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Everything within God is an illusion build on top of eachother in layers, that's why everything is so connected as it is essentially 1 thing operating from different levels. The levels are perspectives

Autism is barely a mentall illness, it depends on the degree. I've had autistic girlfriend that has asperger.foolhardly to compare paths? Lets take a simple example. 1. Person that lives on goverment benefits and has all the time there is. 2. Working family or perhaps a single perant that works 40-50h a week to take care of himself or perhaps his kids. Which option has to do more work/choices in a daily life? # example 2 1.African tribe , cook/sing/dance/gather/hunt 2. U.S.A Kindergarten/school/college/work/pay bills/stress at home/work etc. Which option has to do more work/choices in the daily life? If you received an easy path from god where you're in a position that you have to make less choices you should't be giving advice from your comfort zone specially saying something like not 'seeing something as a problem' sitting on goverment benefits and posting all day.

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Yeah now you're comparing yourself to materialists, that don't know anything besides this world. You should keep it that way. _______________________________________ That might be accomplished but my real problem is trying to understand why misery, suffering and hardships are prevailing in ones life Some guy on goverment benefits: You see it as a problem. I don’t. Love is Absolute. I see it as ultimate disrespect, don't compare your easy path to his

Funny joker guy that sits on his goverment benefits and says things like this, you should be ashamed

Yeah looks like he can't read past his own nose or not awake enough to understand. Glad you did

I remember i enteree psychologists room for an interview, my first thought was that she was ugly and masculine. During the session we loved each other really hard, then the light in the room and objects changed to warm/golden light, her appearance was also more beautiful to me and she looked cute. It seems that your own consciousness is literally responsible for everything, the state of your consciousness dictates everything. But it is not our fault for limited consciousness, it's literally what we wanted. So stop with this identifying bullshit, we can literally leave consciously if we wanted to but finding out about your true omniscient nature makes you rethink everything. You cant have things we have here and it's the other way around too

Was listening to rj spina today in some pod cast, funny enough he said the same thing. Letting go of all beliefs and living in the present is the first step, but the problem you're so attached to your ego that you won't get lose from it by your own power that descision is made somewhere else. The real key to life is just to live and do whatever pleases you, all is already known by god , you seeking for knowledge and enlightenment is your ego at work

I joined christian forum once, they claimed i was a false prophet me telling them basic things about consciousness. All i could see on that forum , is low conscious people with extremely huge ego's. Anything that is questioned gets you banned. The attitude/judgement and emotions they express are all signs of low consciousness

@001 I have used many different frequencies/sounds for almost 2 years every day, this one gives me dreams every day. It is also responsible for many awakenings that i constructed for myself during lsd using this sound. I use noise reducing earplugs, then i put audio headband on my head and ears and play this sound when i go sleep.

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They're tapping into some kind of frequency momentarily that gives them different consciousness state during their waking dream state Here's an example: I go to bed, i turn on specific frequency/sound that will give me almost always a dream during the sleeping state. 1. Sound starts playing in my ears. 2. 10 minutes later, i enter dream state and i'm still conscious that i'm dreaming. 3. I'm conscious that i'm dreaming, but the frequency that i'm playing into my ears totally dissapeared it's not there. 4. I wake myself up from the dream, sound starts playing into my ears again. Here's an example of LSD state, During LSD state, your waking dream becomes dream like. The music that is playing might go low/high volume, if you enter even higher consciousness state it completely disappears. It's like your mind is controlling everything, you will also notice that because you're entering higher states of consciousness your mind is controlling the music volume that is best for you. So if it's on max or lowest volume, you will still hear it on normal volume

Yes, when i had my first ego death and i was still in extremely high conscious state. I decided to write it on this forum, instead of getting negative feedback and so on everyone confirmed that it was truly the case. the "truth" was being reflected from god unto me by using others. What do you use to trip outside lsd?

It's both, from higher level nobody exist even your so called avatar. Because you made yourself finite as god, you also experience others that are you. If you are conscious enough right now, you will notice that everyone is your reflection of your consciousness. Everyone has its own consciousness, but don't mistake "own" as truly ours because this isn't the case. We are all just puppets that god use, to learn about things and experience life. From what i have seen during my awakenings is that you put yourself into a dream as the only "one" chooser, and other people will never be as conscious as you they're always simply gonna be a reflection of yourself and what is within god. You're the only one that will have an awakening close to your death/dream end.

On a higher level evryone is a reflection of you, on even a higher level you're nothing more then an imagination with others, on even a higher level you don't exist, there is only one

Yeah you see, for some reason even before posting my comment a thought came into my mind saying you didn't have this experience. Because you didn't have the heart thing, it's even harder for me to accept your story now, specially because everything that i experienced after stopping my heart connects everything so well at an insanely high level. Stopping your heart is a symbol for getting to know the truth, god gave me this option 2x and at the second time i decided to pierce through it. You didn't even have this option and claim my experience is false, as much as i hate my experience i can't get over the heart thing

@Breakingthewall But did you also had to stop/pierce your heart to reach infinity, did you get that option? If yes, then why is your experience different then mine when i had to stop my heart a symbol for truth? Or you never experienced the option to stop your heart? And what doesnt allow me or you to manifest winning lottery?

