Hey everyone,
I started experimenting with 5-MeO. Some of the trips were pretty light, and others were quite strong
the most powerful trips I’ve had weren’t really high doses, which is good for early experiences.
Still, some of them were quite intense and gave me some really interesting insights.
I’m not sure I’ve experienced God-mode, though I think I’ve come close. For example, I realized that life is one big joke. I also became aware that sometimes I self-sabotage by refusing to listen to or express my emotions. More recently, during my latest trip, I’ve had new insights that seem to connect to the earlier ones — they all feel somehow linked together.
Here’s my issue:
Right after these 5-MeO trips, I feel a lot more conscious, like I have access to a different kind of intelligence. But I’m not sure I’m doing the right things afterward to really work on those insights.
I also don’t feel like I’m doing any deep emotional work like leo said it would induce.
Usually, I just reflect a bit on what I learned and how it applies to my daily life — but I keep wondering if there are methods or practices I should follow to really integrate these insights and keep their benefits long-term.
I feel that it is to easy to really be efficient
I’d love to hear thoughts on this,
Since in his videos leo said it takes hard emotional work afterward. But I’m not sure I’m actually doing that work, and when I rewatch his videos, the advice still feels a bit vague as to how to apply it — so I’m not confident I’m applying it correctly.
So I’d really appreciate any guidance or practical advice on what to do after these trips — either in general or for specific cases.
Thanks a lot!