darkspring001

Thank you for the guidance.

How will I know for example , what career I want to pursue if I don’t know myself or anything at in my 20s. I’m 20 and a junior in college and I am in a major that I don’t really enjoy, and can’t imagine myself doing for decades . And the reason I choose it was because I thought i liked it , but it turned out I didn’t and I’ve wasted so much time because of that . I think I want to pursue a career in film and photography, but what if thats another I just think I want to do. And i feel like I don’t have the time to practice or experiment because I need to be looking into internships, and getting an actual job, so it feels too late and I feel far behind. I can’t just contemplate myself into knowing what I want to do with my life. And it intensifies because I go to a art school and everyone knows what they want to do, and seeing so far ahead with the careers I want to do. Also I’m just insecure with the thought of even trying something new and everyone judging me into why I’m doing that when I am a certain major. I have the life purpose course but I haven’t finished it, and I try to do the tests but I feel like I don’t have enough life experience to know what if my answers are true.