How it feels being on this forum

[Meeksauce]

4 minutes ago, ExploringReality said:

If actualized.org forum was a real school, we'd all kick your ass 😂. I'm kidding 

Ok lol stay mad

[Natasha Tori Maru]

1 hour ago, Meeksauce said:

It's simple. I have awakened, and when I see people that say things that aren't awakening, it's easy to spot. Like when someone is telling you bullshit on any other subject you have expertise in, you can tell. I don't need to be able to see the world through someone else's eyes to know they have a fake awakening. When someone is talking about how you don't exist, you don't even have any experience, there's nothing to do and nowhere to get, it doesn't take a Ph.d to realize they're just blindly believing nondual teachers on YouTube. I cannot stop laughing at how this wouldn't be obvious to you.

You can keep repeating yourself all you like mate, but you got more holes than Swiss cheese  🤣

0/10

[Princess Arabia]

6 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

I mostly agree with you. I wasn't saying God is like a biological entity with a brain, I'm just saying intellect is a facet baked into reality. We agree on that. You are just too caught up in concepts like nothing being everything to actualize and experience of awakening.

No, the dream is in and out of it's own dream. It gets a taste of reality which is nothing but it keeps on dreaming by concepting and ideaing and arguing with people on forums to maintain itself. If it didn't along with all the other normal human things it does, it would just be nothing. Pure energy, it doesn't want that so it keeps on trucking and dreaming up experience and direct experiencing itself into thinking it has awakened when the truth of the matter is it is deep sleep, being - being someone that awakened and is arguing with princess on a forum. Nothing is actually happening - literally. This isn't youtube talk and nonduality bullshit it learnt from yt  this is deep sleep yapping away as a lucid dream, and it knows this not from knowledge but something its also being and that is intuition. Something knows this, but it's not a knowing, it's an unknowing. Like it retreats back into itself because it can, as it can be anything as it is unlimited and free. Experience is an illusion. It cannot experience itself.  

[Princess Arabia]

2 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

You can keep repeating yourself all you like mate, but you got more holes than Swiss cheese  🤣

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And more holes than wholeness itself...jesus, I can't believe I'm laughing this much and corrupting wholeness with my wholeness Swiss cheese jokes. 🤣

[Natasha Tori Maru]

 

39 minutes ago, Puer Aeternus said:

But why though? 

What's there? 

I suppose that may be the thing you could learn most from here, eh? Not from the forum but your reaction to it with this stuff.

He has awakened to feeling inferior and incomplete - so to feel better/bigger/superior/a man WE MUST SQUASH OTHERS  

[Hojo]

If you just awaken you need to calm down.

[ExploringReality]

23 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

You can keep repeating yourself all you like mate, but you got more holes than Swiss cheese  🤣

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He just got served lol

[Jodistrict]

To cut through all the nonsense, a better inquiry is:  Do you still suffer?  

[Meeksauce]

32 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

You can keep repeating yourself all you like mate, but you got more holes than Swiss cheese  🤣

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I'm curious, where are the holes?

[Meeksauce]

21 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

 

He has awakened to feeling inferior and incomplete - so to feel better/bigger/superior/a man WE MUST SQUASH OTHERS  

You're the one with a superiority complex by having to have the male feel "inferior and insecure". This is just your egoic reaction to me telling you and everyone else here the truth. You just want power by saying this.

[Meeksauce]

6 minutes ago, Jodistrict said:

To cut through all the nonsense, a better inquiry is:  Do you still suffer?  

I have some serious health issues so yes I have a lot of pain and I still suffer. If I didn't have health issues I wouldn't be suffering.

[Meeksauce]

23 minutes ago, Hojo said:

If you just awaken you need to calm down.

I am perfectly calm. I'm just trying to tell people what enlightenment is and they're not listening.

[Meeksauce]

37 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

No, the dream is in and out of it's own dream. It gets a taste of reality which is nothing but it keeps on dreaming by concepting and ideaing and arguing with people on forums to maintain itself. If it didn't along with all the other normal human things it does, it would just be nothing. Pure energy, it doesn't want that so it keeps on trucking and dreaming up experience and direct experiencing itself into thinking it has awakened when the truth of the matter is it is deep sleep, being - being someone that awakened and is arguing with princess on a forum. Nothing is actually happening - literally. This isn't youtube talk and nonduality bullshit it learnt from yt  this is deep sleep yapping away as a lucid dream, and it knows this not from knowledge but something its also being and that is intuition. Something knows this, but it's not a knowing, it's an unknowing. Like it retreats back into itself because it can, as it can be anything as it is unlimited and free. Experience is an illusion. It cannot experience itself.  

