Random thoughts

[Schizophonia]

36 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

No

 

It was a joke.

39 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Good for you then, but for me apparently breath can get kinda bad with less than 24 hour fast

Good you didn’t feel anything 

From what you say, your family just sounds unpleasant actually.

41 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I don’t have my ideal weight that’s what I’m trying to reach.

What I meant was that manifestation is supposed to happen by negating the senses.

Without going into details.

41 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Olanzipine apparently does kind of the opposite of increasing basal metabolism 

Yep. 

47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I am very unusual though that’s I fact I stand by

No, you admitted that you had wanted relationships in the past, not just romantic ones.

But the problem is, women tend to wallow in it and identify with their problems rather than admitting them.
I'd rather admit it than get screwed, but that's just my male nature, I guess.

I feel I am not yet honest enough for my taste.

47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

You seem on a good path trying to be self aware and doing things consciously. That’s great you found a way to feel better.

Yes but you ?  

47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’m gonna watch your video.

Thanx

47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Why you say it’s rubbish?

Because it's a bland way of living.

47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Your desires for friends and girlfriend are completely normal.

 

You have something to work on when it comes to not wanting to be perceived a certain way by others

Yes, but don't exclude yourself from these needs; It's just not true.

 

46 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

@Sugarcoat @Schizophonia

https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxdw0HBo48GzhLjjIC1poRs7V7_Jy_elwR?si=3liVfwyDAtS_QDyw

Lol

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, Yimpa said:

@Sugarcoat @Schizophonia

https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxdw0HBo48GzhLjjIC1poRs7V7_Jy_elwR?si=3liVfwyDAtS_QDyw

Ok lol

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

It was a joke

Ok understood 

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

From what you say, your family just sounds unpleasant actually.

 

They’re fine

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

What I meant was that manifestation is supposed to happen by negating the senses.

Without going into details.

 

I don’t understand but it’s fine

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

No, you admitted that you had wanted relationships in the past, not just romantic ones.

But the problem is, women tend to wallow in it and identify with their problems rather than admitting them.
I'd rather admit it than get screwed, but that's just my male nature, I guess.

I feel I am not yet honest enough for my taste

if I’ve written about wanting relationships in the past it was probably a long time ago, before I changed as a “person”. Because now I truly don’t feel a significant desire for it, it’s not a need I have. 
 

I admit my problems thoroughly. 
 

Self honesty is good

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes but you ?  

I don’t find myself on a good path

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Thanx

Because it's a bland way of living.

Yes, but don't exclude yourself from these needs; It's just not true.

 

Lol

It’s bland for the average person becuase the average person feels a need for relationships. For me they don’t give me barely anything, maybe a microscopic bit

I don’t feel those needs anymore 

Youre looking from a paradigm of how the average person works, and maybe it doesn’t include the most edge cases

Edited April 5 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat You could take some "model" photos.

First of all to send them to me lol, but more seriously it would go well with your stoic, serious classy great slavic side.
You seem happy to demonstrate that you can have a beautiful body through dietary discipline and exercise.

I've already mentioned it somewhere, but I plan to take some photos for my LinkedIn account next week before making my video. It made me think of it.

Just a thought.

[Sugarcoat]

6 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat You could take some "model" photos.

First of all to send them to me lol, but more seriously it would go well with your stoic, serious classy great slavic side.
You seem happy to demonstrate that you can have a beautiful body through dietary discipline and exercise.

I've already mentioned it somewhere, but I plan to take some photos for my LinkedIn account next week before making my video. It made me think of it.

Just a thought.

Hahaha you’re sweet. I don’t often take photos of myself honestly. I might wait until I’ve lost the weight I want, I’m still in the early phases. 
 

I didn’t know that, that’s cool, you could show me the photos you take if you want to. It’s a good idea to take good photos for LinkedIn. 

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

Hahaha you’re sweet. I don’t often take photos of myself honestly. I might wait until I’ve lost the weight I want, I’m still in the early phases. 

 

I can see you in your dress; Sitting on a stool with ballet flats and legs crossed, head/chin resting on your hand, staring at the camera with a serious expression, or looking up and to the right with a thoughtful expression; Gray background behind.
Sexy.

 

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I didn’t know that, that’s cool, you could show me the photos you take if you want to.

My pleasure.

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It’s a good idea to take good photos for LinkedIn. 

At the moment my LinkedIn photo is the same as my WhatsApp account photo.

Edited April 5 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

12 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I can see you in your dress; Sitting on a stool with ballet flats and legs crossed, head/chin resting on your hand, staring at the camera with a serious expression, or looking up and to the right with a thoughtful expression; Gray background behind.
Sexy.

Lmao you have a vision there, thanks

12 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

At the moment my LinkedIn photo is the same as my WhatsApp account photo.

It’s decent enough

[Sugarcoat]

71:

Sometimes I feel like I’m internally screaming. Like I’m stuck in this brain and I wanna get out but there’s no way out so I’m just internally screaming. Like I could go insane but still in a calm way that’s not evident from the outside pov. 

[Sugarcoat]

72:

Sometimes I feel like I’m the weakest person alive. Like I can’t handle any suffering. Any suffering will be on my mind and I’ll overthink about it and even have suicidal thoughts about it. Meanwhile I see people around me going through all sorts of pain like it’s seemingly nothing. Why am I the only one who can’t suffer 

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

72:

Sometimes I feel like I’m the weakest person alive. Like I can’t handle any suffering. Any suffering will be on my mind and I’ll overthink about it and even have suicidal thoughts about it. Meanwhile I see people around me going through all sorts of pain like it’s seemingly nothing. Why am I the only one who can’t suffer 

You are functional,continued to work and exercise while suffering from derealization, many people turn into vegetables for much less than that; Pat yourself on the shoulder.

And people generally hide their suffering.

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

71:

Sometimes I feel like I’m internally screaming. Like I’m stuck in this brain and I wanna get out but there’s no way out so I’m just internally screaming. Like I could go insane but still in a calm way that’s not evident from the outside pov. 

Me too, but it’s because I add too much sriracha sauce in my sandwich, mhh..,

 

Jk.

[Sugarcoat]

19 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Me too, but it’s because I add too much sriracha sauce in my sandwich, mhh..,

 

Jk.

We all have our issues

[Sugarcoat]

19 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

You are functional,continued to work and exercise while suffering from derealization, many people turn into vegetables for much less than that; Pat yourself on the shoulder.

And people generally hide their suffering.

Thanks

[Yimpa]

 

[Sugarcoat]

On 2025-04-22 at 9:44 PM, Yimpa said:

 

I didn’t notice you posted this lol

 

[Sugarcoat]

73:

Women will literally tear all the way through their anus during childbirth yet still decide to have a second and even third child 

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

73:

Women will literally tear all the way through their anus during childbirth

Lol, it made me laugh.

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

yet still decide to have a second and even third child 

Because they love their child very much.
Once again, commitment.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

Lol, it made me laugh.

Because they love their child very much.
Once again, commitment.

lol i thought about it today

i would be too traumatized from the pain probably 

 

[Schizophonia]

10 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

lol i thought about it today

My mom sometimes tells me how I "tore her apart" when I went out lol

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i would be too traumatized from the pain probably 

 

You'll see, at worst you're not there yet.

Edited April 25 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

My mom sometimes tells me how I "tore her apart" when I went out lol

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