Experiences with Kundalini awakening?

[Salvijus]

I can share my personal experiences with Kundalini. 

It's total bs 

Ideally what you want is love and wisdom, not tingling sensations up your butt. 

Edited Sunday at 11:12 AM by Salvijus

[martins name]

On 5/12/2025 at 10:47 PM, theleelajoker said:

kundalini is female energy

It's not. It's pure energy and can manifest into masculine and feminine energy.

[theleelajoker]

9 hours ago, Salvijus said:

I can share my personal experiences with Kundalini. 

It's total bs 

Ideally what you want is love and wisdom, not tingling sensations up your butt. 

You say that as if that were two different things. In my experience the one goes with the other.

• The more I let go, the more I can feel - something - let's call it energy moving through my body
• The more this happens, the more I am feel love towards me and others. The sensations in my body are just a byproduct
• The more this happens, the more clarity and wisdom I get re my behaviour and the behaviour of others. I remember a quote of Goenka (meditation teacher): "(...) and then everything will become so clear!" My experience is that indeed a lot of things become VERY clear

Edited Sunday at 08:20 PM by theleelajoker

[theleelajoker]

4 hours ago, martins name said:

It's not. It's pure energy and can manifest into masculine and feminine energy.

Can you give reasons for this?

My statement "Kundalini = feminine energy" is based on reading it that way.

The one argument I have is that it seems more a "I need to let it happen, I need to let go, I need to let it rise" type energy, meaning more passive than active. As it is seen as sexual energy, it's more a "opening up" to it then an active, penetrating process. At least as far as I can tell up until today...

[Salvijus]

9 hours ago, theleelajoker said:

You say that as if that were two different things. In my experience the one goes with the other.

• The more I let go, the more I can feel - something - let's call it energy moving through my body
• The more this happens, the more I am feel love towards me and others. The sensations in my body are just a byproduct
• The more this happens, the more clarity and wisdom I get re my behaviour and the behaviour of others. I remember a quote of Goenka (meditation teacher): "(...) and then everything will become so clear!" My experience is that indeed a lot of things become VERY clear

That's a good point 

[Davino]

On 15/5/2025 at 4:12 PM, Hojo said:

@theleelajoker They use the woman to keep their penis hard. Tantric sex is not making love with a woman its making love with yourself.

You are not paying attention to the woman.

That's not the heart of tantra, although there are some branches which are like that but it's nonsense. The purpose of tantra or spiritual sexuality is union, dissolution and Love.

[Davino]

On 18/5/2025 at 1:03 PM, Salvijus said:

I can share my personal experiences with Kundalini. 

It's total bs 

Ideally what you want is love and wisdom, not tingling sensations up your butt. 

Clearly what someone who never had a full kundalini Awakening would say. Because your whole neurology, nervous system and biology is upgraded for consciousness, love and intelligence, permanently.

I'm telling you, having the full kundalini release it's as powerful or even more than tripping with psychedelics. It's like triggering your own biochemistry, your inner glands become the lab. It's the liberation of the body, literally.

[Salvijus]

23 minutes ago, Davino said:

Clearly what someone who never had a full kundalini Awakening would say. Because your whole neurology, nervous system and biology is upgraded for consciousness, love and intelligence, permanently.

I'm telling you, having the full kundalini release it's as powerful or even more than tripping with psychedelics. It's like triggering your own biochemistry, your inner glands become the lab. It's the liberation of the body, literally.

Of course it's going to feel blissfull and liberating when there are tingling sensations going up your arse. Although it's true that every path has same validity in the end. 

Edited Monday at 03:56 PM by Salvijus

[Thought Art]

I had mine doing breath of fire on a grassy hill 7 years ago. Perhaps it was a total awakening… but it was amazing and very profound. 
 

Most people who poopoo things like Kundalini Yoga or Qigong are too lazy to practice and study it. Doing it once is nonesense. 
 

I did the breath of fire for like 2 weeks before I felt it flow through my whole body. Amazing.

Edited Monday at 04:05 PM by Thought Art

[Hojo]

@Davino union with who? Not the woman

[Davino]

3 hours ago, Hojo said:

union with who? Not the woman

@Hojo What is your experience with tantra or the like? What has been your main practice, fow how long, how often? What are your resources, can you share?

I need to have this foundation before we proceed our conversation.

[Davino]

3 hours ago, Salvijus said:

Of course it's going to feel blissfull and liberating when there are tingling sensations going up your arse. 

That's just a candle compared with the sun. If you only saw the candle and stopped what else can be said. Practice more or at least don't come as if you knew.

It's like saying meditation is bs. Of course it's going to feel blissfull and liberating when there are no thoughts. It's such a superficial commentary.

 

Beyond this, I wanna make you aware to contemplate: Do I actually know? This is the question. Because maybe we don't and that's totally fine. I still consider myself a beginner in kundalini. In fact I have it hundreds of times harder to work with kundalini than you. I have a medical condition in my spine which makes it be in an s-shape and everytime I work with this energy it hurts like a real bitch, it's a very difficult process to navigate those turns in comparison with those who have a straight spine. Yet what do I do? I keep grinding and working because I know its potential and I have seen what is capable of doing, of healing of awakening. Though I know it will take me decades if ever, to have kundalini flowing as it should in my sushumna.