Experience is an illusion, but it's still there. I would have to be a dumbass to deny my own consciousness. You can't seriously expect me to sit here and go "yeah my visual field that is clearly here is actually not here."

[Hojo]

@Meeksauce I dont know when you awaken but when you first awaken you should be asking not telling right away. You are inside a machine that works a specific way. I dont know how much spiritual knowledge before hand but your identity resets and you start programming it again if you start going to fast you can spiral out. When I first awaken I spent a year on a buddhist discord server asking if it was okay to not look at people and smile if I didnt want too. If it was okay to kill an insect . You need to start slow if you first awaken and ask what the fuck was that. I dont want to tell you what to do or how unintelligent you are but maybe something you are not aware of.

If someone is being illogical its rational to attack thier beleif system but if you are just saying thats how it is you are building an ego. When you first shake your house down build the next one small.

You have to deconstruct not reconstruct immediately. You still think words mean something.

Edited 14 hours ago by Hojo

[Puer Aeternus]

1 hour ago, Puer Aeternus said:

1 hour ago, Meeksauce said:

I guess I get a kick out of destroying people who are clueless lol.

But why though? 

What's there? 

I suppose that may be the thing you could learn most from here, eh? Not from the forum but your reaction to it with this stuff.

Funny how you ignore the one genuine inquiry in the thread- instead choosing to engage the people flinging shit back at you for the games you're playing. 

Tells me all I need to know. Almost convinced me you were open enough to consider things there for second- 

But no.

You just want to fling shit, don't you? Enjoy the taste of turd shrapnel. 

[Princess Arabia]

10 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

Experience is an illusion, but it's still there. I would have to be a dumbass to deny my own consciousness. You can't seriously expect me to sit here and go "yeah my visual field that is clearly here is actually not here."

I'm not saying I go around saying experience is an illusion and therefore this food I'm eating for breakfast before I go visit my family is not happening so I sit there and do nothing since experience is an illusion. This stuff cannot be actualized and practiced and be consciously chosen. It is that very fact why experience seems to exist in the first place. It is it's own 'being' but a person comes in and says they're having an experience. It is not your experience, it is just experience. I'm just pointing that out when I say that.

There's an I here so I'm not denying my own experiences. I'm not expecting you to do anything in this regard because you can't because you're not doing or having an experience in the first place to do or not do something about. It's just forum talk that means nothing and denied by a me who seeks meaning and purpose and saying experience is an illusion doesn't add anything to that, it takes away. It's the only reason why it's not attractive to you to hear that. "I have awakened" seems like a more attractive thing to entertain for the me so it comes on a forum and advertise it to the other me's it created and imagined and tell them it awoke to Solipsism while having a never-ending discussion about it to the others that aren't there. You need to awaken to insanity, not solipsism. 

[Natasha Tori Maru]

@Meeksauce

Try to witness your compulsive behaviour here.

Why are you feeling so compelled to reply?

There is so much unconscious reflexive behaviour you are displaying.

You aren't capable of addressing ANYTHING anyone in this thread has raised - you just move the goalposts or repeat yourself.

I feel so bad for you with how oblivious you are.

Doesn't this feel humiliating?

[Princess Arabia]

31 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

I am perfectly calm. I'm just trying to tell people what enlightenment is and they're not listening.

This is the funniest thing i've heard in my lifetime. Enlightenment wants to tell the other no beings about itself but the other noselves aren't listening. At least try to act as if you're enlightened to pull it off. Saying they're not listening is like saying I'm talking to my ears but it won't hear. 

[Sugarcoat]

The non duality forum on Reddit is more accurate 

[Princess Arabia]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

The non duality forum on Reddit is more accurate 

This statement is an oxymoron (a statement that contradicts itself and creates a new meaning to the terms used). "Non-duality" and "more accurate" are contradictory terms when used side by side.