Aiwass

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  1. 2 hours ago, Insightful27 said:

    I don't drink at all, which makes things complicated when it comes to pick-up. At parties and clubs, virtually every girl has had something to drink, meaning they are technically intoxicated to a degree. Obviously being totally wasted is one thing, but how exactly do you determine when it is too much? The laws are somewhat ambiguous and I really don't want to get into serious trouble. I know there are a lot of people on here who don't drink and do pick-ups at clubs, how do you guys navigate this?

    How about when a girl is underage, carrying fake ID, having only 2 shots?


  2. On 1/15/2023 at 8:19 PM, Mips said:

    In the event that I’ll not be able to take 5-MEO due to my epilepsy, which of the non-tryptamines is the most likely to be able to get to that place? I’m thinking LSD, shrooms etc. 

    Why consume fountain water when Fiji, or reverse-osmosis filtration based water is easily accessible?

    I was always one to jump directly into the pool as toe-dipping seems alot like 'beating around the bush'.


  3. 23 hours ago, rnd said:

    I've started to watch the Leo's video about Andrew Tate.
    It's so simple Leo.

    >> "I've never played in Las Vegas casinos once. One should'n't go there."
    Then how can you possibly know that the casinos are bad? :D There might be things you're unaware about.

     


    >> "I can smell once character within 5 seconds of talking to him"
    You could. Probably.
    But you also could very well delude yourself within 5 seconds and then assume that you've read one's personality.  And you may not  find out for years that you've been wrong the whole time about a person xD



    >>  "You can't make a considerable amount of money within a year -- multiple those $70k -- unless you resort to criminal activities"
    How can you know? You can only know that what's been YOUR experience. In your experience - it's impossible.

     


    >>  "Once you find out that someone is drug lord, you turn away and never do business with him. Never talk, never communicate."
    That's bullshit, Leo.

    Firstly, how many drug lords have you done business with? How many have you studied? How many of them have let you down?
    If none, and if you've never done bussiness with them, then how can you possibly make this claim?


    Secondly, you may not want to do business with a person who IS a drug lord.
    But everyone always changes.  A person who used to be a drug lord and now has changed to become a normal person -- is the one, one would want to do business with.

    I never have neither will sell drugs to any human(drug-drug interactions, people chat and tell other people, snitching, knowledge, you are a moving and Mobile alarm).

    Although, one has cultivated, Isolated, synthesized and consumed them, of course without telling any others.

    I have delt with drug dealers in the past. Drug-dealers have a certain quality of being which in the long-run can be detrimental to your life. They typically dwell within groups which come from low-brow areas. They engage with other humans. Anyone who does illegal or grey-area activity with other humans is not intelligent. The only way you get caught is by dealing with other humans. Intelligent people stay silent and have an IQ which allows them to be smart and aware of simple matters. Cops do not show up to houses and bust down doors unless a human told them what you did. Humans catch others. 

    Are you a drug dealer? I just need some understanding as to what the purpose of this thread may be?

     


  4. On 1/15/2023 at 11:28 AM, Ayham said:

    @Mu_

    I have been doing all of that and more for more than a year now on a daily basis (except psychedelics because it's illegal here and I am too young for it). 

    Yes there is growth I would say, but it's nowhere as much as I want. 

    I have vowed to continue this lifestyle up until I die, and I won't stop, but I want to know if this is enough to bring me to where I want. 

    I appreciate your answer, mu. 

    The heights you reach will be predicated solely upon these risks you take, and the boundaries you dissolve. Boundaries are limitations.

    Thresholds must be surpassed. Or, your reaching can only go as so far as the constructions you dwell within. 

    Rules are suggestions, auto-suggestions, hypnosis.

    Be smart, and follow your consciousness. Avoid/Don't ever investing your energy in illegal activities with 'others'.  The Game of thrones in their ignorance will unconsciously prevent your understanding at all costs, unfortunately. Best of luck #God§peed!


  5. On 1/15/2023 at 11:07 AM, Ayham said:

    From all the people I have seen and learned from, I would say you are the most developed, to the point that inspires me so much and makes me emotional and in awe.

    So I am asking you this question. 

    How do I achieve this level of wisdom, maturity, spiritual development, integrity and consciousness that you have and go beyond it? 

    I want a no bullshit answer. 

    What exactly do I need to do? 

    Is it meditation, is it reading, is it contemplation, is it psychedelics, what is the key? what do I need to do that guarantees me to reach this level? I don't care if it takes decades, I just want a genuine practical answer. 

     

    @Leo Gura

    Answers/Insights are easy, actualization of said answer is the real obstacle. 


  6. On 10/6/2022 at 10:15 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

    Although weed use can be seriously dangerous, I welcome the openness. 

    A lot of people were being jailed for simply possessing even minor quantities of it, which I saw as unfair.

