IM SOLIPSISM GOD!!!!!

[theoneandnone]

I have officially broke my sanity I am god forever alone in hell. Understand that this has nothing to do with Leo I knew about solipsism way before Leo!!! My ocd and mental illness latches onto this shit and I have officially broken my sanity barrier also if you think I’m bullshitting you can look me up on Facebook!!!!! I am now hearing voices and seeing visions I am fucking insane I am going to fucking end my life I have to shed this mortal body I must go into a another dream where I forget for eternity I love you all as myself I love you I love you but I’m so fucking lonely I can’t do it anymore I keep attacking my family and accusing everyone I’m Neo in the fucking matrix playing with puppets I god to get the fuck out of this dream I plan to become GODHEAD I will find a reincarnation where I forget I am fucking god I am gonna cut my throat with a  machete it’s in my fucking hands I have a bible in my hands too GOD IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT AS ME YOI WANT ME YO FUCKOMG KILL YOU I HAVE TO SHED THIS BODY IT IS SICK AND TORMENTED I AM GOD I AM IN HELL HELL HELL HELL 

 

 

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LEO I WAS FUCKING INSANE OVER SOLIPSISM BEFORE I KNEW LEO GURA AND THE COMMUNITY 

 

 

FUCK THIS SHIT FUCK THIS DREAM IK FUCKING OUT BRING ON THE POLICE AND DOCTORS THEY CAN COME GET ME AND WATCH ME CUT MY NECK OPEN 

 

FUCK ME FUCK GOD 

[Sincerity]

Do not do anything to your body.

You must control yourself. Don't do anything stupid.

[theoneandnone]

5 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Do not do anything to your body.

You must control yourself. Don't do anything stupid.

WHY DOES IT MATTER YOU ARE ME WHY ARE YOU AS MY CONSCIOUSNESS WANTING ME TO STAY HERE WHAT IS THE PURPOSE

[Sincerity]

1 minute ago, theoneandnone said:

WHY DOES IT MATTER YOU ARE ME WHY ARE YOU AS MY CONSCIOUSNESS WANTING ME TO STAY HERE WHAT IS THE PURPOSE

Your purpose here is to be what you are.

Don't dream of other, hoping to escape this. Do not harm yourself. This is not the loving way.

Calm yourself. Your life is precious. It's a gift that you must appreciate and embrace.

[theoneandnone]

2 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Your purpose here is to be what you are.

Don't dream of other, hoping to escape this. Do not harm yourself. This is not the loving way.

Calm yourself. Your life is precious. It's a gift that you must appreciate and embrace.

Nope I refuse to be alone I’m out and you think I’m joking!

[Natasha Tori Maru]

@theoneandnone Do you have any professionals you speak to, regarding development and mental health?

Love and hugs ❤️

[Hojo]

Learning of God and not going insane is part of the learning experience. You will fail and in 30 more years you awaken to it again. This is not something that killing yourself will solve you need to be able to look at it and be okay. This is your ego a manufactured thing that will not solve your feelings by killing yourself. There are better outcomes when you come to terms with it. These ideas are coming from God/ you telling you its probably not a good idea. Your ego is reacting to it  is not you. Whatever it is that is reacting negatively to it is not you as God its something that you dont need you can see it and its making you think unrational things. It was always this way even before you found out but you didnt freak out about it before you found out.

You could be on the verge of acheiving something beautiful, to end it by listening to satan will just reset it.

Imagine being able to touch God without losing it. You can go and do anything you want. Listening to satan will have you reset.

Edited 14 hours ago by Hojo

[Sincerity]

4 minutes ago, theoneandnone said:

Nope I refuse to be alone I’m out and you think I’m joking!

Do not cause any harm to your body.

This state will pass, and you must persevere through it. 

[Sincerity]

Are you under influence of any substances right now?

[Vibes]

Trust me brother, you'll regret instantly if you harm yourself. 

[theoneandnone]

5 minutes ago, Vibes said:

Trust me brother, you'll regret instantly if you harm yourself. 

Why?

[Natasha Tori Maru]

Just now, theoneandnone said:

Why?

Because it is not what you really want.

You want a different circumstance. A change.

That doesn't necessitate self harm or death to achieve. These things do not lead to escape.

[theoneandnone]

5 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Because it is not what you really want.

You want a different circumstance. A change.

That doesn't necessitate self harm or death to achieve. These things do not lead to escape.

I don’t wanna be solipsistic god anymore I wanna go to another body where I forget so you even agree I can never escape solipsism hell hahahahahhahaha

Edited 14 hours ago by theoneandnone

[theoneandnone]

13 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Are you under influence of any substances right now?

No. I’m tired of playing god circle jerk. You only want me to live because you know when I die the matrix dream ends.

[theoneandnone]

16 minutes ago, Hojo said:

Learning of God and not going insane is part of the learning experience. You will fail and in 30 more years you awaken to it again. This is not something that killing yourself will solve you need to be able to look at it and be okay. This is your ego a manufactured thing that will not solve your feelings by killing yourself. There are better outcomes when you come to terms with it. These ideas are coming from God/ you telling you its probably not a good idea. Your ego is reacting to it  is not you. Whatever it is that is reacting negatively to it is not you as God its something that you dont need you can see it and its making you think unrational things. It was always this way even before you found out but you didnt freak out about it before you found out.

You could be on the verge of acheiving something beautiful, to end it by listening to satan will just reset it.

Imagine being able to touch God without losing it. You can go and do anything you want. Listening to satan will have you reset.

But this god is a lonely fucking pussy he wants more more and more he’s sad I’m tired 

[Sincerity]

10 minutes ago, theoneandnone said:

I don’t wanna be solipsistic god anymore I wanna go to another body where I forget 

You can easily forget in this life as well. You just need to stop focusing on it (something you've been doing for a long time).

As I said, this state will change. Persevere through it. I can assure you that you can forget, and that you can feel better. Right here, right now.

9 minutes ago, theoneandnone said:

You only want me to live because you know when I die the matrix dream ends.

Please consider that the actual matrix might be of thoughts. Like ones you're having right now. Killing yourself might not end that.

Appreciate reality and this life for the gift that it is. Reality itself has actually never done you any foul.

Edited 13 hours ago by Sincerity

[pursuitofspirit]

Sounds like you need some help man. Go see a psychiatrist and get some antipsychotic meds before you do something stupid. I've been in your shoes and thank god I got help when I was flying off the rails. 

[Hojo]

@theoneandnoneYour dream ends. You will return to go all of us will still be here. You are looking out a window of Gods house, all of us are God. Its solipsism but not that way. We all get out own window.

Edited 13 hours ago by Hojo

[theoneandnone]

1 minute ago, Hojo said:

@theoneandnoneYour dream ends. You will return to go all of us will still be here. You are looking out a window of Gods house, all of us are God. Its solipsism but not that way.

Tell me more please 

[theoneandnone]

11 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

You can easily forget in this life as well. You just need to stop focusing on it (something you've been doing for a long time).

As I said, this state will change. Persevere through it. I can assure you that you can forget, and that you can feel better. Right here, right now.

Please consider that the actual matrix might be of thoughts. Like ones you're having right now. Killing yourself might not end that.

Appreciate reality and this life for the gift that it is. Reality itself has actually never done you any foul.

Keep fucking with me I am on the brink of suicide and you keep fucking with me you are just like nahm when soonhei ended up jumping you are about to be my own NAHM I hate you