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Why do I feel fear when I see/imagine that video on the blog post? Almost like it’s so Alien and weird, it feels like I am not sure if I want to experience something like that

Yes. often I pair this question with - And what the fuck am I doing?

I tend to take n,n DMT orally. I’ve had 7 trips so far but never encountered any beings. Never done 5 MEO or any other psychedelics either. My dosage is 125-135mg, this is currently my upper limit on having the motor control to type on my phone as insights hit me. Any higher and I am pretty much incapacitated, slightly traumatised and recall isn’t so good since I’m relying on memory. psychedelics impact people differently, but for my understanding are people saying you tend to see other beings on higher or lower doses of n,n DMT? On my trips I monologue/speak to myself but I only ever recognize it as myself as God. As a newbie I tried 200mg once which was way too much but I don’t recall seeing anything other than myself

How does one differentiate between a voice in their head posing as a demon vs actually being possessed by a demon? how do you know it is a ‘demon’?

Thanks for this. Are there any advantages/disadvantages to which type of pure extract to use? Or are these three types more or less the same? Just wondering if there was a preference there

yup always on empty stomach. Yea I will try up the dose thanks

Hi everyone, I usually boil 3-4g Syrian Rue as MAOI, wait 30 mins and then take DMT fumarate. This method is proven for me and I got solid trips off it. The tea is gross so I'm trying to find easier alternatives. I found this x5 Harmala extract off eBay (powdered capsules) which I was hoping to just be able to substitute for my Syrian Rue tea. I took 2 capsules (should be ~3.5g Syrian Rue seeds equivalent) and followed the same procedure. I saw some light shapes, good relaxation but the trip never really 'took off'. The only thing in question here is if I am taking the right amount of Harmala extract and if the timing (using the extract) is correct. Next time I can try to take 3 capsules of Harmala extract (~5g Syrian Rue, but I would never make a tea with this many seeds) but otherwise I'm a bit confused why this didn't work for me. Does anyone have any advice? Thanks everyone.

So I recently got into synthwave, love the spaced out and chill vibes it gives you. It was a pleasant surprise to see some of those songs on Leo's playlist too hahah Love this one - could drive all night to this Also check this out if you don't know it already. The sounds remind me of my DMT trips lol

How does one administer 5 meo malt? Does plugging still work as with 5 meo DMT?

How does the Universe decide what to do? I've heard this expressed various ways, although nothing quite scratches my itch. I've heard Leo say 'to Maximise love' also the Universe is just 'being'. But I mean like how/why does the Universe decide to move the leaf from point A to point B and how does that relate to my individual free will/control? In the sense God does it all, but how does that even fit together? Not sure if it is a bit off topic but kinda related.

Can I please ask what the aim of this is? do you actually sleep shorter hours? or do you sleep the same number of hours but feel more refreshed after the same amount of sleep? Does that state count as sleeping or not? Do you spend all night there or is this supposed to be more ‘do for a few mins then go to real sleep?’ thanks

Sometimes I do a little prayer before the trip (I literally pretend to be a bit like Jesus) something Father something something As a human, there is something beautiful about reaching out to divinity for help. I know its phony, but it puts me into a state of gratitude for what is about to happen. And it makes me feel better than sitting there shitting myself waiting for the inevitable.

Almost drowned at sea When I was like 5 years old I was at the beach. Got knocked over by a big wave and pulled out towards the sea. I did not know how to swim. I didn't know what happened but I remember looking up at the sky whilst being underwater and it was very peaceful... Somehow my mum managed to pull me out the water. Slipped on side of a mountain I went trekking in the Himalayas when I was 16 - I had no climbing or trekking experience. I was walking down a mountain called Stok Kangri (go Google it), 100m from the summit down the side of a glacier. I was terribly afraid. Usually as safety precaution you are tied to other people, so if you slip the group can hold you up. So it happens on the way down I got separated from the main group. It was only me and the local Sherpa. He knew I was scared... and in his 'wisdom' decided to totally abandon me on the side of this mountain. I think he wanted me to prove to myself I could face this challenge on my own. There was only one path down so I could not get lost. I was incredibly tired at this point and I was at altitude. I took one step and my crampon caught against on my trousers, I started to slide down the side of this glacier. I managed to use my ice axe and stop myself from picking up speed, climbed back on the path and made it down safely. To put it in perspective, I only got taught how to use an ice axe the day before, and had half an hour practice. This trip was with my school, they never actually expected anyone to use their ice axe. This was supposed to be a trekking trip for people with no experience. I didn't tell anyone, but no way should I have been left alone on the mountain in that situation. If I had kept sliding for a few more seconds, I'm not sure if I would have been able to stop myself from going all the way down..... River was deeper than expected When I was camping I woke up and went to the river to get some water. It was before sunrise, completely pitch black. I had only my headtorch on. My headlight shone onto a rock underwater. In my drunken sleepy stupor, somehow I thought it would be a good idea to put one of my legs on that rock so I could bend down and scoop some water. It was fast flowing, the pan want out my hands, my leg went underwater up to my waist. I still dont really know how I got out of that. But I was thinking it was pitch black in a fast flowing river... if I had somehow not kept my balance then good luck finding my body....

Hi there I apologise if I have misunderstood your post, but from what I can see I believe you are taking Leo’s advice out of context. ‘doing the emotionally difficult thing’ is used in the context when you know (with your heart and intuition) that something is right for you, but your mind projects all kinds of fears, limiting beliefs to keep you rooted where you are. What Leo is trying to convey is a transition to love and freedom from fear. This is emotionally difficult because you need to overcome fear (and follow love/passion). Life is complex and nuanced. Do not expect a single rule to carry you through life. If you do, be sure you understand its proper context. For example, if you are stood on a cliff edge. The simple thing to do is to stand where you are safe. Now you could say it may be emotionally challenging to leap off to your death, but that does not mean you should do it! Hopefully you can see this advice has been totally misapplied in this scenario. Your specific case can be re-framed. The emotionally difficult thing to do, is to learn, improve and create something better with your film making after your humiliating experience. To continue and consciously improve your skills in spite of adversity. Your stories can help inspire many people (if that is your goal). Is that something worth pursuing? Somehow you have interpreted ‘doing the emotionally difficult thing’ as destroying your passion. This is not what this advice means. Perhaps something to help is to ask yourself: How much self-love is this action showing right now? Will this make me truly happy in the long term? Remember this is about overcoming fear, and limitation. It is NOT about self-sabotage or curbing your passion. These statements seem to contradict, which suggests you are already questioning yourself. You need to figure out which voice is fear and which is love. Then think about which one you want to listen to and why. I think you can turn this around with some optimism, passion, bravery but also having a realistic outlook on how you are progressing. Remember that every advice has its context, even this one. Good luck brother! Am rooting for you

Yes I take it orally (fumarate). I tried vaping and it just wasn't for me. Also oral administration you get longer trips and it comes on slower so you can actually relax and get into the zone. You need to take it with a MAOI though otherwise it doesn't work. I don't think you're meant to smoke fumarate? (freebase for smoking right?) I read somewhere fumarate gives off nasty side chemicals, but I assume you already knew that. If you're interested below was my first proper trip report on DMT (also taken orally)