Schizophonia’s Journal

[Schizophonia]

Everything i affirm become true; thought precedes the feeling.

Rumination or simply thoughts in generals hides opening, opening to vitality, new posibilities, to infinity in general; but the ego has a resistance to it. 

On a psychoanalitic pov opening means vulnerability, because the more you open yourself the more you lose the ability to think (which is however a complete illusion) you have controle over reality; this is the base of most of tendancie of mental illness (paranoia, dysthymia...) i think; trends which ultimately are just ramifications of the same neurotic phenomenon.

The game of "being in control," of having "important things," the "hero and victim" dynamic as my "mentor" Franck Lopvet would say; that's precisely the obstacle.

Whether from a materialistic/psychological perspective, simply, or even non-dually.

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