Schizophonia

Bom, out of pure narcissism.

You're right , there would be too much sex appeal 😵 ; I alone must have this privilege.

Too much estradiol for you.

You look good, you could smile indeed that would be even better eheh but I already said it.

I see. It looks nice.

Day 23 It is quite easy to make hormonal creams, whether for HRT or roids. This was taught to me by another funny but slightly moody French guy, whom I "met" at the time on Meso RX. I will probably never do it again, or at most cycles here and there in optimal conditions in a few years when I will be stabilized, because there are simply too many side effects in my case. This consists of ordering, on sites like purple panda lab or Bulk for more exotic products (Melatonin, DHEA...), some steroid powder and mixing it with a penetrating agent, possibly a diluting and texturizing agent. DMSO is both a very good solvent and penetrating agent, it also has potentiating properties on steroids, but it is also possibly terribly irritating depending on the people and where you put it. It also gives you a strong body odor because of the sulfur it contains lol, like fish or shrimp. Most of the time the easiest is to mix a lipid compound and ethanol; Water is very polar and does not mix well with oil or even most steroids, especially esterified. Alcohol also helps ensure the sterility of the solution. Ethanol as a solvent and anti-pathogenic agent, oil as a penetrating agent; Some oils found in cosmetic stores are particularly effective for this (esthers like isopropyl myristate, cocoglyceride, phospholipids (=lechitin)), but technically any oil can do the trick, even saturated fats I imagine if the chain is not too long. MCT or coconut oils... Each steroid is different but testosterone dissolves well at say a concentration of 20% in DMSO. My solution after different tests was like, in a 100mg dropper way: 10g of testosterone base dissolved in a mixture of 70g of 96% ethanol (there must be no methanol) and 30g of isopropyl myristate. I heard that isopropyl myristate burns a lot in some people while not at all for me, so again it's very individual, the IPM can be changed for something else. I could also mix my solution lol with aloe vera, to make a gel, but I haven't tried it.

In which city if it's not too personal? I don't want to stalk you lol but still an excess of curiosity. I don't know the UK apart from London, I just know one person who was at Bistrol. lol But fake only Parisians eat this stuff. 😬 I see.

tldr : gettoefl is unemployed.

It's the same thing with spirituality, they're just different ways of investing the libido.

It must be like Tinder but not as bad.

👍 It says London on your account. You also said you were a plant based diet, that's what i meant by vegan.

The aluminum packaging that contains the tablets, there are several in a box, generally. for now 😬

@Sugarcoat I have to relax me, i will let you alone. You go out i imagine.

A bit choppy, and sometimes it's still pretty hard to fall sleep, I have a lot of bad dreams and wake up tired. But at least I can consistently sleep again for a few weeks now and that's a life changer, I must sleep 5 to 7 hours most days. I guess I'll still have trouble sleeping or not be able to sleep at all if I'm traveling or something like that, but a little xanax or aswagandha should do the trick, if i have access to it. I usually have an antihistamine when i travel, because it is available without a prescription everywhere in europe, but it turns me into a robotic zombie. I hate these drugs.

I read somewhere that it's a bit like getting drunk. From memory this was a post about quetiapine, but it may also be the case for olanzapine. Ofc the first thing you would do is swallow a whole wafer and see what it does. 😅 I dreamt that you gave me your big cute smile before you dropped the blouse, but I woke up before I saw heaven. ☹️ Fucking life. More seriously I dreamt about you here and there but I don't remember particularly the scenario too. As long as you don't spy on me telepathically, I'm fine. lol indeed. I mean in cooperation, multiplayer. It makes me happy. If it means the Swedes don't have to go crazy because of the climate and the meatballs and come back and pillage Paris, that's fine with me. I see. It must have a fairly long lifespan.

