Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

It's generally positive, i have a strong attachment to life and by extension (I think it's related) a lot of energy, I live life intensely.

That sounds amazing 

2 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

The negative point is that i tend to be conflictual, megalomaniacal, diehard, workaholic etc. Insomnia did not start by chance lol.

I could become a dictator if i let myself go to my shadow, stuff like that. But then yes, never anything morbid.

You seem calm when we met

[Schizophonia]

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

That sounds amazing 

Yep.

Drinks a can of coconut red bull and go back to making sex jokes for jestermaxx his otter on SSRI and neuroleptic at the same time.*

Go philosophize half the night about how crystallizing the maya through attention inhibits the creative process.*

Because it's not funny if it's too easy.

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You seem calm when we met

I was tired and i didn't really feel like i was welcome to "push" too much apart from some pretty crappy pinches lol.

I can be very tactile and humorous with women, to a lesser extent with men, and have a lot of mental discourse but i don't care about talking most of the time, it doesn't come across like that.

And obviously when I talk about being conflictual etc it is not to the extent of being non-functional.

 

 

Edited January 8 by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

32 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

 I posted the topic in the mental health sub forum btw

Eheh.

Indeed

[Salvijus]

12 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

You seem calm when we met

He was trying to be cool, haha. 

[Schizophonia]

2 hours ago, Salvijus said:

He was trying to be cool, haha. 

 

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Because it's not funny if it's too easy.

Nothing is funny about it being hard 

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I was tired and i didn't really feel like i was welcome to "push" too much apart from some pretty crappy pinches lol.

I can be very tactile and humorous with women, to a lesser extent with men, and have a lot of mental discourse but i don't care about talking most of the time, it doesn't come across like that.

And obviously when I talk about being conflictual etc it is not to the extent of being non-functional.

 

 

Ok I see

[Schizophonia]

3 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Nothing is funny about it being hard 

Ok I see

There is no pleasure in ease, it is the quest that makes something interesting.

Not just in relationships but in life in general: The harder, the longer, the bigger, the more intense, the better it is. 

[Sugarcoat]

2 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

There is no pleasure in ease, it is the quest that makes something interesting.

Not just in relationships but in life in general: The harder, the longer, the bigger, the more intense, the better it is. 

I don’t feel like that for my situation. I think about suicide all the time. I don’t wanna live like this. I feel so weak

[Schizophonia]

3 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I don’t feel like that for my situation. I think about suicide all the time. I don’t wanna live like this. I feel so weak

I meant in an "intended" context.

I promise it will get better.

I lack experience but there are non-dual thinkers like Martin Ball who do consultations.

[Sugarcoat]

30 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I meant in an "intended" context.

I promise it will get better.

I lack experience but there are non-dual thinkers like Martin Ball who do consultations.

Thanks 

[Sugarcoat]

56:

I don’t understand how people have so much to say. Usually my mind is quite empty and I try to think of a reply but I can’t come up with anything of particular substance so I just let it be. I feel I barely have access to my own brain

[Sugarcoat]

57:

Mods looking at my profile makes me think I did something wrong😹

[Princess Arabia]

52 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

57:

Mods looking at my profile makes me think I did something wrong😹

Keep in mind that your name could be accidentally hit. Happens all the time.

[Sugarcoat]

9 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Keep in mind that your name could be accidentally hit. Happens all the time.

Oh that’s true didn’t think of it. I have myself accidentally clicked on people. Funny you read my journal btw, I feel quite anonymous as I write here it’s like I feel like 2 people read it but rest don’t but maybe more look at it sometimes doesn’t matter just a thought 

[Sugarcoat]

21 minutes ago, Candle said:

Me too. When I hide a lot of posts, mods do so. (Hidden posts are visible to mods, so I edit them and hide. ) 

Omg I didn’t know .So you edit them to change the content? That’s a great idea thanks for sharing your secret 

23 minutes ago, Candle said:

I'll read each one of ur posts. 

I hope it's okay me writing in ur journal. 

Good luck finding my posts among all the replies😹 Only read if you find interesting

Yea ofc this is a free space for anyone the normal rules don’t apply here (jk I can’t decide that)🙈

[Sugarcoat]

@Candle I hid the replies to your post about penis and vagina sizes that got locked😹Maybe I was close to another warning point. Do you have warning points ? I have one 

[Sugarcoat]

58:

What is cringe? In particular, what is cringe when you feel it about yourself? This can be analyzed.

In short I think it’s when you’ve done something, for example said something which presents you in a way that threatens positive self image and conveys a negative self image. That is cringe in short. It’s a reaction to a threat to your self image 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Candle said:

 

47 minutes ago, Candle said:

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Like this

 

Thanks

 

Just now, Candle said:

Yeah know such secrets. I am such a person I don't want any rules to be hidden from me. Especially when it's related to my rights or privacy. I didn't want to be stupid. So I found out all the rules of the forum. (Imagine someone is reading your shit and you don't even know). 

I should read them again myself too probably 

1 minute ago, Candle said:

Your posts are relatable (some points). 

Hehe I can be quite weird so I’d understand if some aren’t relatable

2 minutes ago, Candle said:

What did u hide? Don't get offended by anything btw.

 

I hid what I joked about sticking a ruler up my vagina to measure😹

3 minutes ago, Candle said:

 

I have zero warning points. 

I was also close to one point that day. 

That’s good. I only have one so far and hopefully I’ll keep it that way

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Candle said:

All rules are not written. I found out using advanced search. About posting limits, edits privacy, hiding, etc. 

 

What is advanced search?

I think posting limits is written.
What rules are there around edits privacy and hiding?

2 minutes ago, Candle said:

 

do u have posting limits per day, how much? 

I may clean the clutter here by editing if u wish.

I have posting limit but I don’t know how much it is

Clean what clutter?

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Candle said:

That I made in ur journal. These writings...

No it’s fine

1 minute ago, Candle said:

O my god, you don't know this gold mine !!!!! 

You can get so much treasure here. You can search by words (of a member). Like search "xyz word" by "sugarcoat". All results appear. 

Member search too. 

So many more options are there. 

Cool didn’t know

2 minutes ago, Candle said:

You can also search for a specific word in this particular thread. In a particular sub forum. Etc. try it yourself. 

i will try