Francis777

Just want to say, if don't "believe" in LOA but do hold the belief that reality is imaginary, or maybe you've even proved that to yourself. Then you do not understand LOA. These two things go hand in hand instead of contradicting each other. LOA and the creation of reality being manifested within imagination are the exact same thing. LOA basically says that anything can be achieved so long as you remove limits from your mind, this is what we agree to be true here is it not?

Intelligence is synonymous with consciousness. When you can see the big picture of everything, its much easier to then piece together and develop the nuance. Leo studied the fundamental blueprint, that's why he can be so efficient in a vast array of areas. Construct awareness will help you in every path in life, not just pure awakening.

This is a perfect description of a man in society, not a women. Completely flipped.

I'm sorry but this is so ignorant, there's so many women out there that are their own person.

Personally for myself, I desire a woman that can go toe to toe and challenge me, because that's just my personality, I like fire in a women. Well not just women thinking about it, that's what I look for in a lot of my male friends as well, because I get bored otherwise. But of course that wont be the same for a lot of other people, some will prefer a much more "typical" (I don't mean this in a condescending way) Women, with more gentle and like you said "submissive" feminine expression.

yes I see your point and do agree, however I would argue that those men don't actually desire more submission but a more feminine women, as oppose to what I stated above with those that posses more masculine traits. Because there comes a point where masculinity in a women flips too heavy on the other side of the spectrum and becomes unattractive. Like your a woman, I don't want you to act like a man if your trying to attract me. Of course people have fluid sexuality but you get my point.

always interested man, illuminate me

guy's love a women that can stand up to them, the masculinity in them respects it. It's like confronting someone that you 've had a quarrel with and they come back and match your energy, regardless of right or wrong you respect the person for facing you. It's specifically hot in a women because they're vulnerable and at a physical disadvantage. And from a males perspective, that kind of courage is impressive and hot AF. Given the circumstances. It's like feminine energy being amplified by everything you love about your own masculinity. Ultimate attraction.

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I think Leo addressed this point in one of his videos, in that there is no "system" or mechanism behind reality. The creation of reality is purely the imagination of its appearance. As in 1 plus 1 doesn't make 2. 2 is just imagined exactly as it is unto itself, because god has the ability to do that. The analogy he used I think was that there are no molecules or atoms that make up reality, the creation of reality is completely as you see it now, without a function needed to get to that point.

god was trying to burn out of cage it was locked in

the mind is also more susceptible to fear when tired, increased probability of paranoia, don't worry about it. From what you've explained nothing seems to be "going wrong".

Well then, I think that narrows it down, If your fine when well rested then its just the lack of energy from not sleeping. Think about if you haven't slept all night then try to go about your day, it can be hard to even stand up for long periods of time as your body is so heavy and achy, your body doesn't utilise oxygen as efficiently and everything, Sleep is such a pinnacle factor in just normal day top day functioning, if you try to trip when your in that state, when all your body wants to do is crash out and go offline, there's going to be a massive internal conflict. Also, typical stimulants like coffee, weed and modafinil work on the dopamine receptors, which is the survival circuit so it makes sense that they give you a genuine boost in energy. Psychedelics primarily work on the serotonin receptors so they are not going to flood your system with transmitters that are action oriented and therefore wont give you a "rush" like stimulants do. But your going to to be 10x more awake than if you just had a coffee. Can you see the problem? And yes I just meant psychologically draining, but that of course can also translate into physical fatigue as your brain is more likely to release cortisol which is the stress hormone when your mentally drained, which is taxing on the body. I believe they're called disruptors, they inhibit proper function. haha all this to say, get your Zzz's in if you wanna trip.

Yes. Best story games ever.

interesting, I haven't done dmt for a while as it scares the shit out of me. So it was like a materialised form of infinite love (as oppose to a metaphysical abstraction), expressing its capacity to love itself in an infinite number of artistic ways?

could it be a carpet burn maybe? I know its very small maybe your body contorted in strange ways while you were unconscious

would you mind divulging? I'm interested to hear the new flavours of consciousness you say you've experienced.

hahaha good one

lol I had a funny reply for this but I think I'll save it cuz I'm on thin ice.

understood.

The only way your missing out on life is if you deliberately and consciously spend it not doing what you really want to do. Only you can decide if your living up to that.

Tricking people probably isn't the best way to go about asking advice from them. People would've read your post regardless.

could be, good take. I suppose all the ego's desires are just gods desires but corrupted by limitation.

Yes, I’ve been moving away for a while now, from the idea that the absolute desire of the ego is survival. It doesn’t make sense because without a reason to survive, you simply wouldn’t. You need a WHY if you want continue surviving, survival itself is not a reason, it’s just a medium you maintain so that can go on exploring. In my opinion @Razard86 I agree with all 4 points you made, however I don’t believe they are the defining motivation and desire of the ego. What you’ve stated actually reinforces my perspective on this, try and notice this, how everything that you wrote actually ties up with what i think it is: I think the singular primordial desire of the ego is to know itself.. BUT! It cannot ever truly know itself until death. So it avoids it and tries to find work arounds and loopholes so that it can satiate that desire. And what is the conclusion that it comes to? “If I can’t definitively prove and figure out who I am, then I’ll just create an identity!” This is the ultimate solution for the ego, if I can’t prove what I am (and it can’t of course until death) then I will just decide for myself what I am! At which point it goes through all of the dysfunctional ways you described trying to figure out who it wants to be. It then settles on something and is satisfied with it, feels comfortable and good with it, then does everything in its power to solidify and cement that so that it can keep that sensation of that primordial desire fulfilled. - Notice how it always circles back to this desire. And what is a way that it can cement this identity outside of itself (outside of itself because just one person agreeing with this identity is too fragile and sure to be questioned, better to have thousands so it holds more weight) and keep that desire fulfilled? This: By creating a legacy! And how do you then make everyone go along with your legacy cementing it further, and diving ever so deeper in to the comfortability of having that desire for-filled?…(again you reinforce this: …With power! The ultimate security of this identity is to secure it with force! Anyone that says otherwise you can just banish. This is why the ego has been infatuated with power since it’s inception! This is why the ego strives for control, control in itself is not an incentive. It’s all so the ego can scratch the itch of not knowing who it is because it’s too scared to die and discover the truth. Everything else is secondary. This is my take on it at least, you can see how they match up.

You’ve got to investigate what kind of emotions came up when he bullied you and ask whether or not the trauma was there before and he just brought it to light, or whether he affirmed a new unworthy reality for you and you accepted it. Figure out which it was and then you can work on undoing/releasing it.