OBEler

I am 35. At 33 everithing changed. I was complete different person, no child anymore. this process went on to this day. You will laught less and will be more serious. thats for sure. You will realize how foolish you were all the time before (social conditioning but also personal mistakes done because of immature). You will not waste time with movies, netflix and so on. You will recognize for the first time, that you age (as a man).

@Goldzilla Ok you seem legit. I know the body has access to infinite intelligence. it can heal anything if it wants. That is no bullshit How can you do that. Is it possible somehow to have access ? do you need to take psychedelica? Leo once mentioned he somehow sees how this can be possible on dpt. And others too.

@Goldzilla what is so funny

@Goldzilla oh shit, do you really think so? What about all spiritual gurus who need glasses to read (there are many)

@Leo Gura what do you think of sadguhrus neem and kurkuma balls. i would give it a try if you havnt, i feel a difference "Method 3: Mix a 1/4 teaspoon (1 gm) of neem powder with a small amount of water until a paste forms. Once there is a paste-like texture, use your hands to form a small ball. Use 1 gm of neem powder to prepare neem balls. Swallow this ball along with drinking light honey in lukewarm water every morning on an empty stomach before starting your sadhana"

@vladorion what is meant by muscle testing

@taotemu what is your set and setting

@emind your body mind has its own plan when to do this. Your body mind will not Do it when you are busy and stressed. It waits for the right Moment when you are psychological prepared to handle your trauma. Then it will show you.

My personal experience: NO unless you did 5 meo dmt right before

@Username Why dont you try plugging, if you say vaping isnt the best method. Leo is right, that plugging doesn't hit you like a train

@TheLoneSage can you elaborate how it ruined his sex life. Is this serious?

An interview between Leo and Langan would be great. Leo could be one of the few who understands his ctmu theory fully because of his awakenings. Leo could then introduce Langan to 5 meo dmt, so Langan has the chance to experience his own theory. Would be total epic

@DreamScape i think healing is addressed in serious emotional problems category already. No need for another category

@Endangered-EGO psychiatry is clear that you should not take psychedelics at all. The whole psychiatric industry is blind to this because they are illegal. And psychiatry doesn't know what psychosis really is (= an altered state of consciousness which doesn't fit to normal one). Of course my girlfriend has still "psychosis" but she doesn't suffer from it. It is more the opposite, she sees it as a gift to see energy and ghosts everywhere. She said, she is constantly tripping on 200 microgram LSD on daily basis without taking anything. "'The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight.'"

@ROOBIO I did not take higher doses but it was a good approach. I was slowly introduced to 5 meo. I even learned the power of it on low doses. I am somehow in the same boat as you. But I am a step further with taking 20 times low dose already. It took a little fear from me. One day I will be ready for a mid dose. I think you will too

@Endangered-EGO My girlfriend has big trauma in her,has suicidal thoughts, is hyper sensitive to all things ( No tolerance to alcohol, light sensitive and so on), has many allergies, heavy headaches, migraine attacks on almost daily basis, was diagnosed with psychosis, sees ghosts (people, animals who do not exist) everywhere, had Fibromyalgie where she could not use her arms for normal tasks for two years. Then she started using psychedelica. She took heavy doses on every weekend for 5 month so far. Had regular ego deaths, mystical experiences and so on. She went to hell and to heaven. Both was necessary. To make it short: psychedelica saved her life. It cured her Fibromyalgie (which is almost impossible to cure). She is free from migraine, her headaches are reduced, she is no light sensitive anymore. And the trauma she had is seen from a new perspective. It looks small compared to the things she experienced on heavy dosages. She still suffers from trauma but she released a ton of negative energy out of her system. So you see, psychedelica can even be good for those who should not use psychedelica at all in the common sense. So I hope I opened your limited perspective a bit. I am sorry for you, that you had such a hard time with psychedelica but everyone is different. What is bad for you, is good for another person. So don't be so dogmatic about it.

@Sempiternity great advice. But no cremony is needed. You can take 5 meo at home if you are a responsible person

@ROOBIO I am in the same situation like you. What helped was to experiment with low dose rectally (1 to 10 mg)

@Leo Gura OK, Do I need to go deeper than martin Ball to know whats true? This would be very demotivating If only some normal breakthrough are enough, then I will go for it

@Leo Gura Ok, so you agree with him overall. Also on a deeper level? Or is there a deeper thing martin ball dismisses in your opinion?

@Leo GuraWhat do you think now about Martin Balls perspective? Is he still deluded in your view? He clearly let you know from which perspective he speaks so no misunderstanding this time. When I sometimes read your comments or listen to your videos I sometimes feel like you are "caught up in the sort of the illusion simulation" Martin Ball speaks about. I think this feeling comes because you sometimes don't write from which perspective you talk so there I could often misunderstood you. So can you give your position on this? Do you agree here with Martin Ball? This would clarify a lot

Martin Ball clearly says also that the ego-you does not create all of reality. Listen again he says "each one of you" so he speaks from the ego perspective. I think you misunderstood him. Leo, you once recognized by yourself that the biggest misunderstanding is always from which perspective you speak (Absolutely vs relatively, ego-you vs god-you). You now misunderstood martin Ball because you thought he speaks from god-perspective. Dont be surprised if many people here also misunderstand you if you do not clearly say from which perspective you speak.

I gave my girlfriend 5 meo dmt 3 mg rectal. She felt almost nothing. After 30 minutes she said 5 meo told her to take 1 cp AL-LAD. She took then 240 microgramm. she had tolerance, because she tripped on 200 micro rectal lsd 1 week before, so 240 microgramm is not much. However this was her strongest trip ever, she really thought she was dead, jumping off the window. But she was saved because I came from the future, took a trip by myself to travel back in time to let this not happen. The trip was more like a bad trip. Next day she was happy and dancing around as nothing bad has happened the day before. I find her Al-lad trip very unusual. That sounds not like AL-LAD at all. Normally you dont have trippy thoughts with al-lad. Could it be that 5 meo influenced the trip strongly? Do you take lsd or other substances after a small 5 meo trip? I heard it is good, because 5 meo solves blockades and the next trip will be more pure.

@Brandon L out of body experiences. But this takes a lot of time. Would not really recommend it to learn because psychedelics can do that easy

@Leo Gura yessss but good sign that you keep it secret for so long