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Wake up

You created it all, remember just before you were born, that place, that creation. Don't forget, its all a game, play play play, you created the game to have fun and explore yourself. There is only but you here tricking yourself

Then why are you still here? Why are you stating it? you do realize that is ego seeking comfort and fear of entering the unknown. You talking to yourself for reassurance and not trusting the process. Let go and get going

@DocHoliday Understood, we are all learning/remembering ourselves or we wouldn't be here to begin with and it does become challenging to always remain in the more Enlightened Awareness but there is also a state of being that when you embody it, you become complete in every way shape or form. Some others disagree with me on this but from my own experience i have experienced perfection and all knowing/all understanding/all seeing when being and becoming merge as one, when you completely, absolutely surrender to the divine way, you embody the divine nature. Meaningless is understood but it in that state you cannot be phased or directed "mentally" whatsoever as you are simply "being itself" so it will not bother you. All the best brother Infinite Love

This also happened to me, once i detoxed my body i couldn't go back to the way i used to eat or i felt very ill and almost died a few times. We become so used to the stuff we grew up on that the body develops an adaptation mechanism for survival but that doesn't mean we are thriving. Once you clean and detox you will naturally find out what you are designed for and what you simply have adapted to.

Never forget your inner-child. The inner child knows what to do naturally because they just came from source.

I also may suggest being in great physical health, sometimes the new energies overwhelm us because our physical bodies aren't fit enough to sustain the new energy so make sure you exercise daily and ground yourself daily. Spending time in sunlight and out in nature as much as you can. Sweat it out, release the physical toxins, align the body so the connection is better. Hope this helps

"in the back of my head I'm always thinking along the lines of "Why the fuck am I even talking to you, it's so meaningless" ect... The Enlightened do not experience this, you are confusing Enlightenment with a simple Awakening. There many awakenings, Enlightenment will completely stand out when it occurs, there will be no thinking, there will be "just being", pure presence, pure perfection, completeness. Speech will not be slurred, your speech will be as sharp and pure as if you have the intelligence of all humanity combined. Not sure what Enlightenment people on this forum seem to experience but its completely different to what i have experienced. This is why i keep saying i believe there is a big misunderstanding. You cannot experience complications or mental sensations in the Enlightened state. Nothing can phase you when you wake up and embody the true nature of your existence. The only thing that comes to mind is the body is premature for the energy, so maybe try to aim for perfect physical health so you can sustain divine energy better? Waking up to it is one thing, i guess you could call that Awakening but embodying it is where Enlightenment becomes. I understand how a simple awakening can feel like you have become Completely Enlightened but this is only because everything changes and its a whole new level for you and your state of being but its only the beginning. Nothing is more obvious when you embody the Enlightened State, Awakenings feel like specs of dust.

The Truth requires change and change disturbs those living in Illusion because it defies their whole life and understanding. If they were at peace, they wouldn't care what you eat or how you live, they would be non-judgemental and unconditionally supportive. I am mostly vegan myself but i am more health conscious so i do still consume raw honey and some extremely longevity promoting foods that are not 100% strict vegan but almost all of my friends and family still eat meat and animals and junk food, i never judge them or try to convince them because this is not being a good example of a human, not being a good example of buddha-nature, not being a good example of unconditional love, acceptance ect.. Of course i plant seeds and supply what is needed and what is obvious when i see potential for growth but when i observe they are not ready, i do not bother because they must grow and evolve in their own pace. Keep close to Spirit @marinus and the more in-tune you are with yourself spiritually the less anything outside of self can penetrate your field/state of being. Find your peace and everything else will naturally fall into place.

@zenjen He's on the highest level of not caring what anyone thinks. Enlightened enough for me

I agree with @SgtPepper in the long run but in the beginning some supplements like quality protein, german-creatine and maybe some naturally fermented BCAAs can really help give you the initial boost but after a while once you learn to eat whole and healthy there is no need.

