Davino

This blew my mind

@blankisomeone Yes, willing to die and surrender to death if comes. That ends all paranoia instantly, you have resolved the core

@Mileyofpink You forgive for your own sake not for others

this was so good, it took me by surprise

Be careful with Salvia you have been warned. Make it your last psychedelic, after you are a master of classic psychedelics and you have a daily steady sadhana practice. For me is perfectly fine, I experience very mild discomfort, but everyone is different. I know people that really hurts for them in the nose. But you could be like me so try. Also the effects are more in the head/mind space, while plugging is more bodily and embodied.

Ma: Quite a number attain to some siddhi (a degree of attainment) or mukti (liberation), but only one in ten millions arrives at complete Realization. It is very, very rare. Question: Do you think you have reached the ultimate state? Ma: (Laughs) Whatever you believe me to be, that I am. Question: From what moment did you have that Realization? Ma: When was I not?

Perfect vision denotes omniscience while happiness that depends on anything is bound to change into sorrow. When a child is born, everybody rejoices, but when he dies, there is grief. When happiness is derived from wife, son, home or anything of the world, distress will follow without fail. Where complete Independence of circumstance is, there alone can be perfect happiness. When the relationship of the servant to the Lord is established, this indeed is happiness. Essentially God and the Individual are not separate. Looked at from a certain angle, who is it that is born? There is in fact no birth. To acknowledge birth is to bow to ignorance.

Madagascar

I have been years trying to find out what really happens with me when I sleep. However, not having come to any satisfactory revelation I am here asking if anyone has had any insight or direct experience on the nature of Deep Sleep. Why is Sleep even important? Well, let's imagine that you live 80 years. From those, you will spend 27 years sleeping. Wow 27 years? Are you not curious what is really going on with sleep? On top of that, if you have awoken to consciousness, as your real nature and the nature of all that is, are you not puzzled about this unconscious sleeping mystery that takes out 1/3 of your human conventional life? In my investigation I have come across many possible explanations and techniques. I've researched about the Turiyatita state, said to include and transcend the three main states of consciousness that are waking, dreaming and deep sleep and is ever constant in all. I've studied about Cessation. It explains that consciousness and unconsciousness are codependentely arising one from another and in a cessation you are getting blinked out of both. However, none of these I have been able to awaken to so far, and seem to miss the point about something so commonplace as sleeping. I've also reflected on consciousness being an Infinite Scale and deep sleep just being a lower graduation, waking state higher and an Awakening much higher. While this explanation has logical sense to me, it lacks the firm clarity and unshakeability of Truth and remains in a superficial level. I've also experimented with Yoga Nidra and conscious sleeping successfully, yet so what? Even though I can have the experience, sleep has already happened in me and is still happening. In the case I experienced conscious sleep for the rest of nights of my life, I know that deep sleep has happened for years in a row for me. I've also realized that I imagined sleep and I had never ever slept in my whole life. This while having the solid rock of Truth does not correlate to all states of consciousness and clearly not in every day life. I don't find myself in a state to claim I have never slept in my everyday life, precisely because I sleep every night and I wouldn't if it was the case. It also surprises me how little importance this topic is given, even Leo has rarely talked about it. Many here claim that all is consciousness: an Infinite Consciousness, yet every night they sleep and fall unconscious. That's like saying I am water and every night turning into fire. So then: If I am consciousness why do I sleep?

Being conscious of unconsciousness is higher consciousness. Before they were so unconscious that did not even exist for you. Also another thing to take into account is ego backslash. But sounds more like the first one for you

I would like to leave this here for the record and also saying something among the lines of @Breakingthewall Meditation did NOT work properly for me till I tried Malt. After some trips, now meditation DOES WORK. Like really work. Almost any practice has been iluminated for me after 5meo really. Moreover, now they happen spontaneously -> meditation, prayer, yoga...

Impressive. Why have you decided to do this? Are you more conscious in your everyday life? Do you feel healthier and active? Is this your lifestyle? Do you see yourself doing this all your life?