     

     

    Jailing any human being for having possession of anything this earth itself makes is absolutely mind-blowing. The real treat is when you lock a human inside a cage simply for using an external material agent that is of the same chemicals which occur within the species itself, and naturally.


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    ~Hamiltom morris does a great Job explaining. I am a huge admirer of his presented works for the general public. Today I just ordered Phyllomedusa bicolor with the burning-Stick/Vine! 

          Hamilton Morris is famously known as the bringer of the 5-MeO dmt synthesis pamphlet, and which I have used alongside various N,N-Dmt teks. I hope to experince something transformative in nature from this substance. 

          I digress, initially I discovered this medicine 'Kambô' on Leo's Insights Blog. Using First Principles I learned the rest. Leo, said he has not tried Kambô thus far. I am wondering if others here have any valid experience using this medicine :)

           My goal is to reduce or remove adhd and subclinical hypothyroidism symptoms which cause severe chronic impairmemts in my daily living(hopefully lowering/coming off the dosage of Adderall-30mg, twice daily and 100mg-Modafinil). I've tried a variety of material aitias on my path towards healing my psyche as well as this body. I am a former vaper(55mg nicotine). I quit a month ago forever as well as zero alcohol in-take. So, using Rapé with the Kuripe is not a problem in my personal experience. I am 22 years old and striving to reach new-limits of becoming conscious of consciousness. 

         If anyone has any experience, memories, or tips and suggestions please feel free to write them below. I have read testimonials which tell wonders, but in the end are only stories. I thank you for your maturity and participation in such things requiring radical open-mindedness to participate in! #Godspeed. 

       

         

     

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  8. 2 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    I could be a lot more developed.

    I feel the pain from my lack of development every day.

    Good!

    Well, there's a lot you could do, but in a nutshell I would boil it down to this:

    1) First, prime your mind with reading and studying a wide array of sources and perspectives, like by reading the sources in my book list and watching my videos. You need some basic theory as grist for your contemplation mill.

    2) Then, after some years you will have a solid theoretical foundation and the real work can begin. Now you stop reading and learning theory, and you start doing serious contemplation. 1000s of hours of thinking everything through for yourself and deriving every answer for yourself from scratch from first principles and direct experience.

    3) And then you turn your attention to observing your ego-mind at work, and become a master of your own self-deception and egoic reactions.

    You don't have to complete one step before doing the others. In practice you should be intermixing them.

    Of course practices like meditation and psychedelics become really important after a while.

    Perhaps most importantly, have an insatiable curiosity and passion for understanding reality at the deepest levels, and never settle for beliefs or the words of humans. That's really my only secret. All I do is just rentlessly pursue pure understanding by derviving all of it for myself from direct experience and intuition. This is what I've called Pure Philosophy.

    The doing of Pure Philosophy leads to the highest wisdom. That's it. See my episode: An Intro To Serious Philosophy. That's my process.

    Great explanations! #FirstPrinciples #Aristotle 


  9. On 1/10/2023 at 2:54 PM, blankisomeone said:

    I want the NO BULLSHIT explanation of what really happens after suicide. Is such information possible to find? Or is doing it the only way to find out. I've scoured the web and don't find anything!! All I get is modern mental health professionals talking shit. I want the actual spiritual explanations of what happens

    I’d like it if you could share with me some stuff online from mystics talking about this. Many different sources so I can compare and see if there’s some truth in what they say and some common thread. I need to research more before I make a decision so if you guys could help I’d much appreciate it, thanks 

    1. @Leo Gura

    2. Whoever said your answer will be in the form of words? Be careful what you wish for as conclusion-making will only become your greatest enemy.

     


  10. On 1/8/2023 at 7:31 PM, Tyler Robinson said:

    My family has been forcing me since last 4 days to get admitted in a mental hospital for 3 months. 

    The hospital has wards where 7 mentally ill people will stay in one large room. 

    I don't feel okay. I feel scared and anxious. I feel like the nurses will treat me badly or do things against my will. 

    I can imagine them talking rudely to me, forcing me to take pills and drugs that I don't want to take. 

    I kept begging that I don't want to go. 

    I am not mentally prepared to go to such a place. It's making me anxious. 

    What should I do? 

     

    Seek help and try not to resist treatment.

    If your family sees your behavior as threatening please take the most appropriate actions to fix this perspective. 

    Try to resist mental-sewing and assumption-making as it may do more harm than good. 


  11. On 1/4/2023 at 11:21 PM, Molaric said:

    I hope you guys had a great New Year and Christmas (if you celebrate it)!