I believe taste when not artificially made is interlinked with your state of being. The best tasting foods are usually the best fuels for our body. The problem is most people are so full of chemicals and processed foods that their whole body and system is altered to the point that you think you enjoy what you eat and enjoy the taste but unless you do a 2-3 week long water only fast you will never know what is genuine and what is not. We use so much artificial products that they trick our brains/taste buds to thinking this/that is appealing but its mainly to keep you addicted and keep buying products that sell. For example if i eat white sugar, too me it has now become disgusting and actually tastes slightly bitter since my body is very clean and restored to chemical balance multiple times a year, but raw honey or an apple are absolutely delicious. When i ate processed foods, fresh fruits and vegetables tasted like nothing, completely plain because i was heavy on the chemicals, excess artificial sweets/sugars, excess salt, spices, sauces that i had over-stimulated my whole system. When i finally restored my body, real food started to taste amazing and processed food had a completely odd chemical-like sensation to them. Its all business, stay clean, stay wise, stay pure

Everything comes down to energy, frequency and vibration. Memory is tuning into the vibration of a particular frequency that like tuning a radio or changing TV channel allows one to remember something. When some individuals tune at higher frequencies, they can tap into "other lives" and remember/see things from different perspectives. When i had my initial Enlightenment experience i remembered every lifetime in existence in a flash. This also happened in a few of my DMT experiences but not as authentic(if you will). All lives exist simultaneously but they appear as past/present. The truth is, there is literally only the NOW that exist and when people tap in the illusion of past/future they are simply tuned vibrationally to a paralleled universe of that particular frequency. Ever since that had happened to, i have rarely been in a situation where i had to ask another question again. I just know things from within from experiencing and surrendering to infinite intelligence. Of course you don't always understand and see them as clearly, but you know them and this knowing cannot be mistaken. You either know or you don't.

Instead of focusing on the breath, just focus on the center of your being, or sometimes people look at the center of mandalas or chant OM instead. Find what works best for you. You can also practice just letting everything go, the breath, the ideas, how to meditate. Just be with whatever you are doing, go with the flow, allow everything and accept everything to be as it is. This is meditation in itself no matter what you are doing.

If you are forcing yourself to watch his videos, it will do more harm than good. You must follow your own calling, your own passion, your own excitement and joy. These are interlinked with your state of being and vibratory frequency. If you are not in these states, you are not allowing the natural flow of the universe to flow through you as an extension, you are creating resistance by forcing yourself to do something you do not enjoy. Many people feel this way about meditation but meditation isn't always about sitting in silence, everyone's meditation is different, some could be walks in nature, some could be dancing, arts, gardening ect... you have to find your own passion, your own calling. That will be the best for you.

Energy/Alignment. Enjoy it.

Bruce Lee reminds me... When you are in near-perfect physical health, enlightenment becomes more effortless as the body channels are aligned there is significantly easier access for higher-self embodiment. Or you could mediate for decades Now you may think,.. but what about all top the athletes in the world, wouldn't they be more enlightened too? They can be, if they were interested but they are not, they are mostly not even aware and interested in the physical so they miss out on the rest until something clicks.

There is no such thing is paranormal abilities. These are simply dormant natural abilities we were never taught about that became dormant over time when not used. If you don't exercise for decades, your body is not going to work as good as an athlete. Same goes for the brain. Remember guys, it does not matter if the person is channeling or not. The important thing is the information presented. Discard the rest if its interfering with your learning/processing.

I have many years experience of battle of truth vs kindness. Sometimes i feel the truth is more important, other times i feel kindness. Go with the flow, speak your heart. Meditation helps Observation skills and raising overall awareness.

Read this book my friend, even if you don't enjoy reading, if you really want a good in depth example of how this book is a must read. You have to ask yourself, how much do you want it? If you can't be bothered then no point asking the question. I could give you a simple answer but it doesn't work that way sadly. We must put in the work for integration to expand consciousness to comprehend the mechanism of life at a greater depth. Sometimes it a simple word can trigger something, but most of the time its whats always right in front of you and presented that you seem to ignore. I experienced this many times myself, the one that ego would push away is the one i needed the most.

Thus why this remains one of my favorite quotes of all time. And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. Its time to reside and surround yourself in places/people of your own frequency or you will always clash with others on a lower frequency. I used to be a hard gamer, i mastered every game and enjoyed excessively always being one of the best players at whatever i played, i even won thousands of dollars in tournaments which only fed my negative ego more and more but i was eventually suffering inside because i knew i knew better than this and within there was so much greater potential to be used in the world and it wasn't my divine truth because i was continuing to play the same loops in life and not just gaming but many other aspects of modern day life i was staying attached too. Eventually every second conversation was an argument until i realized they simply do not see what i see and as long as i do things that no longer serve me and that i have evolved from i am deliberately putting myself in a state of suffering and static instead of dynamic and expansive. Be wise, don't be like me

