MellowEd

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  1. "Whoever has come to understand the world has found merely a corpse, and whoever has found a corpse of that one the world is no longer worthy." - Jesus Where does it say this in the Holy Bible ?
  2. I have the impression that people who follow Leo believe that God dosen't know that He is God. That He is in some kinda silent coma.
  3. Lying and stealing feels bad. Should disobedience towards an all powerfull God be nothing?
  4. Justice is good. Those who reject Christ should fear his rightseousness. Mercy is also good.
  5. Yes after I was saved from the snares of the devil God guided me to a monastry with Christian brothers. The entity does mock during sermons and prayer, often out loud in the room but in a way wich people won't notice. It can be frustrating to read the Holy Bible as the demon is terrified of it. I have experienced intense shaking during church meetings, it feels like I am about to blow up when it happens. There are black orbs from the demonic realm flying around trying to affect us but not everyone can see them, God uses theese demonic beings to test and strenghtens our faith. I can't recall smelling sulphur but it has caused other foul smells. It does try to manipulate by creating strong negative emotions. I don't feel alone, God is with me. The demon wants my attention to constantly be on it rather than God. It gives me nightmares or perverted dreams and I often wake up to growls or it pulling on me. I have not experienced it's presence sitting on my chest but it has pinned me down while screaming. God is keeping it on a tight leash.
  6. It can speak out loud in the room, It is also attacking my mind with intrusive thoughts slightly distorted from my own inner voice. I don't consider thoughts to be my own anymore unless I am making an effort to think. If spamming one perverted word in my mind for a month would cause me to sin it would not hesitate. The experience of getting possesed was not a pleasant one also I don't speak latin.
  7. No need to converse with something that only hates. It is a fallen being. It would want you to believe your love had any impact so it could cause pain. It is in constant fear not worthy of anythig.
  8. Fear is not my motivation. It strengthens my faith. I learn alot by observing and and experiencing a being with a vicious hate for me. It makes me want to live a holy life closer to God. God has been comforting me and rewarding me alot since it started about 11 months ago.
  9. Yes I follow Jesus. God is using a demon to discipline me. I used to pratice the occult. Not a good idea even doh you get psychic powers
  10. I see alot of distorted faces while dreaming but not anything like this.
  11. According to wikipedia: A demon is a malevolent supernatural entity. Historically, belief in demons, or stories about demons, occurs in folklore, mythology, religion, and literature; these beliefs are reflected in media including comics, fiction, film, television, and video games. Belief in demons probably goes back to the Paleolithic age, stemming from humanity's fear of the unknown, the strange and the horrific. In ancient Near Eastern religions and in the Abrahamic religions, including early Judaism and ancient-medieval Christian demonology, a demon is considered a harmful spiritual entity that may cause demonic possession, calling for an exorcism. Large portions of Jewish demonology, a key influence on Christianity and Islam, originated from a later form of Zoroastrianism, and was transferred to Judaism during the Persian era.
  12. Being separated from God's goodness forever is a choice. What's left then is only anguish for all eternity.