Trying Out a 4-Substituted Tryptamine & More

[ExploringReality]

8 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

THCA isolate is also extremely cheap. You can buy a lifetime supply for $100.

It is the ideal chemical. People who buy/smoke weed are conformist idiots.

I have conformed to smoking cannabis flowers! I am very very sensitive to psychedelics and cannabis, and I am very happy to have found you because you reflect and call out  my conformist delusion. ironically I'm conforming to you, but at the same time I'm self reflecting on my conformity and I really am trying to crawl and climb out of this conformist well.

[Leo Gura]

@ExploringReality Good, good.

[Leo Gura]

38 minutes ago, Xonas Pitfall said:

@Leo Gura What would you say is a good lifetime supply for 5-MeO?

No one has that much in stock.

[ExploringReality]

1 minute ago, Leo Gura said:

No one has that much in stock.

Generational wealth 

[Schizophonia]

9 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

THCA isolate is also extremely cheap. You can buy a lifetime supply for $100.

It is the ideal chemical. People who buy/smoke weed are conformist idiots.

Because of the taste ?

I know people who smoke CBD just for that

Edited 9 hours ago by Schizophonia

[ExploringReality]

Why do I get high? To socialize? To party? To talk shit with friends? No!!! When I get high, I see through the social delusions. I look at my phoniness and masks, I see through people's masks and personality. I see people hiding their pain and calling it joy, I see distractions everywhere. I want to be with myself, reality and face hard truths that scare my ego, sometimes a little distraction is okay, but ultimately this is a lifelong journey 

[LambdaDelta]

I know a guy that synths a few kilos of 5MD at a time, 25g is the minimum they sell. Bulk turns out ridiculously cheap per gram, 4-5 times less than with vendors, who are just resellers. Trouble is being able to afford this much at once. Lesson is, being poor costs more in the long run.

[Leo Gura]

Well, yeah, if you know illicit drug manufacturers it will be way cheap. The trouble is knowing them.

[Leo Gura]

If THC is psychedelic for you, then that is the cheapest high you can find. What a bargain. Almost as cheap as pepper.

Edited 9 hours ago by Leo Gura

[LambdaDelta]

Just now, Leo Gura said:

Well, yeah, if you know illicit drug manufacturers it will be way cheap. The trouble is knowing them.

Not illicit, it's a legit lab and company, otherwise they wouldn't be able to sell it as an RC to clearnet vendors. Tracking down the source isn't that difficult, just a matter of some looking and networking, and there's no reason they wouldn't do business with you the same way as long as the product is unscheduled. 

[Leo Gura]

I don't know where manufacturing 5-MeO is truly unscheduled. That is quite sketchy.

[Xonas Pitfall]

Is THC mostly safe? I’ve definitely heard people comment on its bad effects, but maybe that was something else related to vaping in general. (And obviously, when I say safe, I acknowledge the general precautions with psychedelics, mental effects, etc.) I’m more so wondering if it has any actual damaging properties for itself uniquely (comparing, like, you don’t want to try cocaine or heroin compared to DMT, LSD, etc.).

Sorry if this is a super newbie question, I’ve never really heard THC used in this manner, so I’m curious.

[Leo Gura]

@Xonas Pitfall If you don't use it chronically but truly for serious tripping, then the volume is so low that I see no problem. It should be safer than most psychedelics.

Do not use chronically!!

[Xonas Pitfall]

@Leo Gura What would "chronically" mean here, haha? Every day, once a week, a couple of times per month? 

I’d ideally like to have a period where I do a high volume of psychedelics eventually (similar to a 30-day retreat). I’m curious what might be best for those purposes, but I’m also interested in general, especially affordable options!

Edited 8 hours ago by Xonas Pitfall

[Leo Gura]

3 minutes ago, Xonas Pitfall said:

@Leo Gura What would "chronically" mean here, haha? Every day, once a week, a couple of times per month? 

I’d ideally like to have a period where I do a high volume of psychedelics eventually (similar to a 30-day retreat). I’m curious what might be best for those purposes, but I’m also interested in general, especially affordable options!

Daily or near daily would be chronic.

Once a week is fine. But if the trips are serious you need more time to integrate than a week.

30 day retreat gets dangerous. I don't recommend it. Your options would be quite limited to chems with no tolerance.

[Xonas Pitfall]

2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Daily or near daily would be chronic.

Once a week is fine. But if the trips are serious you need more time to integrate than a week.

30 day retreat gets dangerous. I don't recommend it. Your options would be quite limited to chems with no tolerance.

Gochu. Thank you very much! 

[ZenSwift]

3 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

You're not quite looking at it the right way.

I LOVE Reality. That is the only motivation.

Nothing else matters. It's done for love of Reality.

When you love Reality, the costs are irrelevant. You would do anything for your child. And I will do anything to understand Reality.

You are forgetting to love reality.

On 24/10/2025 at 6:24 AM, Leo Gura said:

 

Thanks for the pointer. I deeply appreciate it. 

 

Lectures I'll pay attention to more deeply for this:

- How to practice love

- How to fall in love with life

- What is fake spirituality

- why truth is the highest value

I still just need a direct Awakening into love. 

Any Awakening would be nice at this point.

I found lots of fear taking a 3g mushrooms combined with the - how to do self inquiry episode. Which SHOULD help me awaken to no-self.

5meo is still deeply challenging. 

[Leo Gura]

7 minutes ago, ZenSwift said:

5meo is still deeply challenging. 

It gets easier with practice, like all things.

[ExploringReality]

3 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

@Xonas Pitfall If you don't use it chronically but truly for serious tripping, then the volume is so low that I see no problem. It should be safer than most psychedelics.

Do not use chronically!!

People can smoke cannabis flowers habitually, I like to do it sometimes during the night, what do you mean don't use THC chronically? Why? Compared to smoking a joint chronically 

[Nemra]

I will never smoke weed again.

That shit reset my memory every five seconds. It made me more unresponsive for the following days. I can't know the percentage of cannabinoids in the plant.

The smell is disgusting, and it's expensive as hell.