My anima doesn't like nice guys

[Sugarcoat]

8 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat I saw the comment.

You don't want other actualized women be interested eh 😾

 

No it’s just I don’t wanna contaminate the forum too much with my stuff.

 

8 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat

What I think about women is a projection of my relationship to the internal phenomena that I project onto them (emotional...)

That’s like a loop😂 You project internal phenomena onto them, and what you think about them is a projection of the relationship to that phenomena…it’s like double projection 😂

 

Edited August 27 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

5 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

No it’s just I don’t wanna contaminate the forum too much with my stuff.

Too bad it was funny and boosted a bit my ego lol

Nevermind

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That’s like a loop😂 You project internal phenomena onto them, and what you think about them is a projection of the relationship to that phenomena…it’s like double projection 😂

Of course, everything is projection/reproduction. 

Edited August 27 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Too bad it was funny and boosted a bit my ego lol

Nevermind

 

Hehe

 

2 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Of course, everything is projection/reproduction. 

Your theories 😂 So today I drank coffe in coffe shop, is that projection or reproduction?

[Schizophonia]

5 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Hehe

 

Your theories 😂 So today I drank coffe in coffe shop, is that projection or reproduction?

Indeed somehow lol; you've internalized in your self-concept that you're not coffee, and so you project "coffee."
The effect, of course, but also the taste and apparence in general of coffee, milk, etc.
Because if "milk," "coffee," and "caffeine" were integrated, there would be no reason to go out and drink one.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Indeed somehow lol; you've internalized in your self-concept that you're not coffee, and so you project "coffee."
The effect, of course, but also the taste and apparence in general of coffee, milk, etc.
Because if "milk," "coffee," and "caffeine" were integrated, there would be no reason to go out and drink one.

Indeed. It’s like since we identify as being this human , we project identity onto outside world , separate things into objects.

The rest I don’t get but it’s okay it’s common when you write things

[Keryo Koffa]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Indeed somehow lol; you've internalized in your self-concept that you're not coffee, and so you project "coffee."
The effect, of course, but also the taste and apparence in general of coffee, milk, etc.
Because if "milk," "coffee," and "caffeine" were integrated, there would be no reason to go out and drink one.

But how would you tell the difference of having the experience on the inside or the outside, granted immersion?

[theleelajoker]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

@AION @Natasha Tori Maru @theleelajoker

There's no point in telling me about a contradiction between "theory and practice". I'm writing this thread for the pleasure of intellectualizing things; that's the point in itself.
I don't have a problem in practice.

OK..so if I get it right what you said...everything is fine just the way it is? 

You are fine with exactly how you are, your life circumstances, your relationship towards women, and you don't want to change anything? No regrets about talking two years with someone asexual? No problem with being too nice or too toxic?

So for you, it's just fun to think about it, to write about it, to ruminate about it, to intellectualize it, yes? 

Then I recommend to take the 3/4 phallic position while your anima violently rides the parts of you that represent your toxic masculintiy in reverse cowgirl. Afterwards hold your head under cold water - must be exactly 6,969 degrees (you guess why) and do a french cunnilingus with a tradition to overcome your racial fears.  After this, take your shirt off, stitch yourself a tattoo saying "Jacques Lacan" right above the belly button and the words "not a phallus, but a castration" on the forehead. Walk through the streets of your french village and and shout in alternate order "viva la france", "egalite fraternite liberte" and "Kurwa Kurwa Kurwa" (polish accent please). As a final act, urinate in front of your parents house while they watch and shout "That's for you Daddy! Mommy, are you mine now?"

When you finished this, go visit a psycoanalyst close to you and say to him: Please, Mister help me.  What's going on with me?  I bet 500 french francs and half a baguette that you'll have fun intellectualizing things together with him for the next two years  

 

Edited August 27 by theleelajoker

[Schizophonia]

12 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Indeed. It’s like since we identify as being this human , we project identity onto outside world , separate things into objects.

