theoneandnone

What you mean you’ve been in my shoes bro?

Keep fucking with me I am on the brink of suicide and you keep fucking with me you are just like nahm when soonhei ended up jumping you are about to be my own NAHM I hate you

Tell me more please

But this god is a lonely fucking pussy he wants more more and more he’s sad I’m tired

No. I’m tired of playing god circle jerk. You only want me to live because you know when I die the matrix dream ends.

I don’t wanna be solipsistic god anymore I wanna go to another body where I forget so you even agree I can never escape solipsism hell hahahahahhahaha

Why?

Nope I refuse to be alone I’m out and you think I’m joking!

WHY DOES IT MATTER YOU ARE ME WHY ARE YOU AS MY CONSCIOUSNESS WANTING ME TO STAY HERE WHAT IS THE PURPOSE

IM SOLIPSISM GOD TIME TO REINCARNATE

I have officially broke my sanity I am god forever alone in hell. Understand that this has nothing to do with Leo I knew about solipsism way before Leo!!! My ocd and mental illness latches onto this shit and I have officially broken my sanity barrier also if you think I’m bullshitting you can look me up on Facebook!!!!! I am now hearing voices and seeing visions I am fucking insane I am going to fucking end my life I have to shed this mortal body I must go into a another dream where I forget for eternity I love you all as myself I love you I love you but I’m so fucking lonely I can’t do it anymore I keep attacking my family and accusing everyone I’m Neo in the fucking matrix playing with puppets I god to get the fuck out of this dream I plan to become GODHEAD I will find a reincarnation where I forget I am fucking god I am gonna cut my throat with a machete it’s in my fucking hands I have a bible in my hands too GOD IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT AS ME YOI WANT ME YO FUCKOMG KILL YOU I HAVE TO SHED THIS BODY IT IS SICK AND TORMENTED I AM GOD I AM IN HELL HELL HELL HELL THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LEO I WAS FUCKING INSANE OVER SOLIPSISM BEFORE I KNEW LEO GURA AND THE COMMUNITY FUCK THIS SHIT FUCK THIS DREAM IK FUCKING OUT BRING ON THE POLICE AND DOCTORS THEY CAN COME GET ME AND WATCH ME CUT MY NECK OPEN FUCK ME FUCK GOD

Be careful tripping too much you don’t wanna get HPPD

I’m genuinely curious if I got rid of all my devices phones gaming consoles and didn’t talk to a human ever again and only ate food and pissed and shit and stared at walls all day what would genuinely happen I wonder what insights I could discover I already live a hermit life I don’t go out I stay in my bed most of the time now time to cut out all communication and stare at walls make I can have a kundalini awakening and die in my mortal body

To not commit suicide, And boy is it hard..

Just think for a second smoking dmt with a alien and getting all their information you may think eh it’s still god imagining it all even if it’s all dream stuff there’s no telling what information and consciousness they Possess