Random thoughts

[Salvijus]

I feel heavier than usual today for some reason also. Others are going mad aswell. Weird day. 

Edited Friday at 07:17 PM by Salvijus

[Schizophonia]

5 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I wish i could laugh 

The second sentence meant nothing mea culpa.

 

Edited Friday at 07:16 PM by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

Just now, Salvijus said:

I feel heavy today for some reason also. Others are going mad aswell. Weird day. 

Which planet is in retrograde professor.

I felt quite good, better than usual.

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Salvijus said:

I feel heavy today for some reason also. Others are going mad aswell. Weird day. 

Which others? Yes it has been a bad day for me too. Cried a lot which I don’t usually do. Usually I feel better in evenings so I feel a bit better now

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia is there anything that could make you suicidal? Or are you very strong?

I can get suicidal (I was today) because I feel this SEVERE CONSTANT disconnect from myself, which causes like a depressed state, a dull state, apathy lack of emotion etc, emptiness. 

[Salvijus]

8 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Which planet is in retrograde professor.

I felt quite good, better than usual.

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Which others?

Maybe it's just my biased perception idk. 

9 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Cried a lot which I don’t usually do.

I like tears. 

[Sugarcoat]

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I need to activate my inner David Goggins. He is prime example of persevering through adversity 

https://youtube.com/shorts/g8OdN9e8ttk?si=4CTsjVtbDwoPnjhL

I love this particular edit of him. The music in particular 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Salvijus said:

Maybe it's just my biased perception idk. 

I like tears. 

Could be or not

[Schizophonia]

34 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia is there anything that could make you suicidal? Or are you very strong?

 

Indeed 😎

No more seriously, I've never been seriously suicidal because it would piss me off too much to die; to see "Valentin" disappear, or even everything around me.
Even if I were tortured horribly, I don't know if I'd want to be killed.

34 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

I can get suicidal (I was today) because I feel this SEVERE CONSTANT disconnect from myself, which causes like a depressed state, a dull state, apathy lack of emotion etc, emptiness. 

I'm visualizing.
Perhaps you could use the work of Neville Goddard; I preach like a guru, lol, but perhaps reprogramming your subconscious to find a state of consciousness less disconnected from reality could work.
In fact, technically, it's entirely possible.

[Schizophonia]

41 minutes ago, Salvijus said:

Maybe it's just my biased perception idk. 

I like tears. 

Of course I was joking.

 

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat 

It's funny because sometimes when I'm on my mom's computer, Google Translate automatically activates and automatically translates your username as "artificial sweetener" or "coat of sugar."

It reminds me that I was recently talking with a friend about some people in big cities in France, usually weird homeless people, who put pieces of bread in the urinals and come back to eat them later after people have urinated on them lol. 

Edited Friday at 08:24 PM by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

40 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Even if I were tortured horribly, I don't know if I'd want to be killed.

 

I doubt if it actually happened

40 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

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I'm visualizing.
Perhaps you could use the work of Neville Goddard; I preach like a guru, lol, but perhaps reprogramming your subconscious to find a state of consciousness less disconnected from reality could work.
In fact, technically, it's entirely possible.

I’ll look him up 

[Sugarcoat]

26 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat 

 

It reminds me that I was recently talking with a friend about some people in big cities in France, usually weird homeless people, who put pieces of bread in the urinals and come back to eat them later after people have urinated on them lol. 

Omg why do they do that?????!

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I doubt if it actually happened

The worst that i suffer from was severe insomnia where i sometimes didn't sleep for 3 nights in a row. 

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’ll look him up 

As you wish.

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Omg why do they do that?????!

It's a kind of fetish.

You shall think of me if one day you see slices of bread in public or university urinals. 😂

[Sugarcoat]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

The worst that i suffer from was severe insomnia where i sometimes didn't sleep for 3 nights in a row. 

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I bet you looked edgy with those dark under eye circles 

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

You shall think of me if one day you see slices of bread in public or university urinals. 😂

I think you’re lying it’s actually a French delicacy but you’re too embarrassed to say

[Schizophonia]

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I bet you looked edgy with those dark under eye circles 

I looked like a dickhead.

I didn't sleep well during my trip so i guess you saw me like that too.

Sleep changes everything.

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I think you’re lying it’s actually a French delicacy but you’re too embarrassed to say

lol

 

The famous "french toast". 

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia you looked fine

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia you looked fine

Thanks.

[Yimpa]

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia I’m in another city for a trip with my family . We are at a hotell and they have amazing breakfast buffet. Tomorrow I’m gonna eat sandwich, eggs, sausage, pancakes, overnight oats yum