Eskilon

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  1. Let psychedelics obliterate said critic
  2. That's actually of one the best steps posted here. Cool stuff. Lmaao. I can understand that. I personally wouldn't fall for that because I grasped the shallowness of it. But, yeah, power can definitely corrupt those who don't quite know themselves deep enough.
  3. Dope. You can make games too, since you have all the budget.
  4. Noo, don't go the hedonistic route! That's fools gold
  5. Yes. I just need to toss away resistance. But its hard when you have too much consciousness. It's easy to let go in a standard meditation session, you are not that conscious and not in the hyperaware state. To let Go while knowing many things about existence is the real challenge.
  6. Yeah its this, the weirdness its beautiful but scary The whole work is to overcome resistance to greatness. Conciousness is like = "Why are you resisting profound love, you fool!"
  7. I understand. I will go as far as to say that Spirituality is a battle against fear. To understand reality is to beat fear. Truth will test you a thousandfold, if you are honest, brave enough then it reveals itself to you. Thanks a lot for your tips, will try it.
  8. Yes, I was at the brink of something big in my last trip on shrooms. I even perceived that it "offered" me a breakthrough and... I couldn't take it/continuing going deep. Like you said fear. If I did accept the offer, I intuit very deeply that I didn't know how "I" or reality would be after. It was crazy, but I also sensed that it was gonna be awesome, I wasnt ready to that degree of awesomeness lol. Its crazy scary. I still love the world somewhat, I couldn't let go of this very limited world. Suffering from greatness, can you believe this shit? LMAO I guess I am not ready to let go fully of my personhood and go into Brahmanhood. I was beginning to actually understand and feel that there's NO difference whatsoever between you and any other thing. And this wasnt something light, its not on an intellectual level, its not like you read somewhere and get it. But a new dimension of understanding, I guess its Being. It was really intense, and I am glad the medicine didnt force me and was gentle enough for allowing me to back it off. Something like 5-meo wouldn't allow it as I understand it. Currently I am washed. I can stay in being without thoughts. Eyes closed or open. I am so grateful for this. I also feel a hotness inside of me since that day, in the heart area, its pleasant. I agree that gounding methods are essential, and should be practiced, I will try them for sure. Honestly, hats off to all of you who do this work, you guys are BRAVE as fuck! I am proud of everyone here.