Fluran

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  1. psychedelics substances induce some equivalent of green/yellow/turquoise state of consciousness, which tripping/microdosing can be practical to induce internal individual state and solidify the state of consciousness for red, psychoactive substance that induce red state, it reminds me cocaine, but it is as well highly addictive, as well illegal. I wonder if there would be some safe substance to help and foster red state
  2. Keep going, it's valueable, it's cool to cultivate nondual emptiness consciousness on everyday, still it's good to have some healthy routine, good finance etc that allows more holistic thinking
  3. everyone there claiming itself as 7~9 (yellow-turquoise-coral(indigo) .. lol
  4. Ego is a construction unit of reality, the processing unit of universe, with many egos(or mental construct) combined, we construct the identity, Egos of people combined together, create a predictability social environment. mind is the infinite Ego Building machine, as it gets deconstructed by nondual-substances, or meditation, it gets regenerated rapidly, low dose of 5meo, gives some holistic realization in the daily life, high-dose of 5meo, gives realization of life and existence, there is infinite fractal egos; low-dose of 5meo deconstructs small subtle parts of egos, but not the main large part of Ego we focus on deconstructing ego, but what do you think about reconstructing ego effectively?, what do you think about taking medium dose of 5meo and doing activities that requires intensive ego?(that is counterintuitive, indeed, but I was able to do holistic thinking within frame of my work)
  5. I feel some dose of AL-LAD can give some realization that are practical enough, it can expose some blindspots of your stocks
  6. well other sources say that it's around rank 11, not the rank 5~6, 2,062,649 dollar 2023, 2,240,422; 2022 not 5,326,854.62, not the rank 5, what is going on with that source? still it is surprising and geopolitical genius of putin that it remains same place despite of sanctions and war;
  7. taking first 10mg was almost nothing to me, wondered why, then 18mg, boom! did not have god realisation though
  8. Interesting, so I looked up further information being persecuted for thousands of years, it builds up a deep rage that desires to purify; cleanse the world. paul wants to do revenge, maybe, and other forces in galaxy may rebel, using jihad to conquer those forces needed too. the world is never rational, modernism of US and western world is already failed long years ago, dune tells us that we have inherent beast that is uncontrollable, and never rational, collective ego, is that too, it desires for war, victory, self-rightousness. reddit user: Tapharon ·2 yr. ago There's no one simple answer. Like almost everything else in Dune, the answer to your question entails several factors. I'll try to summarize what I think are some of these factors below: -The Fremen were a persecuted people group for thousands of years, even before they ever settled on Arrakis. This persecution built up a deep rage and resentment for the rest of the universe that passed from generation to generation. The arrival of the messianic Paul and his training them in the weirding way finally gave the Fremen the chance they needed to visit this rage upon the universe in the form of jihad. -Paul probably wanted revenge, too. Although the Emperor was defeated and the ruling Harkonnen family exterminated, both Houses likely had many relatives and allies that needed to be dealt with. Not only that, but none of House Atreides' "allied" Houses bothered to come to the Atreides' rescue despite their admiration for Paul's father, the Duke Leto. Their lapse of loyalty would have to be dealt with most severely. -House Corrino had ruled the Imperium for over 10,000 years. Suddenly the members of the upper-class Landsraad hear that some backwater prophet named "Muad'dib" and his desert ilk just overthrew that great dynasty. Many Noble Houses would be suspicious. Others would be opportunistic. It's not likely any would immediately submit to their new ruler, even if Paul revealed himself to be the heir to the "legitimate" House Atreides. Only the brutality of the fanatic Fremen would be sufficient to make them accept their new ruler, just as the Corrino's Sardaukar forced the Imperium to kneel eons ago. from reddit https://www.reddit.com/r/dune/comments/rbe0sk/why_did_the_fremen_go_on_a_jihad/
  9. even if our belief is false; we must believe, if not, we will collapse existentially We gave them something to hope for. - That's not hope! This prophecy is how they enslave us! - It's not a prophecy. It's a story. stilgar (fremen's leader) - I don't care what you believe! I believe paul atreides sees the future that he can not change, he sees future for sure, still, he is trapped in the fate of universe and collective ego that wishes and desires to make war, he even sees the future he commits suicide, but then people use his skull and worship it, and use it for galactic jihad"
  10. seeing from both side on twitter, madness, aperspectival insanity freaks me out, just like fremens, there is collective ego that drives everyone into hell; truth does not matter, belief and faith shapes reality; it is too much tangled and messed up geopolitical situtation, it will require extraordinary spirituality + geopolitical ability to get through
  11. war like most conflicts after 2000s is not about Palestinians. I mean everyone kinda feels that they are victim and they are justified to do such cruel things, that's it, everyone feels subjectively that they are under existential threat. ++Russia and putin too
  12. it's my daily doomsday attitude, beyond the ocean and desert we are all same, while it acknowledges that we are all human being, it is not the quote of peace, it is endless existential struggle and fight with the life, knowing that we are all same regardless which side we are, still that does not give you peace, the world pushes us into conflict that we must face.