Why did you frame it like this? For me meditation is all about consciousness

Of course! I used to do this from a self-contracted standpoint, really trying to figure it out from a place of lack... Not any more. Now I do it from playfulness. It's my way to celebrate existence. It is a real joy the whole proccess. Like dancing, I'm not trying to arrive from point A to B, rather just letting myself be a leaf in the wind, dancing and being uniquely myself. The moment I realized I am not human is when for the first time I started discovering what is to be human, who I really am and what I enjoy to do. And I enjoy the game of Whac-A-Mole

You feel like shit because it takes so much strain in your body to create sperm again. It is such a costly process in all levels of the human being. So much vitamins and components from each organ is taken out. Energetically and spiritually is also very demanding to create millions of replicas of you. I did not find clarity till I read this book and the possibility of sex without ejaculation demistified: Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy I'm thinking about making a post about the author Mantak Chia, for being the first one (after really too much search) to explain how SEX and sexual energy REALLY work.

But isn't that reality you are spawned into after awakening? In one the spawning is like the frames where there, in the other it seems like it wasn't there. Yet in both it is a continuum reality that configures in that way. Meaning that, actually consciousness did not cease but what you are conscious of right now is that, consciousness tricked and imagined itself to cease. I think this could be accurate and also links it with imagination.

@Breakingthewall Wow that is exactly so. I have also reflected about what you are saying but you provided the missing pieces that I was lacking. What if I don't want to let go? What if you don't want to let it go? Can we choose to let go of things? Or do things let go of us? Tricky stuff, yet just playing with you. I get you and in fact I wanted to also let it go but it was to much of a hole in my understanding of reality to let it go, maybe you love her too much also to let her go and want to play your best game with her. Could you give any advise in someone trying to replicate what you have verified for yourself? I am actually going through an interesting proccess of posing this question to everything. If I am God why I procrastinate? If I am God why do I eat? If I am God why do I behave, think and feel like a limited human? In this way, I'm trying to ground all my human capabilities in service of who I am, Reality itself, Existence itself. I am not saying anymore how can I be consciousness if I sleep. Now I say, how can I sleep if I am consciousness. You see this subtle importante change in your framing of reality. I suffer so much, how can i be God? No... I am God, how can I suffer so much? I am God, how can I be so unconsciuous, so selfish..? Like this I am flipping all myself inside out to see what remains after this proccess is completed.

@Inliytened1 I don't think I understood you correctly. Are you saying that there is no deep sleep and all night long we are dreaming but when we wake up we have no memory about that? Or are you saying that even sleep is a state of consciousness? Could you please clarify what did you really mean? This is important for me, your help would be very much appreciated

You left me puzzled with that answer not gonna lie!

The problem is that you may eat hand full of seeds and have mild effects or just eat one seed and have an overdose and die. There is NO WAY to measure how much active ingredient you are getting, you are really playing Russian roulette. It's bad from wherever health angle you may look at it really (although the experience if safer would be interesting to have). It also can cause adverse effects for the rest of your life. You will be 70 still suffering from a stupid decision you made when you were young.

Any chemical that is direct enough in hitting my consciousness. That's how I frame it to myself and why I consider ketamine and salvia psychedelics. Although tecnically speaking they are entheogens.

NO. Here you can find the most crazy Psychonauts, if there is an agreement is on Datura. Proceed at your own risk This point you have no idea how profound is. You don't remember you have taken Datura! While tripping balls on Datura!!!

@Razard86 Yes, you have to jump and not only once, multiple times it happens as we all know. After some time you even enjoy it and feel comfortable in the unknown. Will there be sharks in these dark waters...? Is there something on the other side? Yes, the same side

@Someone here The inconsistency of your posts over the years is strange. Hope you get some clarity about where the gold is man, to go at least in the good direction. Otherwise you are striking blindly. You say intuition because you don't actually know, when you know there is no more intuition. You don't intuit that there is an existence right now happening, being, breathing, this aliveness is not an intuition see? It is actual, direct. In the same way is God and Iness. Reality/Truth is what you are intuiting but truth is already here, it is the here, the now. I'm not joking really, actually see this unbroken beingness. This is the direction, keep on going. Ground yourself in experience, whatever you are experiencing right now, it's it, this is it. See? Not that hard, keep going down this path of actuality and you will see what is actually going on here and remember always to follow your intuition in the way.