I used to think that way when i was a young kid watching action movies and MTV, as i get older and wiser i make sure to stay as far away as the US as i can lol. South America for the virgin tropical lands and maybe Canada but US these days is like the junkyard of the world. I know there are some powerful spiritual places like Sedona Arizona and i wouldn't mind growing weed legally for medical patients in one of those more conscious states but besides that it doesn't seem too wise at this time. US also has the highest murder rates and shutdowns for natural/holistic health doctors, experts and consciousness raising awareness groups/systems. How many holistic health conscious doctors have been silenced or shutdown in the US in the last 10 years by your big drug companies and other toxic corporations that run your government for providing cures for cancers, aids, linking vaccines to autism, proving ADHD is not real but just can excuse to keep intelligent kids numbed down and obedient ect.. and all known modern diseases is unmatched to the rest of the world combined. And many more consciousness/awareness raising groups and or systems have been shutdown and silenced is multiple times the amount than elsewhere. How many organic farming rules, regulations and farms that have been shutdown is also unreal. You cant collect rainwater in many states, drink raw milk, have lemonade stands, unlicensed fishing and most US fluridate water systems, allow GMO foods and pollute the air while most other countries especially almost all of Europe have banned these. Also many insanely ignorant jail sentences for simple smoking of a joint or simple rule breaking is beyond me.. Only in the US, i guess this is where the term "MERICA" comes from outrages little things like these. If nature is illegal than your freedom doesn't exist and in the US freedom most definitely does not exist. What USA have banned, most of the rest of the world have free to the people and what most of the world banned US has in abundance from food to things we use on a day to day basis. Its ridiculous. Its still very corrupt there in many other areas of life, sadly it used to be one of the most spiritual lands on earth. Maybe in another 25 - 50 years it might settle down and be a better idea to go live there but unless you live in some hell hole in an extremely poor country and have no other option, there are many better countries and options available. No offense to those who live there and sorry for the rant but its ridiculous how people don't care. Then again all countries with English as their primary language seem to have the same corrupt agenda but US is definitely the worst.

@MM1988 Because the initial dose already releases most if not all of serotonin in the brain, the boosters mostly force dopamine to work as serotonin replacement which ends up going where in doesn't belong in the brain. This is why they highly, highly suggest never doing more than one booster a night if you are going to do so and keep it 1/2 of the initial dose. You can only release as much as you have, the higher the dose just makes sure most of it is released at once which helps smash the ego aside to help let yourself go especially if you have used multiple times in your life already. I agree can be risky but the only death i have heard of from MDMA alone was from a 90lb girl taking 500mg at once which is 12.5mg/kg! No one in their right mind will do that, although i have friends who have over the course of the night taken up to a gram and 3 - 5mg/kg in one go and the worst that happened was seizure although it depends on body weight and male/female but with 2.5mg/kg its not as dangerous as they make it seem. As a experienced user since my teenage days i have done up to 3.0mg/kg in one go and as have many others i know and turned out fine. I don't disagree with you but if i am being honest still keeping it on the safe side for males(especially those who have used a lot) 2.5mg/kg is fine if you struggle breaking through unless you take extremely long breaks in which 2.0mg/kg is fine. For females 1.5mg/kg and 2.0mg maximum for those who use more often. Again there's nothing better than a long break, a detox and some spiritual work if you want to have a blast like the good old days. Some more long term users prefer 2c-b as a booster they say helps bring that novelty back as it ads its own unique touch the to experience and makes the experience more psychedelic/spiritual and introspective overall. Hope this helps

Possibly more for women, they should probably keep it at 2.0mg/kg at most but the term dangerous is really over exaggerated especially when working with tested pure MDMA in a safe, comfortable and educated set/setting. Most of deaths that have occurred were from irresponsible people mixing MDMA with other substances or pills causing chemical reactions, not being educated in interactions with food/medication, taking booster doses, dehydration or drinking too much water(especially in females) flushing out salt/electrolytes excess partying/over heating, mixing with alcohol, taking pills and not tested pure substances ect.. Personally my most powerful and life changing experiences were around 2.5mg/kg as a male. Its safer to do one big dose then take an initial booster after and or keep re-dosing throughout the night like many people do. This is where it becomes more dangerous IMO. Coconut water is your best friend, for balanced yet abundant minerals/electrolytes drink about a cup or so every hour or two or small sips every so often. Too much pure water has a tendency to flush out sodium which is essential for electrical function/brain which when mixed with a rave scene can lead to shutting down/overloading and then things can become somewhat dangerous. Again females have to be more careful but at the end of the day Always stay educated and know what you are taking and doing and you should be fine.