but in general my mind dosent come up with things to talk to people about. Thats what I mean by ignore if you talk to me I will talk. If you dont talk to me we won't converse.

Edited 39 minutes ago by Hojo

[Inliytened1]

13 hours ago, Hojo said:

@Inliytened1I told them to leave me alone and never ask me to do anything cause they treated me like a slave when I was a child. I was living in my moms basement before I awaken and it was fine. They left me alone.

After I awaken I got a house.

I was the definition of failure at life.

You were never a failure.  You learn from every mistake.  You can stumble and blunder around but you are never ever a failure.  You are God.

Edited 29 minutes ago by Inliytened1