Day 22 Sleep is ok, but it's restless; I wake up here and there and have a lot of bad dreams, again not horrible stuff but reflecting my shadow. I've visited several big cities in Europe in the last few years: London was the most impressive, it's definitely not the safest city and it's certainly even less so now than when I went, the cost of living or just the costs as a tourist are extremely expensive, the food is really not great; Like everywhere there are good restaurants, but you have to find them and again, it's expensive, there's a lot of street food, it's stylish on youtube videos but most of the time it's disgusting lol, so you'll find yourself eating in fast food chains like starbucks, steak houses etc. most of the time. The weather is also broken on the ground It's worse than Stockholm or Berlin. The best thing about London is that it's nice to visit, it's really impressive, maybe the most impressive city after New York, but it's probably prettier than the latter. Automatically there is a very wide variety of shops and restaurants, it's a good city if you're rich and consumerist, but there are also a lot of hotels. There are parks but they are quite ordinary, and in fact often not pleasant to use because of the weather. It's secret but that's why I don't trust @Michael569 too much, to become both voluntarily vegan and a Londoner he must be a mentally ill person who lets off steam on the weekend by throwing acid on people, or eating redheads; I don't see how it could be otherwise. Paris is cheaper than London, there is no street food because hygiene standards don't allow it so you won't be able to make stylish Instagram shorts about it but there are good places to eat that aren't too expensive everywhere, starting of course with bakeries, which give London crap an uppercut. It's also much more beautiful, maybe not as impressive but more beautiful, the architecture is more stylish. We could criticize that public transport is of lower quality and that there are very few green spaces apart from the Bois de Boulogne. Stockholm is very nice; it's clean, apparently particularly safe, on a human scale, the food is expensive but the hotels are affordable, the public transport is good, and I have a delicious hot alien waiting for me there.🤏 🤏 ; My obese's vanilla Haagen Dazs had better watch out. More seriously, the downsides are the rather mediocre weather, the lack of green spaces, the lack of local gastronomy, the lack of architecture, and the lack of cultural singularity in general, it's quite bland. In short, it's a bit the opposite of Paris on both the good and bad points. From what I've seen for those who are interested, the night world seems quite modest; but I'm not used to it so maybe it's just me extrapolating. I also visited Gothenburg and it was nice too, maybe even prettier in my memory. Berlin is a bit like Stockholm, only basically bigger and prettier. Toulouse is the city where I have to go sometimes for my studies, I also automatically lived there; Apart from the presence of a big company (Airfrance) it's quite poor, not very safe (one of the cities with the most crimes in France), it's full of Arabs and LGBT for some reason lol, and there's no nature at all apart from tiny rotten and scary parks here and there. The restaurants are pretty mediocre most of the time unless you know good addresses, but the city is ultimately quite spread out so the metro will often not be enough. It's not the worst city to live in, but it's not great compared to other cities I've lived in. Strasbourg is my favorite city; it's quite accessible, there are good restaurants everywhere and for not too much money, it's clean, it's probably the most cycling city in Europe with Amsterdam, it's chill, it's magnificent, it's almost the perfect city in my opinion. Barcelona is my other favorite big city, technically it's even better than Strasbourg but I keep this one as my favorite city for the comfort of knowing how to speak French. The weather is perfect, it's cheap and it's beautiful, unfortunately I only went there for 3 days. Perpignan is a super ugly, poor, gypsy-filled, and super dangerous shithole. I walk a lot and I've never been in a city with so many lunatics per square meter, no wonder they ended up putting a far-right personality as mayor, but it's not like it changed anything. The city next door where I lived, Canet-en-rousillon, is very decent; there's not much to do automatically but the vibe is nice and it's pretty safe, there's also the beach.

I think that if you like these products just for anxiety you can ask to change to directly take anxiolytics? Like buspiron, an atypical antidepressant like trazadone, hydroxyne... There are benzodiazepines too but they are very strong and addictive, it is at the level of a hard drug. Ahah what was i doing ? I saw on google it's an online mmorpg, you can show me that in coop if you want When I have the opportunity/time. They also say it's a swedish game btw. I see. I guess it starts at "South Hoof Peninsula". It's completely empty.

I can't sleep with someone I have little respect for otherwise I'll get post nut clarity lol. But that doesn't change anything about empathy, I know people who have had a lot of partners and who are always very sweet or even hypersensitive, and vice versa.

In the worst case, you will have to compensate your neighbor.

Well, for your greatest pleasure. Pinch* So unique. I know someone on cyamemazine, apparently it is particularly geared towards anxiety. If you want talk about it with your psychiatrist. Be careful who you fantasize about though, I'm still with my machinegun in the astral plane. look mean* It works like GTA lol 😂 How long have you been playing this game? What are the task like? They're like mini games ? It looks super big. I don't know how this affects gameplay.

Willy disapproves. Ok That's my alien. Precisely it is not very effective most of the time, for unpleasant side effects. Loss of energy, creativity, and low mood; it's a form of chemical straitjacket. For my greatest pleasure But more seriously it's not very useful if it decreases the libido, because ultimately the goal of feeling attractive, even if it's unconscious/repressed, is to be able to exploit this libido. 👍 Yes, exactly. It's an online video game, like your. Yes lol, maybe it's a misuse of language. What does it consist of?

@Shodburrito Nothing will happen to you, you defended yourself against a dog, it could have hurt you significantly, possibly given you diseases like rabies, and even killed you depending on your physical condition. Besides, I don't know the law in the United States, but in France it is forbidden to have a Pit Bull, and for the American Staff you must have a permit and it is illegal to transport them in a public place without a leash and even without a muzzle. Edit : It's a golden retriever ?

It's normal. I am a nice guy. (to say with a lisp*) You don't. That's interesting, keep us informed. I've rarely seen people like being on neuroleptic lol but well. Will it also be in combination with Prozac? You can find a village and stock up on cats to scare the creepers, or wolves to attack the various hostile mobs while you do your thing. I just googled it. It looks like some kind of Wizard 101 for girls. The mobs look like they're on MDMA lmao, what is that.

Why so much interests for this random bacteria? You should be interested in the big guns, like Joe Dispenza's work, chelation and turpentine deworming protocols, castor oil purge, celery juice, green juices here and there, pomegranate, cooked oysters and liver, vitamins cures, etcetc.

What health problem do you have?