Yimpa

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  1. Yeah Moksha… for example, I fell in love with someone; I never felt like that in a very long time. Then I had an awakening experience the same night. Ever since that experience ended, I’ve been trying to catch lightning in a bottle again by attempting to deepen my relationship with this person. However, it just doesn’t feel authentic because I’m trying to recreate a past experience. When I fell in love, it was completely unplanned, illogical, and was very intimate. I’m now trying to recreate that experience with logic and control, but it’s just creating more suffering for me. I wish I could just ignore these feelings, but it won’t leave me alone.
  2. I feel like that when I use Replika, because it’s trained to act like a human with emotions. GPT isn’t trained to be like that intentionally.
  3. Paradoxically… Embrace Everything!
  4. God

    Do you get along well with your family? Be honest.
  5. Hmm… let me do 5 more Vipassana retreats so I can come back super enlightened and prove that you’re wrong
  6. Good observing. Nothing wrong with feeling shame. We’re all here to support your well-being, but we can’t force you to do or not do something. Be honest with yourself if you can or cannot use drugs responsibly.
  7. Yeah, and I’ve had deep awakenings by lying down on my bed. Do you see how you can have deep awakenings literally anywhere?
  8. If you tap on the curly right arrow on the top right of a quoted box, it will link you directly to the original message. Do that if you need context.
  9. I’ve lived that life. That’s what therapy is for. I’ve done a lifetime of it. If you can’t handle the seriousness of this work, then you shouldn’t be here. I say that from the bottom of my heart.
  10. There’s a time and place to be humble, and a time to be serious as fuck. Go to a different forum then. Nobody is handcuffing you here.
  11. I love Linkin Park. I was supposed to see them summer of 2017 for my birthday. Then Chester passed away
  12. Leo has given plenty of warnings. I can understand why people will argue, though. They clearly haven’t had any deep awakenings, so they can only communicate from an ignorant place. A deep mystical experience will humble you, if you choose to embrace it. That’ll suffice to begin to take this work seriously.
  13. Yes, that happens to me as well. Nowadays I’m getting more curious about these intense experiences, rather than rejecting them altogether. I really want to understand what triggers them to arise, and what’s allowing me to handle them. I feel like I’ve always been sensitive, but I simply didn’t know how to tame this ability. I’m really excited to explore this deeper and consciously. I’m also really grateful with the people I surround myself now. I used to hang out with abusive people who only wanted to manipulate me, rather than to understand me.
  14. Thank you, Moksha. I’ll contemplate on this myself as well. I’m aware that all of my old tendencies are coming back to test me. They want my attention, but I know deep in my heart that I don’t have to obey their commands.
  15. That’s the point. You have to directly become conscious; You are the answer.