  13. all these sides, either tibet, israel, palestine, , as well Germany in world war 2, they are all in fear of being devoured and annihilated. even china themselves, are fear of being disintegrated
  14. this quiz is way to simple and cute very good educational resource.
  15. I interpretate that, to be mature, is to be functional, but to be functional and adaptive, system has to have dysfunction and errors, which is imaturity godel's incompleteness thereom, a system has to always have error or open to be adaptive, a system can not be closed and perfect same as, being mature, there has to be always not-knowing and being child, playing, in order to continously adapt.
  16. why so resistence someone being muslim, he will not be fundamentalist muslim, he will remain open, this person became sufi mystic; seems like a most deep muslim in the world in my view, he has also developmental view which resembles yellow/turquoise
  17. enlightenment, god, ego do not exist, but hmm.. they kind of exist, that's a thing, lol, even when you realize there is no ego or no god, no enlightenment, you may know also something deeper still existing.
  18. when I get relaxed visual field gets dissolved, quite radically, happened on 5meomalt and 5meodmt, and it kept happening after I sustained myself from psychedelics
  19. it's also the case that Leo has not been in Community where Turquoise can be easily cultivated/practiced, to me, being exposed to 5meodmt but not connected to any community, made me just calm relaxed yellow dude, by being in community, I could embody easily unconditional love and care for people, being in service(some green and turquoise there :D)
  20. many things make sense to me and thank you for dense documentation! except some few disagreement, turquoise is about nondual awareness and emptiness, it is not enlightenment itself, turquoise is living in dream, and is aware of it(construct-awareness) but can barely see or feel it that life is a dream Coral enters solipsism in "I" Individual interior, it begins with enlightenment, but is also not enlightenment itself, it just started exploring field of solipsism which may complete in stage teal solipsism gives great sense of agency, in order to have more "higher" agency than rest of human beings, first it has to detach and deconstruct human-self, observing and understand what "fear" is, as there is less fear, which will liberate mind from limitation(thus, higher agency), and then observe back rest of humanity easily manageable as most of humanity is still being "fearful", and rather like NPCs that are moved by fear, love. coral starts exploring the landscape of Solipsism, and it's scary as fuck, described as divine schizophrenia, and it starts learning how to use Chaos teal, assumebly, becomes stable, and do not intervene unless necessary. "less actions" 'more essential, impactful actions"
  21. you will experience recontextualization of reality and collapse of universe, existential crisis, panic, in the car which will give you sensation of.. mmh, it's gotta be okay anyway, it's upto you how you accept it after all, but smoking is anyway intense that can make you go unconsciousness and potentially not breathing.
  22. smoking is intense and short that can give uncontrolled consequences.
  23. that resonates, coral starts dealing with solipsism, becomes more complete and actualized in teal
  24. autopoiesis system/holacracy human cells and organs do not have their own will from our human perspective, they have far less agency, and they are rather a very complex symbiotic organic machine intertwined different part of our body. solipsism may bring dehumanizing interpretation too, still, solipsism can bring completely different perspective that gives higher agency than individual sense of agency, for example, what if you are awake as a "society" and each of human beings are cells, and institution and organizations are organs that help you stay conscious and alive. and who cares if it's all wrong, nothing is true, self-fulfilling prophecy can make it come true and real.