Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Rishabh R said:

Yeah very hard . 😂

Being consistent is most important I think though even if you do a small amount 

[Rishabh R]

@Sugarcoat Yeah absolutely. I am doing it since 2019. Yeah daily consistency is much much more important.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Rishabh R said:

@Sugarcoat Yeah absolutely. I am doing it since 2019. Yeah daily consistency is much much more important.

That’s good. Keep it up. 

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat Don’t ask me why it just popped in my head but i understand the thing you explained about negation in Swedish.

It the equivalent of « si » in French.

[Sugarcoat]

33 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat Don’t ask me why it just popped in my head but i understand the thing you explained about negation in Swedish.

It the equivalent of « si » in French.

Lol it’s very useful yes. It doesn’t exist in English 

[Sugarcoat]

50:

It’s funny how I have the power in my hands to just write the weirdest posts and lowkey shake up the whole forum with them but I won’t. And it’s not even me trying to be weird it’s just me speaking of my normal experience which is weird

Edited December 16, 2024 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

57 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Lol it’s very useful yes. It doesn’t exist in English 

English is so poor i often can't say the thing the way i really want.

49 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

50:

It’s funny how I have the power in my hands to just write the weirdest posts and lowkey shake up the whole forum with them but I won’t. And it’s not even me trying to be weird it’s just me speaking of my normal experience which is weird

"I pushed my sister down the stairs"
"I choke on my meatballs"
"I telepathize with x"

Edited December 16, 2024 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

51: 

If you have good physical and mental health you should be so thankful. Because as soon as one of them is taken from you its gonna be the only thing you’ll be wishing back all the time.

[Schizophonia]

2 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

51: 

If you have good physical and mental health you should be so thankful. Because as soon as one of them is taken from you its gonna be the only thing you’ll be wishing back all the time.

It will get better soon.

[Sugarcoat]

9 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It will get better soon.

I’m doing fine now I just wrote it randomly 

[Schizophonia]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’m doing fine now I just wrote it randomly 

👍

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia I’m answering here because I don’t wanna derail the thread and get another warning point but you don’t care hahah. What are you gonna do with that second Willy in the abdomen?

[Schizophonia]

4 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia I’m answering here because I don’t wanna derail the thread and get another warning point but you don’t care hahah.

 

What are you gonna do with that second Willy in the abdomen?

I'm going to use it for my courtship n°457 towards my favorite Swede, to compensate for my Temu accent.

And if it doesn't work i will go and scare people in the subway with it to get revenge.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

I'm going to use it for my courtship n°457 towards my favorite Swede, to compensate for my Temu accent.

And if it doesn't work i will go and scare people in the subway with it to get revenge.

Ok😹

[Schizophonia]

13 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia I’m answering here because I don’t wanna derail the thread

Yes you're right.

[Sugarcoat]

19 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes you're right.

👍🏻

[Sugarcoat]

52:

Are you ready to give yourself up?

All you’ve ever experienced is what is right in front of you. Thoughts, sights, sounds, not even those things, the immediate appearance.

How come then when you for example read the news you really feel like there’s a real world out there with real events and people?

How come when you are in history class you really feel like there’s a past with real people and real events? And why can’t you shake this seeming sense of reality?
 

How come you can discuss all these topics in the forum and feel like it’s all real?

Because you have a self. That’s it. The self is the basis for everything. It’s the sense of I’m here and the world is out there. Real solidity here creates real solidity out there. This one separation, this one border between you and the rest gives rise to all else meaning. 
 

You can talk shit about this but are you really ready to give it all up? Because it includes everything, all your meaning making, all your sense of a society existing and events happening and people existing. All relating, relationships etc. It all goes down the drain.

All your discussing about this and that and feeling like what you’re discussing is real. Are you really ready to give up your entire reality? Because that is what you give up if you give up your self. 

Edited December 30, 2024 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

23 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

52:

Are you ready to give yourself up?

All you’ve ever experienced is what is right in front of you. Thoughts, sights, sounds, not even those things, the immediate appearance.

How come then when you for example read the news you really feel like there’s a real world out there with real events and people?

How come when you are in history class you really feel like there’s a past with real people and real events? And why can’t you shake this seeming sense of reality?
 

How come you can discuss all these topics in the forum and feel like it’s all real?

Because you have a self. That’s it. The self is the basis for everything. It’s the sense of I’m here and the world is out there. Real solidity here creates real solidity out there. This one separation, this one border between you and the rest gives rise to all else meaning. 
 

You can talk shit about this but are you really ready to give it all up? Because it includes everything, all your meaning making, all your sense of a society existing and events happening and people existing. All relating, relationships etc. It all goes down the drain.

All your discussing about this and that and feeling like what you’re discussing is real. Are you really ready to give up your entire reality? Because that is what you give up if you give up your self. 

Is it like being stuck in a dream?

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Is it like being stuck in a dream?

What is?

[Sugarcoat]

53:

As I’m writing this I barely feel like I exist. I have the thinnest sense of existence. It’s so vague. I wish I had a normal functioning ego. I really do. There’s some flaws to it such as all the tension that comes with it that is like knots in the physical body too, contributing to illness, this I have experienced myself when I had more of my ego left. But it is so much better than this half assed barely real existence. I guess I will never know what a normal existence is. I see it all around me but I can never grasp it nor imagine it, even if I try.