Edited Monday at 08:02 PM by Davino

[Hojo]

@Davino I have been jerking off since I was 9. I started doing sexual tantra before I could cum. I would just lie there and get to super high states playing with my dick. The first time I did cum was like ultra panic attack mode the biggest shock to my system I have ever experienced. It felt like evil came into my body and I got scared and stopped doing it. The first time I cum was the first realization that I will die.

Tantra just jerking off and focusing on the tip of your dick and letting that make you feel lightheaded and high. The less you cum the more energy you have to do it. If you save your semen then do this you can have massive brain blasts like you are pushing against something with your mind. You can get such high emotional states you break through your mind. But not to do with sex or thinking or imagining you are just playing with your dick with no sexual things involved.

Sexual tantra with a woman is just using the woman to jerk off you arent even thinking about them or sex at all. Not making love.

Main practice - Jerking off

Length - my entire life

Edited Monday at 10:37 PM by Hojo

[Davino]

@Hojo Yes, you mention the branch of tantra I was pointing out earlier as quite limited. If that's what you were talking about then I agree with you.

I'm pointing to a richer world you can discover through conscious sex and kundalini.

[Hojo]

@Davino You know the limitations of masterbation?

[Salvijus]

9 hours ago, Davino said:

everytime I work with this energy it hurts like a real bitch

That doesn't sound good. I think every energy expert would advice you to leave the spine alone until you can solve your spine problem. There are ways to do it that mainstream science is not aware of. 

9 hours ago, Davino said:

I keep grinding and working because I know its potential and I have seen what is capable of doing, of healing of awakening.

There's nothing there on the other side really. Your spine will vibrate, you will feel excited for a few days and then you'll forget about it. Unless you have strong attachment to such phenomena then you may develop a strong identity around it and boost your spiritual ego. Often it is the ego that is attracted to such things to begin with. I'm telling you from experience it's overrated crap. It only sounds fantastical because of all the marketing. If you want real gold, work on opening the central channel of the heart that give you access to grace and God's light, spirit communication, expanded intuition, love conciousness, astral travel, miracles and more. The heart and Zen are the only 2 things worth cultivating. Love and wisdom. Not vibrations up your arse. Vibrations will come by itself as one practices zen and prayer in a much more wholesome and balanced full-body way. 

Edited Tuesday at 05:39 AM by Salvijus

[theleelajoker]

@Salvijus

Maybe different experience for different people?

You have a point re ego and attachment, that's sth to be careful about. It's funny because I saw a video lately from a guy that studied eastern practices and philosophy and seemed to know what he's talking about. He talked about Nadis and Chakras. He critized the western adaptation of chakras, saying they are not real but "superimposed" just symbols to believe and focus on. Now every time I hear people saying "oh it's your this and that chakra" I can not help but think of that. He also said "believes are not right or wrong, but helpful or harmful". Reaonated with me. So seems a slippery slope with believes, spiritual ego, identification etc 

So only thing that matters is how it feels for you personally - but believes influence how you feel so we go full circle 😂 

I think it was in this video 

https://youtu.be/3ODfwJBDgBs?si=iyK7Noe_3A5fv9xJ

Edited Tuesday at 11:22 AM by theleelajoker

[Salvijus]

34 minutes ago, theleelajoker said:

Maybe different experience for different people?

Idk, maybe I was too hard on Kundalini. Every way can be valid in its own way. 

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, theleelajoker said:

He critized the western adaptation of chakras, saying they are not real but "superimposed" just symbols to believe and focus on

Nadis, meridians, chakras, energy is all a living reality for me. It doesn't take much spiritual progress to confirm at least a little bit of that. There are people who try to say it's all just psychological or it's just biology, metabolism etc. I can only roll my eyeballs to such comments. Although many people who talk about chakras are also full of bs. There're people who talk bs on all sides, lmao. Maybe I'm full of BS. It's crazy amount of misinformation on the internet. I find that there are as many opinions about this subject as there are people. 

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I think it was in this video 

https://youtu.be/3ODfwJBDgBs?si=iyK7Noe_3A5fv9 xJ

I remember seeing this guy long time ago. 

Edited Tuesday at 11:37 AM by Salvijus

[theleelajoker]

14 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

Nadis, meridians, chakras, energy is all a living reality for me. It doesn't take much spiritual progress to confirm at least a little bit of that. There are people who try to say it's all just psychological or it's just biology, metabolism etc. I can only roll my eyeballs to such comments. Although many people who talk about chakras are also full of bs. There're people who talk bs on all sides, lmao. Maybe I'm full of BS. It's crazy amount of misinformation on the internet. I find that there are as many opinions about this subject as there are people. 

I remember seeing this guy long time ago. 

He said nadis and meridians are "real" and chakras superimposed as symbols. His source are ancient texts he studied. 

I am with you re being full of shit myself or others being full of shit. So I become more careful what I express or believe - it will change anyway. Anicca, anicca

Re chakras etc: I did not study these texts, so don't know. But the texts could be full of shit, right?

Also, I am not on a level to confirm or reject based on personal experience.  Just pointing out his POV and how easily things can be misunderstood or (unintentionally) distorted.

There's a quote: "All models are wrong but some are useful" 

Problem is when you are so attached to the model that you believe it's reality. Chakras are one thing. I see this also a lot with spiral dynamics for instance. Don't mistake the map for the landscape...

Edited Tuesday at 11:48 AM by theleelajoker