Schizophonia’s Journal

[Sugarcoat]

On 2025-05-05 at 8:01 PM, Schizophonia said:

I have to buy a microphone and redo my video. 👺

In the meantime, I'm going to reread my book on Trotsky, which I read diagonally, and write a post about it; probably this weekend.
It'll give me some writing time because I have exams coming up soon.

”which I read diagonally” bruh just when I thought you couldn’t get harder to comprehend 

[Sugarcoat]

On 2025-05-10 at 6:31 PM, Schizophonia said:

Supreme Leader Mao Zedong Valentin is back.

Tomorow review of my book on Trosky. It will retrain me to write for my exams, I need it.

 

Chad of Toulouse 

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It's my birthday (22yo) but i feel bad.

I barely sleep and woke up at 14h because i stressed a lot yesterday. 

And certain events in my family that pollute the atmosphere.

I fail at making people happy, and people fail at making me happy.

At least I have my discord friends lol who wished me happy birthday, it's nice and pleasant even if unfortunately I don't have much motivation for them either.

I hope it gets better soon, but I have to do things for that.

As a youtubeur i often watch would say ho'oponopono, eheh.

Happy birthday 

 

Didnt mean to stress you(if that’s part of your stress you know)

[Schizophonia]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

”which I read diagonally” bruh just when I thought you couldn’t get harder to comprehend 

ahah it made me laugh

 

it means read quickly, with few efforts to understand well, making link with our actual paradigm on the question etc.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

ahah it made me laugh

 

it means read quickly, with few efforts to understand well, making link with our actual paradigm on the question etc.

Ok. I thought literally read diagonally 

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Happy birthday 

Thanks

 

Soon yours too btw eheh.

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Didnt mean to stress you(if that’s part of your stress you know)

My sleep is still far less important than that 🙂

 

5 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Ok. I thought literally read diagonally 

No ofc. 

[Schizophonia]

13 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Chad of Toulouse 

Real

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Soon yours too btw eheh.

My sleep is still far less important than that 🙂

 

Thanks

[Schizophonia]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

Thanks

It's normal. 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

It's normal. 

It’s Chad 

[Schizophonia]

3 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s Chad 

lol

[RendHeaven]

10 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

It's my birthday (22yo) but i feel bad.

I barely sleep and woke up at 14h because i stressed a lot yesterday. 

And certain events in my family that pollute the atmosphere.

I fail at making people happy, and people fail at making me happy.

At least I have my discord friends lol who wished me happy birthday, it's nice and pleasant even if unfortunately I don't have much motivation for them either.

I hope it gets better soon, but I have to do things for that.

As a youtubeur i often watch would say ho'oponopono, eheh.

Happy birthday bro

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

Happy birthday bro

Thanks.

 

You're invited to the party, good cakes from my mom with good O3/06 ratio

[RendHeaven]

6 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

good O3/06 ratio

wow you're actually the goat

2 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I thought japan was a particularly traditional society; where does this comes from ?

I'll answer here to not derail the other thread:

Yes, the perception of sexual purity in Japan is still massively valued, as is the case in all traditional patriarchy structures. Women still fight to appear like utterly innocent virigns, if not outright asexual; and men demand that women be "pure" and "untainted."

But the crazy thing about living in the densest, most overstimulating, high-turnover metro city in the world in the age of social media and digitized everything (+the whole country is psychospiritually sexually repressed), is that women are able to project outward perceptions of sexual purity while getting DICKED in private with no evidence trail and absolute plausible deniability.

Furthermore, the most killer players are all aware of this dynamic, and decisively lead girls towards isolated, low stakes encounters without drawing any attention (calm, stoic, still, detached). It's a fascinating, well-oiled machine of people in the know getting all their needs met in secrecy; people not in the know being hopelessly lonely, touch-starved, and rejected; and the whole of society is in denial while upholding the appearance of 'tradition' and acting like nothing is wrong.

This is unique to Tokyo due to the architecture of a cyberpunk steel jungle and an Instagram-first culture. As mentioned before, if you step outside of Tokyo into the countryside (smaller towns and villages), you are expected to court a woman the old fashioned way by cozying up to her family and playing a slow, loyal, responsible long game (for better or for worse).

[Salvijus]

22 years old... I'm so terrible at guessing people's age lol. Happy birthday. 

[Sugarcoat]

@Salvijus how old are you? 28 right. I feel like you’ve told me before you’re 27

Edited June 6, 2025 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

2 hours ago, Salvijus said:

22 years old... I'm so terrible at guessing people's age lol. Happy birthday. 

Eheh how old you thought i was 

Thanks, if even baltic jesus christ wish me hp this year risks to be furtunate. 

[Schizophonia]

3 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

wow you're actually the goat

I don't deserve this medal i just eat half a kilo of peanut butter in some days lol.

3 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

I'll answer here to not derail the other thread:

No pb

3 hours ago, RendHeaven said:

Yes, the perception of sexual purity in Japan is still massively valued, as is the case in all traditional patriarchy structures. Women still fight to appear like utterly innocent virigns, if not outright asexual; and men demand that women be "pure" and "untainted."

But the crazy thing about living in the densest, most overstimulating, high-turnover metro city in the world in the age of social media and digitized everything (+the whole country is psychospiritually sexually repressed), is that women are able to project outward perceptions of sexual purity while getting DICKED in private with no evidence trail and absolute plausible deniability.

Furthermore, the most killer players are all aware of this dynamic, and decisively lead girls towards isolated, low stakes encounters without drawing any attention (calm, stoic, still, detached). It's a fascinating, well-oiled machine of people in the know getting all their needs met in secrecy; people not in the know being hopelessly lonely, touch-starved, and rejected; and the whole of society is in denial while upholding the appearance of 'tradition' and acting like nothing is wrong.

This is unique to Tokyo due to the architecture of a cyberpunk steel jungle and an Instagram-first culture. As mentioned before, if you step outside of Tokyo into the countryside (smaller towns and villages), you are expected to court a woman the old fashioned way by cozying up to her family and playing a slow, loyal, responsible long game (for better or for worse).

I couldn't live in this country, it seems quite inhumane.

And you so, did you managed to get a girl eheh

If you don't mind.

[Schizophonia]

@RendHeaven What I meant was, why don't girls want long-term relationships in a traditional country?
I live in one of the most socialist and atheist countries in the world, and oddly enough, most girls want a boyfriend, a long-term relationship, love, etc. I've never met a girl who wanted to hook up or anything like that; it just doesn't exist.
And yet I know plenty of people.

It seems that the more individualistic and capitalist a country's culture is, the more manic people become, and sooner or later this will wipe out any collective consciousness, no matter how reactionary it may be at its core.

Edited June 6, 2025 by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]