Greatnestwithin

@SoonHei it is all about the process, there is no where to get to, even intellectually you can grasp this. Question, question and question... from a place of pure curiosity and wonder like a child (that puts you in a state of not knowing ) and makes the process more enjoyable to some extent. Keep it up my fellow human being! @Ar_Senses amen brother!

@SoonHei sorry I misread your question. I can only speak from my experience. I meant prior to trascending your own death. That is what I meant with existential terror. Once transcending that, there is nothing to be afraid of. God/Nirvana/nothingness/absolute infinity/love is all there is. Upon remembering the true nature of what you are, silence is all that is left

@SoonHei Existential terror, atleast in my experience

@Hamilcar I have had certain awakenings in the past where I would just burst in laughter. In the two times I did bufo my heart opened to degrees I never thought/felt possible for a human being to experience ( pure and total LOVE). I felt a sense of gratitude beyond what I have felt (in my life all together) prior to that experience. I also became absolute infinity and it was so clear and obvious. There is nothing else that it could be but infinity. The second exprience was actually BEING GOD ( I have never used that word in my life, but it made "sense" why people have used it in the past to describe this. But again this is a just a label) After the experience I sat down in silence for about 45 minutes. All it was left was to remain silent . after a few hours went by, I could even feel how my own psyque/mind was being constructed again trying to cognise and "make sense" of the experience and of course that is just silly, the mind cannot understand this and in that moment I realized why. Awakening is beyond all the books I have read, all the videos I have watched, all that I thought I knew about enlightenment, all the hours and work I have put over the last 3 years and even all the prior awakenings I have had. it is just too radical that it makes sense why (going down this path) we don´t even open ourselves to such possibility to begin with ( Because the reality is that we don´t even know what we are opening ourselves to) The rabbit hole goes deeper than we can even imagine...

I assume you haven´t actually tried 5meo nothing wil make sense, until it does. And once it does make sense, it will be a remebering. Remembering something we have forgotten

I see myself when I look in the mirror

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Does anyone experience dried throat, the need to swallow or any other things to be aware of

It has been happening the same to me, remembering scenes of dreams from years ago. In my experience I would say is the more I raise my own self awareness throught cotemplation, meditation, enquiry etc not only I become aware of the dynamics of my own psyche and others but in relation to dreams, in fact I can trace back and explore a whole dream I had 5 years ago, but for me that takes quite a lot of focus to be honest. What does this mean? I have no idea nor do I spend my time worrying about the meaning of it. Don’t get stuck there, there are more important things in life to focus on? That's just my personal opinion.

@Leo Gura could you share the name of the one you use. I assume it can be found on amazon

I already show my face on my profile but here is one more

I would like to reframe the question if I may and put it this way: If all your needs were met, meaning there wouldn´t be a need to do anything or get anywhere?: What would you love to create in your life? How would you love to share your gifts to the world? What kind of impact would you love to make?

I would go to the same supermarket and buy 2 of the same one you stole. That way you will make sure there is an equilibrium in the universe and your karma resets

The mere fact that you are asking this question already implies that you don´t really want to live in a cave nor do you want to pursue enlightenment full time, as for now at least. if that happens to be the case what was the real need for you to ask anything in the first place?, where is that need coming from? Ponder on that

curious to know based on your own research etc how many masters, enlightened people you think have actually got access to the absolute?

Me too! ✌ @Erica

Even if you think you speak a language fluently, realize that language creates reality literally so, there is still a whole domain of mastery within just one language both written and spoken It is not about how many languages one speaks but how well one can use them to express one's self in relation to others and circumstances. I'm from Spain originally btw ✌ ?

Would you do a live throught online platform or a recording of said events for the rest of us. Live un uk so wouldn't get the chance to get to experience it.

Perception is creation literally so. The feeling of holding a coin it's there cause it's created in relation to your skin. Same with all the senses. You are you as much are you are your enviroment. You do define your enviroment as much as it defines you literally so.

Notice that even whatever you feel when you hold a coin is in relation to your soft skin. Even that feeling itself is relative.

@Leo Gura What macbook do you use?

@Leo Gura @Leo Gura Great, I have got the book list. What is the name of the book?

@Leo Gura is there any playlist on youtube for kriya yoga?

@Leo Gura what macbook do you use?