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Your assumptions are heavily flawed, I'll let you fry your own circuits then. I couldn't of helped you but you know better than me so. Its your funeral.

Iboga works well but If you want my honest advice the best thing you can do is do the "sober work" (which will clear most of the baggage) then when you do the plant medicines, it won't be as chaotic and intense. Spend time in nature, meditate, fast from dense/wrong/toxic foods and technologies stimulation, read books, calm the mind, maybe even take up gardening or farming, highly-meditative. Find things you are passionate about that allow you to be more Present and over time you will be meditative in such tasks. Practice good behavior and being loving, caring, kind, help a stranger ect.. working with animals and nature helps sooth the spirit too. All this work goes hand in hand with psychedelics and it is actually how you Integrate the medicines and teachings.

I personally have tried every diet known to man, nothing makes me feel healthier and more energized, alive, clear, conscious, than predominantly (organic) fruit-based. Anything close to the "fasting state" is the ideal state of consciousness. When I fast (unless you have mucus/toxins) which 99.9% of people do, you will feel a energy unlike anything else food can ever do for you, besides some extra energy and stimulation, fruit is closest thing. I've been on the mastery and perfection of the human body/mind path for 10 + years, It is quite clear too me now, not only makes sense to my consciousness/intelligence, it is evident in my direct experience itself. Now most people would probably feel like shit for the first few days or weeks, if they only eat fruit and fast because the decades of poisons and toxins in ones body from the wrong foods and more especially.. wrong environment, extremely polluted air and artificial (radiated) atmosphere, opposite from the mountainous/tropical regions that would be ideal for the human being. And so usually what happens when you do this, is a very rapid release, cleansing and flushing of these toxins, parasites, old-waste matter ect... This usually can take several months to several years to complete, depending on how you do it. So its a (transition) and you must (honour) where you are at each and every moment, because food is habitual, no different than drugs, so we must slowly wean off the denser vibratory foods, and consume less and less as we incorporate more and more lighter and lesser foods. Then Ideal would be to not eat at all, The Air is primary, water and everything else is secondary, but that's an entirely different conversation on its own and our environments are too polluted and artificial for that now, most of them at least. Many people fail because they try to do everything overnight, I personally was one of the few people who could do it, as it made total sense to me that we are more herbivore/frugivore by natural design, but overtime I did experiment and go back and forth to give all types of food/diets a chance. And there are some who can do it just like that and feel amazing straight and never go back. I experienced this back in 2010 and I was able to transmute effectively because I was already in a very high vibratory state because of my meditations and focus on love and ascension, but most will have to deal with the (shit/shadows) they put into their bodies all their lives before they can get to the light, it is only natural process, which I discovered later on in my experiments and life-experience. There is really no escaping the dark, one way or another. Fruit & Fasting clears things up from the inside out so (things will be brought up to the surface) whether it be physical, emotional, mental, spiritual ect... this is why people prefer carnivore, or denser foods, its more comforting and helps numb the pain and emotions and not have to deal with them as intensely, and this is why many vegans today who make the switch too rapidly for their consciousness, experience something like trauma/ego backlash, health issues ect.. and revert back to animal products as they did not know or were properly educated for the (transitionary process) which again can take years, and you must honour that and be respectful and patient with your body that you unconsciously abused all your life with wrong and fake foods, especially processed/supermarket foods. Those junk foods are full of chemicals and way worse than meat alone, our body actually thrives in simplicity and closer to nature. This is why carnivore only, or potatoes only, or fruit only, or type type of food works very well, because it gives the body a break. The body is not designed to process 150 different flavors, herbs and spices as you would say a typical Indian curry, the body will actually process a simple steak much better, in most cases. We evolved gathering fruit and stumbling across a tree and consuming that until it was done, and later in the darker ages, as consciousness dropped, meat and hunting an animals came around, but it was always (simple) few foods at most a day. Today people have a toxic amount of variety and consume so many different foods a day and no wonder why their bodies and minds and emotions are a mess and have all types of allergies and diseases. The further from nature the food is, the more chaos and disruption you put into the body and the more challenging it will become to completely transmute it. Another great book is: Mucusless Diet Healing System by Professor Arnold Ehret This is another good read https://flowhealingarts.org/news/2016/8/23/flow-cleansing-strategies Hope this helps

Most cases of true longevity beyond what the western news/media tell us I found in the book Mans Higher Consciousness by Hilton Hotema, from there are the links and articles of the finds of each case. The book is in my mothers place so I don't have access to it right now but you can try google a pdf.

You can never go as deep with many woman as you can with one woman. Many in the spiritual circles wanted to be all hippie and free but eventually they realize this is not the way to the depths of love and union. It becomes a complicated mess and mixture of too many energies. It becomes a question or battle between heart/soul and ego/mind. What you feed is what you get.

Whats the difference between night & day? Sun & Moon yes? Simple don't you think? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kali

Nature is a great medicine for all of us. It reminds us of Truth beyond mans mind and delusions. I often go out into forests and mountains and live there for few days when I feel ungrounded and too active mentally.

I have observed your posts and you remind me of how I used to think as a teenager and created all this issues and false disorders for myself because i took them for granted. I think you have created all these disorders because you simply buy into them too much and swallow them as truth. If you simply detach from the online world and go into nature for a week or two, calm the mind down, you will have much more clarity.

