Girzo

I am currently experimenting with 5-MeO-MET. I have gone up to only 12 mg at the moment. It seems like a good alternative for 5-MeO-DMT. Comparing to the low dose reports, it's the same thing, but longer acting. Will tell you the results of higher doses when I get there. @okulele What substance was your last trip, when and what dosage. Because there IS cross-tolerance with all psychedelics. If you have taken for example 300mcg of LSD then you have to wait at least month to be sure that it is not interfering with your tolerance. Or if you were taking low-medium doses of mushrooms every two weeks for half a year then you should give yourself a break, too. Otherwise don't expect dosages from the Internet to be accurate.

Man where did he say that. It's just a technique and it seems to be quite working. Doing LSD even once is way more dangerous, even when you have a 100% certainity it's the LSD.

It's funny that RSD teachers know that personally very well. RSD Max has two part book called "The Player", where his depression is being described. Yet one of the main points that advertise his newest product caled "Girlfriend Game" is guide to having threesomes. I guess that high consciousness stuff doesn't sell well enough. RSD as an organization has a very big ego and is money hungry. I can't imagine them switiching to more conscious bussiness scheme, where they sacrifice part of the money for just putting out better and more honest content. Like for example Leo does with Actualized.org, he chooses less money-making, but important topics, doesn't bomb us with short videos and pricey courses all the time, etc. But it's easy for him, beacuse it's his organization, his personal growth = growth of Actualized.org. RSD have this harder, it's fueled by an army of unconsciouss workers and also not everyone at the top is high in consciousness either.

You see, just because a mechanism is brutal it doesn't mean that it's fruit must follow that same set of rules. Look at the evolution, it's basically "survival of the fittest", but it has produced many mechanisms that are not about that at all. Love, music, art, it has outgrown simple survival. Like for example, you care about people and you can say that this urge to help others had evolved to force you to take care of your children. But then it started applying to members of your tribe, then animals. People now care about things that have nothing to do with their survival. In the beginning high consciousness had been helping you to be a better leader, but then slowly started developing into something more. Now it is attractive, even tho it has nothing to do with survival. You can't just look at everything with one lens, in this case "survival".

Go and try it, you don't have to live that way forever. Just please don't end up like the main character of "Into The Wild"

Is this guy that @dude has linked living off his house hacks? No, he's not stupid. He has a bussiness, a website, is writing ebooks and selling expensive courses to build his wealth. So maybe rather than following what he says, you can follow what he actually does. Just some more food for thought.

All that saving makes sense only when you are already earning a lot of money. Look at Leo, I would estimate that he earns around $200.000/year (50k YouTube/150k other stuff), maybe less, maybe more. The thing is, if he saves up 80% of his earnings, well that's something. And if you save up 80% from your $2000 full work time salary then you are living in poverty and saving up your milion would still take you 50 years. You can't win with Math. You need some leverage, wheter it's being extremly good at something like basketball players, singers, writers, etc. or bringing value for a lot of people with your bussiness like Leo does.

That's not a good idea if you want to have a million dollars house. How much can you save a month by not paying a rent? A $1000? (I don't know prices in Belgium) Let's assume optimistically that you even earn $2000 a month from your properties. To earn a $1.000.000 you would need over 40 years! Guess what, your kids will be grown-ups by then. Plus you can't escape taxes, you will be taxed as heavily as an entrepreneur. And there's inflation, so you would need to keep that money on investment deposit, not to earn, but to avoid loosing money! Paradoxically, going into bussiness is safer than all those "safe" tactics.

That's the way, no-one said it's super easy. For some, it's still easier than working 40 years in a life-draining corporate job. You live in the EU, set up a bussiness in Germany or anywhere really, if it's that bad in Belgium (which I don't believe).

Entrepreneurship.

@Sev He is not talking here about Ralston's intensive.

Gospel of Thomas - is the most raw version of biblical parables I know of. The most non-duality oriented from all the gospels for sure. There is also a brilliant book by OSHO with his commentaries on this gospel called "The Mustard Seed".

Alexander Lowen's bioenergotheraphy might be useful for you.