The rest I don’t get but it’s okay it’s common when you write things

lol

9 minutes ago, Keryo Koffa said:

But how would you tell the difference of having the experience on the inside or the outside, granted immersion?

Look at mean @Sugarcoat who doesn't want other actualized women to know how great I am 😾
She didn't end up on bupropion; she ended up having to take, or manifest, a situation where she takes antipsychotics, which is in line with her persona.
Her depressing PP, her antipsychotics, her health problems, her writing style, etc, all of this is a projection of her persona; it's perfect.

I'm being teasing, but I'm not saying that to attack her at all, just because I know her well.

I'm going to change what I said; it's not about the difficulty in recognizing that I am the cup of coffee in denial; it's also about the denial that I don't want, don't desire, to be (in the sense of embodying, of feeling, precisely not of projecting/objectifying) the cup of coffee.
I don't want to be in a frequency where I am directly energetic without a cup of coffee, because, for example, I'm playing at "I'm the worker who has to get off my ass and work hard to support my family."
If I'm playing at being whipped, I'm projecting the whip (the coffee).

I don't know if this is clear, I could clarify all that.

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Look at mean @Sugarcoat who doesn't want other actualized women to know how great I am 😾

They are free to judge you based on what you write yourself

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

She didn't end up on bupropion; she ended up having to take, or manifest, a situation where she takes antipsychotics, which is in line with her persona.
Her depressing PP, her antipsychotics, her health problems, her writing style, etc, all of this is a projection of her persona; it's perfect.

I'm being teasing, but I'm not saying that to attack her at all, just because I know her well.

 

Kinda

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I'm going to change what I said; it's not about the difficulty in recognizing that I am the cup of coffee in denial; it's also about the denial that I don't want, don't desire, to be (in the sense of embodying, of feeling, precisely not of projecting/objectifying) the cup of coffee.
I don't want to be in a frequency where I am directly energetic without a cup of coffee, because, for example, I'm playing at "I'm the worker who has to get off my ass and work hard to support my family."
If I'm playing at being whipped, I'm projecting the whip (the coffee).

I don't know if this is clear, I could clarify all that.

People can genuinely be addicted to coffe biologically without the act of identity preservation being present. 

Edited August 27 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

They are free to judge you based on what you write yourself

i was kidding 

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Kinda

People can genuinely be addicted to coffe biologically without the act of identity preservation being present. 

Well i would say not at all, even if it's very unconscious because It involves deep-rooted layers of ego.

 

Edited August 27 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

6 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

i was kidding 

I know

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Well i would say not at all, even if it's very unconscious because It involves deep-rooted layers of ego.

 

I think it could happen that someone doesn’t wanna perceive themselves as being addicted to coffe, because it gives the impression of being somehow “weak” and “a slave to impulses”, not the best image. But I don’t think it’s common to have the opposite where you don’t wanna feel well and be independent of coffe. I don’t know tho

[meta_male]

1 hour ago, theleelajoker said:

Afterwards hold your head under cold water - must be exactly 6,969 degrees (you guess why)

Instructions unclear, boiled cold water to 6969 degrees and burnt my anima, then tattooed the Bugatti logo on my forehead with a cigar.

 

[theleelajoker]

27 minutes ago, meta_male said:

Instructions unclear, boiled cold water to 6969 degrees and burnt my anima, then tattooed the Bugatti logo on my forehead with a cigar.

 

My mistake. Dot instead of comma. 

6.969 degrees. 

Burnt anima is ok. With anima, or women (women pls read "men" here) it's same like the Queen (Jack) in card game. Just draw the next one.

No more queens (jacks) in the deck? Accuse the others of cheating and reshuffle the deck. Playing alone? Accuse yourself of cheating and reshuffle the deck.

Hm the Bugatti logo is more serious. Got any people experiences in taking scalps around you?  Maybe they can teach you how to take another person's forehead, how to exchange it with yours and then try again. Don't waste another cigar, borrow a branding iron.