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The butterfly at the start got my interest. Recently I been thinking a lot about butterflies for some reason xDD

I LOVE the natural state.

Be yourself, don't try to be who you're not. Play no roles.

Ego is Character. Ego is feelings. Ego is the feeling of Who you are, the mental image. It's not a problem as long as it's you, as long as you follow your own vibration.

Haters gonna hate. Truth is, you let go and didnt care what anybody thinks. You just did you, uncensored. A spontaneous happening. If someone doesnt like it or feel endangered by it, then they don't know the infinite love of God.

We're on the top of the infinite wave of consciousness. Everything is a Hologram.

Oh wow man that video was quality, good job and thanks

Just by reading this and imagining what it was like, I got super scared. Especially on the yoga poses at school bit. Immediately stop meditating. Long ago, when I was just starting out with meditation, a friend of mine from work told me that meditation could be really bad for people with mental issues. I didn't really pay much attention, but your story seems like just that. Indeed instead of meditating separately, just concentrate on your breathing and inner states throughout the day. You should really train your mindfulness as suggested, I think this type of meditating during daytime without closing your eyes would bring balance to your system and allow you to gain control over your own body and not experience such episodes. Of course also consult a specialist, I'm just writing what my intuition is giving me and hope it helps you. Oh, also this might help

I'd say 0, because dont remember. But its a guess. And it depends whether we talk about me as awareness or me as ego/ an organism named Dodoster born on planet earth (that one mightve lived and died billions of times)

THe quantum erasure is also in the following parts of this series. It's an eyebrow raiser. I think I'll need to see it first person to believe 100% cause it sounds like magic. But I am very open to it, since I trust in Science. Like I trust it that the Earth is round and etc.

THe thing is before that I was washing plates and cleaning up hospitals etc. I kinda loved it because it was hitting my Ego ego at the same time I could not think and do everything consciously. I remember while taking brakes in the closet room, I'd meditate and pray and had the sort of dejavu feeling that God is there watching and I cant explain really. So I kneeled there and looked up to the top of the door and just prayed. It was pretty spiritual. My point is im not good at anything else, thats what I studied, so I at least should work it now until I get fired right? Also i cant say i dont enjoy telling people what I do now. Whereas before, i wasnt so happy telling people I was doing cleaning etc.. Ego -- Actually the people at work are really nice here! The big boss hired me because in one of the interviews with him I was asked about favourite book and other activities and I mentioned about Ekhart Tolle and meditation. This was what put me, he later told me, in front of the other candidates for the job. It was amazing, the power of now literally got me a well paying job (for my low standards :D) in Central London! The boss is really cool,we've talked about Alan Watts and Ekhart from time to time

Yeah in fact while writing this post I was travelling to it

The only way I see out of the 9-5 or 9-6 in my case, is for computers/robots to start working most now human jobs, do the work for us and therefore allow a minimum living wage for everyone, no matter whether they choose to work or not. This system has to be satisfactory to absolutely everyone and I don't see a problem with it. The only thing we need for this paradise on earth (even for the unenlightened) is time and advancement in technology. Elena, I am a web developer. We're in almost the same boat. I was also long time not happy, because it was not allowing me to not think Since, I have accepted reality and try to flow with it and just endure what is happening. It's not like it doesnt pay well. It is also something that the rest of hunanity will benefit from, as I mentioned earlier, this is the sector that can make us free.

Well there is the illusion of free will and it certainly affects the way life happens. If you find out there's no free will and then suddenly stop trying to do anything etc, you aint doing much difference to before, because the fact is no matter how much you think or feel you have free will,you still don't. So why even talk about it. You can even say the false thing, that you have free will and act 100% from there, still wouldn't change thw truth. The truth needs no defence and will be true no matter how much free will you experience. So you're not doing something wrong if you act from a position of belief in free will. In fact, if it makes your life better, which I cant see happening in my life, blue ? is always an option.

Osho and Sadhguru are pure classical music. Peter Russel and Gary Weber are a cover of a country song

I have had a similar notion. Life's the gift that keeps on giving. I had this idea a few months ago that Life's like a chest box you open at death, like you would do in the end of a level of a game. It's important to add consciousness to the chest.

Ok let me start. Looking at Mona Lisa's smile; Meditation/Being; Water; Actualized.org; Sleeping (and dreaming). (edit: added some more things which put a smile on my face)

Haven't heard about this before. Will try it and come back to you.

Thats a great idea! Thank youuuu

Namaste!

I have one hour of meditation a day in the evening and sometimes I sit for 10-20 min in the morning if I wake up earlier for work. I find myself trying to distract myself with other things during the weekend and I dont use all the free time for a separate consciousness work, but I do self enquiry always throughout the day almost with any action. I find the activity which makes me lose consciousness the most is watching a movie or playing a computer game. I lose the sense of being, because I get too drawn in to the storylines and action. I should provably take your example and do separate self enquiry session too. I started each of these paragraphs with the word I.

Ok, say we are the chooser. Does the chooser have control over which choices to be aware of at any given time in order to choose one from them? You can't choose something you aren't aware of. So where is your freedom, if you don't choose what you are aware of? Furthermore, from the limited things the chooser is aware of, who gives the chooser the preferences for one thing over another and why? Who decides when the chooser chooses and what and why the chooser chooses? Do you know how the next thought in your mind pops up, cause I have no idea. I also have no Idea how the chooser chooses. Also, you observe the so called chooser entity too. It's not you.

If you ever are afraid to completely let go, remember that you do it every night.

Again, who are we talking about? The body-mind organism? Or you? If you, have you found yourself? But for the sake of mind vs mind discussion, it's easy to answer your question, even though it's not directed at me. Everything can be viewed as a happening. No doers, just spontaneous happening. The proposed Lack of free will does not change the feeling of free will for the mind and the appearant making of choices and decisions. But those choices and decisions, who drew them into your awareness. How did they pop up there? I don't know from where the next thought in my mind comes from, so my mind has concluded there's no proof of free will. Even this conclusion, who made it, it just came to me based on genes and conditioning.

Does "who" have free will? How debate whether we have something or not before knowing who we are?