I personally would absolutely advise against it, but its your life.

On a metaphysical level, you are flushing out old parts of self, its an energetic cleanse, so to speak. I experienced this on mushrooms my first few times, I received the insight soon after.

This whole life is a cosmic game of hide & seek, if you really think about it

You don't need to meditate 16 hours a day, you simply bring meditation/meditativeness in your day to day life. Simply be present with all that you do. Your mind is thinking and not accepting because the mind cannot grasp what is beyond itself, it is naturally threatened by it. This is normal. Only the ego or mind suffers, the Self is Eternally free from any suffering unless it wishes to experience it for some purpose, play or pleasure. As paradoxical as that sounds. In Enlightenment we are no longer surviving but thriving, absolutely. There is no question unto it. As long as you are attached to anything, mind, body, life ect.. you are subject to suffering. As Buddha said many thousands of years ago, arguably the greatest master to even walk on this earth, "The Root cause of All suffering is: Attachment". You are not experiencing suffering, you are suffering your experience.

Oh dear.. Where do you get your knowledge from. I suggest you go into the forest and unplug from this online world, there is much deeper layers you seem to have yet to experience my friend. Maybe give Tao Te Ching a read, meditate and allow consciousness to collapse unto itself. If you put this forums, Leo, what you read and see online, above you, you only can go as deep as that which you have relied upon for knowledge. I personally never watch Leos videos for this reason, I don't base my findings on what others find or forums, I go to the Heart of Source itself. I am asking you to go beyond knowledge into Innerstanding, unto Truth. all this Knowledge is blinding to Truth.

Technically we are breatharian, no cell, atom, molecule is effected by nutrients within food, food actually ages us. There are Yogis in the thousands because they do not eat and live in pristine environments un-touched by the hand of man. Remember we are Spirit creating this "illusion" of physicality. Once you rise above it, you are naturally Immortal, and you can utilize this cosmic energy that you are into the physical life. The reason why man ages like he does today, especially in the west, is because he eats too much of the wrong foods and lives in an artificial environment. Belief systems and programs within the human psyche and collective consciousness also have a large Impact on how man lives, ages and dies a premature death. Rise above these beliefs and you have freed yourself from the herd consciousness and limitations of man/mind/maya.

On the contrary it is absolutely evident that humans are frugivores and this is scientifically proven. Our entire biology, DNA and anatomy says so. All is is denial of Truth. You can argue this all day but humans by design are frugivores. Now they can adapt and survive on meat and as omnivores, but they won't be thriving and living in optimal nature. There are tribes found around the world people only eating 1 to 2 fruit meals a day living average 200 - 300+ years life spans. I suggest to read the book: Mans Higher Consciousness by Hilton Hotema and Eden Bound by Steven Budden. The baby most definitely eats the fruit and plays with the rabbit.

No, Mind is only the manifestation, there is beyond mind too, which is known as the great mystery or simply, mystery. Boredom is an experience 'within' God, but God does not get bored.

I accept all parts of myself, both dark and light. Can light see its shadow? or vice versa? Who's is it to own?

There is no "experience" thus no "boredom" only the mind/maya has/can have experience of boredom.

I can and I will. I know false beings when I see them, sadguru and elon is another. I stand by authenticity and honesty so I call them out. I respect those who serve the darkside as much as I respect those who serve the light, but those in-between or whom pretend to be one or the other, I will expose, that is one of my roles upon this earthen plane. I have a fully activated 1st eye. I see through all maya. So what you think is beautiful may be misleading you. The Truth is not always beautiful, nor beautiful words the Truth.

There are different ways to see this. For example, when i choose to consume eggs or animal products, i definitely notice an abundance of energy in the lower root/sexual chakras and the need to workout, or move, or dance, yoga or make love.. to channel it out. Its definitely In 'excess' for me and I notice when making love, ejaculation comes sooner, because especially animal products, act more like "stimulants" to the human body. You become what you eat so more animal-like. Where mostly I consume one or two fruit meals a day, my energy is more in the heart and higher chakras and less focus on physical pleasures and needs. It eventually balances out and there is no dominating force in my lower chakras needing to be released, or higher, but when I wanna use them they work just as good, actually better because I am more meditative and usually never need to ejaculate rather I circulate the sexual energy. This is very challenging if I had consumed animal products prior. Of course everyone is at different levels of consciousness so experiences will vary but this is what I have observed these last few years around food, health and herbs.

What I speak of is Absoluteness. GOD/HEAD/Great Mystery. THE ONE. Has no experience it needs to become the ALL to be "experienced". It simply IS. Only the ALL, (the first layer of separation) from THE ONE/GODHEAD has/can have an experience (for it creates the reflection "to be experienced". The ONE has no reflection thus no experience. It simply IS.

No I don't partake in retreats nor need them unless I get paid to host them or co-create with others, I am Self-Realized. I was born Alone, I will leave this body alone, we are always alone, ultimately. Only when in the confines of MIND we experience challenges and struggles, fears, loneliness ect... When you conquer the mind you can conquer anything, any substance, for you are beyond substance, you are creating it. Self is the Dominating force of creation. Once fully established within the Self, everything else is effortless.

This is why many of the most Enlightened beings on Actualized quit the forums. People like you and new-age Leo puppets deluded by Leo's own delusion.

That is your lack of Innerstanding of Creation. Truth is Truth and remains Fundamental.