You are orange. Your thinking is very simliar to mine. Or not, who knows for sure, not me. You know, I have a friend to whom I have talked about Spiral Dynamics and explained everything to him. He started thinking he is on the stage green when he had stopped judging people, but that's not a sign of changing a stage, it's just a sign of being a healthy individual on the stage orange. Later he had started mistaking logical, analytical thinking for systems thinking and told me he is on the stage yellow. After some talking and discussing that higher doesn't necessarily means better, we came to conclusion that it's actually not a case. He actually concluded that green sucks really and reassured himself that he is still mainly orange. I am not idealizing anything and I don't deny that you have touched the stage yellow, but it might be a case of being like 70% orange, 20% green, 10% yellow. And that's still great, but I wouldn't call myself a yellow in that kind of situation, even though that 10% is probably having a lot of impact on your way of being. And what career is suitable for a yellow system thinker? There are a lot. Academia research, book writing, environmental activism, entreprenurship, farming, logistics, marketing, consulting, finances etc. But you know, doing finances work being a woke person you can end up with guilty feeling like some of the characters from the "Big Short" movie (8/10, recommend).

@Tetcher Install and use Chrome web browser. All videos should play then.

When you are in bed, get into a position and DON'T MOVE. (Plus watch and apply the Sadhguru's tips from the video two posts above)

Leo's life purpose course! (Haven't bought it yet, but I do trust it's worth it.) Best meditation course is going to 10 day Vipassana retreat (for free) to see how it really should feel like. For learning science you can check out EdX.org. It's full of courses from respectable universities.

That's me Sometimes I am like saying somthing and someone responds and then in my mind I go: "No, no, I am in the middle of my three sentence sequence I have already prepared to say out loud, don't fuck it up for me". But @aurum , you didn't give any method as to how to change that. Ok, I am at the party, getting tired from socialization, probably thinking too much, I notice that and then what? How do I switch to the second mode, where I am not that self-absorbed? @7thLetter BTW, nothing personal, but how did you figure out that you are on the yellow stage? Based on how you describe your problem and your dream job (trading the markets), it gives a vibe of someone who is on a stage orange. Are you sure you haven't done a mistake of adding two levels more than your current level?

That's the point of research, to get evidence. Innovations are based on wild guesses.

I see it more as "27% of Americans say they do believe in God, but don't go to church.".

You can use search option on the phone, too. It's probably hidden in the same menu where you can open a new page, called "Find" or "Find on page".

Start from even as low as 50 mcg. Just to see if your body reacts to the substance as it should. Then you can jump to 150 mcg after two weeks. LSD builds tolerance the most of all common psychedelics and lasts very long. Don't over do it. At least one month gap between trips is recommended. Have an intetntion prior to experience. Spend 20 minutes thinking about your goal or watch a Leo's video (the one about strange loops, for ex.)

UPDATE: I had stopped daily journaling at #121 day. Now I only write there important events, health problems or weird experiences. What's planned for the future? Well, I have got 5-MeO-MET in my hands. I am eager to try it, but as it's a novel substance I have to do so with a great caution. I am waiting at least a month from the last AL-LAD trip for tolerance to fully clear. I prepare myself for a biking trip, collect money, plan for college, look for life purpose and practice Kriya Yoga (it's godlike, as good as psychedelics or better). Trying to find a girlfriend, clean-up my diet and train calisthenics in the meantime. Seriously considering taking a year off between high school (I am finishing it now, being 20 years old) and college to explore things like workaway.info, attend at least three Vipassana retreats, refine my Life Purpose and earn a little chunk of money. I will start a small online bussiness in a month and then will see how it develops in the coming months.

This post and a few below - AL-LAD/4-HO-MiPT.

Only One Question - AL-LAD, 225mcg 29.03.18 // Taken when home alone. Sublingually. SPIRITUAL INSIGHTS: There is only one question and one answer. No thought =! No mind COMMON WISDOM: If the girl is showing interest, then show interest too. If she's not, then not. But from this position try to make her interested, so you are not only reactive, but also creating a change and oppurtinity for something great to happen. WHAT WENT WELL +++: Well, there were no inicidents. I have tried, really really hard. But maybe the thing to do was to let go? I discovered I love my grandparents. With parents the thing is more tricky. I have a good understanding of what has happened and what hasn't happened, sadly. WHAT NOT SO WELL?: There wasn't anything that went terribly bad. Maybe it was boring a little bit. I mean underwhelming, dosage could be higher. WHAT CAN BE IMPROVED: I can articulate my premise even more. Today it was to see the Truth. Spend 20 minutes prior to experience doing that. Or a whole previous day. Maybe try gaining some more experience in yoga and then go into the trip. Maybe try a different substance. AL-LAD is all fancy, but doesn't seem suited enough for Truth. Let go, there is no need to articulate the insights. The deepest Truth is unspeakable anyway. Prepare paper and pen to note chronology and write more useful reports.