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@josh jones There's a video on this topic called "What is the Devil" or something like that on the Leo's channel. In my understanding, it's a technical term meaning people who act accordingly to their selfish desires and needs instead of catering to the will of higher-self, usually resulting in doing evil in the name of good. They pose as saints while acting utterly selfishly

Your purpose statement and choice of skills look GREAT. It seems like you have made a right fit for your talents. I see two potential solutions to your problem. The first would be to do something to ditch your freelance business which forces you to work on non-inspiring tasks, but how can you do that? Your own blog and YT are the steps in right direction, but they can't be succesful unless you do this one thing: learn marketing. Learn marketing real good, put as much of your free time as you can into mastering it. If this pursuit was a game of chess marketing would be the Queen. To win the game without it is close to impossible. If vision of learning new skill that you might not particularly like looks daunting to you, there is another solution. Pursue a career at some conscious organization, like Mindvalley for example. Maybe start your own or find a business like Blinkist, but with a more conscious content. There are plenty of effective NGOs having an impact on the world that would make good use of your skills. Think-tanks, political organizations, B Corps, a lot of impactful job oppurtunities out there. To get them you need to network a lot, make yourself visible to the leaders of these organizations, attend conferences, join local structures of grassroots movements. Networking, networking, networking. Either way, your real issue IMO is not having enough impact in your day-to-day job. I value impact highly and have been a freelancer, too, and I know it can't possibly satisfy this thirst.

Actually, sufi mystics acknowledge it openly. Like this one of the early sufis who proclaimed "Ana 'l-Ḥaqq" - I am God. And got killed of course, not because he wasn't right, but because most Muslims are ignorant of the deeper spiritual truths. The same applies to Christians.

Neale Donald Walsch, he is a very creative writer, spiritual teacher, but also a chaotic person, he himself acknowledges having little discipline.

Bill Gates, Elon Musk, Steve Jobs, and people alike are weak examples of stage Yellow business leaders. A REAL good example of a stage Yellow billionaire would be Yvon Chouinard, the founder of Patagonia. His clothing business has a purpose connected to sustainability and doesn't sacrifice its values for the profit, while other big multinational corporations are just greenwashing without changing their core structure. He also supports advent of other conscious organizations by partnering with the B Corporation movement and having created the 1% for the Planet pledge. Other "rockstar" stage Yellow CEO would be Jos de Blok, this guy was a nurse and disgusted by profit driven tactics in the healthcare industry has setup his own organization, where there are no managers and people work in self-organizing teams. It's growing like mad and overtaking the market in the Netherlands, while other countries are trying to copy the model because it's both so good for the patients and effective financially. I have many other examples, we can start a new thread if someone is interested, heh.

It is in Germany.

I think IV and intramuscular DMT or DPT is ok for nurses or other people with medical education. Someone who knows the ins and outs of how to make injections. This, and access to a high-grade pharmaceutical scale or good knowledge on how to dose solutions properly, because incorrect IV dosage could be lethal I guess.

That's my current situation as well, having a dead-end bullshit job that demands just my body be at the workplace, so I use all that time spent there listening to audiobooks and working on life purpose projects at home. But I think I won't continue to do that after finishing college. I am either going to do something that pays higher or grants more freedom to roam around the world.

You can become a congressional staffer, it's a viable career path for sure. Or maybe join some think-tank.

Yeah, I think it's because people who are already willing to develop themselves will search for dating advice more often and in this way get into doing pick-up.

If they are in college, they have had already a lot of time in childhood and teenage years to develop. I would be cautious about judging that they don't have the skills and understandings of previous levels, they probably do, but just don't use them often. Green without previous stages integrated is like an unicorn, not a rule. That previous stages get more and more shallow is a natural tendency I think, as society progresses those ways of looking at the world get less and less relevant. In a few decades we won't have that many stage Green college kids, because they will be stage Yellow systemic thinkers by that age.

I sometimes get someone interested in it, but yeah 90% of people don't care at all, they will make some simplistic intellectual dodge and forget about it. What's mindblowing is that I haven't found yet anyone willing to learn about it at an University and I study Management. Fricking Managament, that's what SD is made for, and no one cares.

150 mcg is sufficient to breakthrough in the right conditions. I would dose higher though, just to make sure and not waste a trip.

Yeah, I even feel like DPT is better for contemplation than LSD, even though it's shorter acting, yet you can take every insight back with you, while on LSD you forget a lot.

@Ya know Read some books like "Thinking in Systems" and see if you see the world in a similar manner.

@Seed Just start practicing and see what happens. It's very possible that you won't get any undesirable side effects. And if it happened for you to get some side effects, we are real seekers here, you will figure out how to deal with them. They can happen with any practice anyway. The advice to be careful that Sadhguru gives is for normies, not someone who genuinely wants Enlightenment.

I think that 50 mcg of LSD would be a nice replacement for a beer when going pick up.

Late Green flattens artificial hierarchies, so natural ones can emerge at Yellow. Typical Green uses conventional organization structure, so... ... that would be exactly what a Green business is. This plus care about cultural issues.

I would make it like Spore where every next Stage has bigger problems to tackle and different gameplay.

To hell with this QAnon bull. The website linked is great, thanks for sharing! It has, for example, this awesome list of 100 hand-selected documentaries: https://www.filmsforaction.org/articles/the-top-100-films-for-action/, and many others.

@Boethius Mass Effect is totally Orange. Just because it's story-based doesn't mean it's Yellow. The same goes for Bioshock series, Orange or lower. I would say Undertale passes as Green, you can finish the game without killing anyone.

The Witness is a logical puzzle game with a lot of references to mysticism, including Rupert Spira talks. I would place it around Yellow. A lot of stage Green games become popular on Apple AppStore, those 2D indie eyecandies with a story. I don't remember any names though.

It's a very useful rule to determine whether to ask this girl out, move to another city or take a psychedelic

Bakuman. It tells a story of a young duo aspiring to become professional manga artists. Entartaining and filled with insights about becoming a creative person. I can only vouch for the manga version, but I have seen that there's also an anime version available to watch if you don't like reading comics. Edit: My bad, somehow my mind has filtered out that you are looking for documentaries and not any movie. Maybe "The Salt of the Earth" then? It portrays the works of the Brazilian photographer Sebastião Salgado and has some biographical bits.

@eggopm3 nope. I never had an ejaculation at night when refraining from masturbation.