    I am installing better hobbies and things to do in my life in order to replace my league of legends addiction, however it's just really hard for me to focus on things such as reading and studying computer science concepts and I just space out and think about the game over and over. I try to ignore it and focus on coding and other pursuits but it gets unbearable each day I'm not playing it to where it took me like 90 minutes to read 10 pages of a book, granted it was a difficult academic book on algorithms but still it's a little insane to think about. I just always want to play and watch more content, it never ends. I want to have a good future socially, with my developer skills, and career-wise but at the same time I also just have a strong desire to just play league all day for the rest of my life idk. I just can't imagine what life is like without playing games, it's just so weird to me as it's all I've known since I was 8. I'm gonna look for therapist soon and maybe that'll help but I came here wondering what tips or lessons would you give to deal with this lack of focus/motivation on other pursuits issue that comes with my addiction in the short-term and long-term. I felt less attached then I did in the past to the game but it's still really strong. :(

    It is not the video games but the addictions and subtle addictions.

    Addictions come with withdrawals.


  12. On 12/29/2022 at 11:58 AM, EugeneTheSage said:

    For the past 3 years, I have had depression, low willpower, unable to wake up in the morning, compulsive eating of junk food, addiction to porn and masturbation, and video games addiction...

    But it seems it all went to an end the day before yesterday when I put a copper snake ring on my left ring finger. I just started to have stronger willpower, stopped watching useless youtube videos, toxic self-talk halted - now I'm perfect ME. It costs only 4$ in the Ukrainian Isha Life online store, but how much value does it brings me! I would save thousands of dollars by eventually becoming stable. Because if I would have continued to go this way of compulsion, I would just simply destroyed my health and ultimately life. I didn't think it would be so powerful, this ring.

    Sadhguru consecrates these rings in Dhyanalinga - consecrated dome temple located at Isha Yoga center Tamil Nadu, India. I've recently watched a documentary about the consecration of Dhyanalinga and from what I've understood it is the most powerful temple (or even place) that ever existed. If you simply sit there you would experience bliss and a profound level of meditation. The consecration took him 3 years of intense work. He predicted he would pass away after the consecration - it was so intense labor. Indeed, doctors were diagnosing one incurable disease after another, but somehow Sadhguru had recovered.

    Here is the documentary about the consecration:

    How this ring affects you:

    For me Sadhguru now became the most powerful alive spiritual master in the world

    Here is the product for UK/EU:

    https://www.ishalife.co.uk/products/isha-copper-snake-ring

    It seems that this site is US based:

    https://www.ishalife.com/in/consecrated-copper-ring-medium

    I also bought a Rudraksha Panchamukhi Mala, but haven't tried it yet. I first need to soak it in ghee and milk. I'll report how it worked for me.

    https://www.ishalife.co.uk/products/rudraksha-panchamukhi-mala-bead-size-7mm

    What's cool is that in the Ukrainian Isha Life store everything is 2 to 3 times cheaper.

    I also inspired to explore all these accessories water consecration and also the copper bracelet.

    Very grateful to you Sadhguruji

    My friend, you must try Rapé. Rapé is a powerful medicine that coincides with this post. I have had miracles happen in a day under its influence.


  13. On 12/26/2022 at 2:42 PM, EugeneTheSage said:

    I've had depression over the last 3 years, really weak willpower, unable to sleep, compulsive fast-food eating, masturbating, playing computer games, whereas before I was very disciplined, hard-working, and eating healthy.

    I've been on a session with psychologist and she said to do a vitamin D test. I've done it today and the results are 8ng/ml. (<10 is deficiency, 10-30 insufficient, 30-100 sufficient, >100 toxicity). Holy fuck! From what I've heard from her if you have <20 it is bad, and I'm half of that. I'd go to my doctor, and ask which daily dosage he suggests.

    I hope after I will raise my vitamin D levels my depression will alleviate to some extent.

    POIS is a real disorder. Have you ever considered your depression to have a correlation to your masturbation habits?

    The prefrontal cortex is the regulator and the master of one's willpower. 

    I am happy to see you took the most appropriate approach in regard to your symptoms. Many people ignore vitamin deficiencies and write them off as bullshit advice. Vitamin D and methylcobalamin(b12) in my experience have done wonders for me.

    Remember, one approach will not remove depression. Having MDD myself I can attest to that claim. It may take more than one approach to solve this stubborn problem you are experiencing(ie: Chelation therapy, ketosis, watching what you eat, caloric deficiencies, pituitary gland misdiagnosis, excluding certain vitamins, etc). 

    Great job on your "taking action" mindset. We definitely need more of you on this forum! Keep up the great work.


  14. 10 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    It is incomprehensible that I smoked some weed in my explorations of psychedelics???

    That's where you draw the line?

    Maybe you need to smoke some weed my friend to help you comprehend it :D

    I am more surprised that you tried it so late in your journey. I no longer can tolerate weed as after Dmt and 5-MeO I get pure paranoia. Does this occur within your experience as well?