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that quote is totally false and comes from materialistic ego mind, I've literally seen how walls breath with you the time you inhale and exhale. The world is made so, that there is a perfect balance between life/other/survival. You never have to suffer as much as what you're witnessing!!

So it all starts with my hobby being psychology for like 6 years, i started playing in virtual reality where you're using an avatar in the game using full body vr technology to interact with users in different (gaming) reality. I started doing alot of tests and discovered myself 100% how female psychology/biology works unconsciously. Consider this like Michael Newtons past life regression technique that the discovered. (We humans can discover alot of things by doing things on our own, these things that we discovered will be unknown to people) Basically reaching a higher level of consciousness in certain real life subject. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ For many years i was always thinking about our life purpose or what the purpose of life is, i discovered that the only real purpose of life on this planet is to reproduce. I discovered that low conscious female human brain subconsciously is mostly looking for good genetics, so she mostly will go for males that will show her good genetics in behaviour. The behaviour in male will mostly be based on survival, the main aspect of this is : If i reproduce with him, will my genes survive for thousands of years? This is just a very very small part of female subconscious. I was always thinking that the purpose of life is to reproduce because there is nothing else important to do here on earth, i was thinking about our ancestors. They have been reproducing for thousands of years just to get me here into this future, so i must not dissapoint them and reproduce myself???? Being a man with 10 children is more important then to be a billionare with 1 child??? Oh boy, i was wrong. ( You will know later) ___________________________________________________________________________________________ With my knowledge about female psychology/biology and knowing the purpose of life i applied to a sperm donor clinic, sending them consciously a very narcissistic e-mail. In the e-mail i bragged how much i earned, how good looking i was, that i fighted many times and had 0 losses, told them i achieve everything easily without doing much. After this, they called me for a donation appointment to see how good my sperm was and if they needed it. It was good enough and i could progress further, After sending my donor pasport i got called by a gynaecologist, he said due to corona he couldnt speak to me and sent me straight away to clinical psychologist. He would say things on the phone like : And you are good at fighting? I realized that he was being very judgemental and because of this e-mail he didnt want to talk to me and sent me straight to clinical psychologist but i also realized that it was a test he specifically said: And you are good at fighting? But ignored the sentence next to it where i said: I can achieve everything i want easily. His last sentence on the phone was: If you can pass clinical psychologist you can become a sperm donor. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ I was hoping that the clinical psychologist would be a female, this would be an ultimate test of the knowledge i have. She called me on the phone and started talking to me in a condescending voice like i was a little beby boy. During this phone call i was aware that she was talking to me like this because i sent a narcisstic email to the clinic and that this was a test. But i didnt know which test it was because it can be a test for many things that i was aware of. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ So after a month or so i went to the appointment with the clinical psychologist. She called my name and i walking behind her, first thing my intuition told me is that she had this narcissistic energy about her. When i walked into the room she asked me : Are you gay? I said: No is this genetic? She said: Some are born gay and some become gay. She said: Can you take off your mask we're sitting 2 meters from each other so there is no danger from Corona. I realized she said this so she can watch my mouth and see things more clearly in behaviour. I said: It doesnt matter to me and throwed the mask on the table. She was looking at the mask with a wtf look because i throwed it. After i throwed it she says: So how did you come to the idea becoming sperm donor? In a very condescending voice like i was a little beby boy. I was 26 at that time and she was 51. The only option i had from all the options on female psychology/biology is to stand up for myself and pass the assertiveness test, i started telling the story in a very heavy manly pitch with non squinting eyes to the point that she had to look down like she submits. I instantly stopped , she lifts her head up high and looks down on me (Then suddenly a random picture in my thoughts got sent to me out of nowhere the picture showed me a person in virtual reality that had exact her personality, it showed me by this what actions i should undertake to pass this interview against this person) and then left its back to the normal position and asks: What are your educations? (I said: Nurse . I said this to show her empathy and to let her know that i was probably an empath and also because this was my first education but i quit it during first year.) She looked surprised and shocked from my answer. ___________________________________________________________________________________________ So basically she was asking me all sorts of questions and doing tests, i was aware of every test and question and why she was asking them. I could pass everything easily, during this interview i felt that her consciousness wasnt on a very high level but that it was high and that i didnt meet anyone like her before. Because i was aware of everything she was doing to me and what purpose these tests/questions had. So i decided to take it a step further and apply my knowledge on her and see the results. I was answering all her questions and tests specifically that will make me look good to her subconscious. I noticed that during this interview it felt like i was being lead by higher power or maybe i was in a state of superconsciousness, the higher power was aware that i had this knowledge so it told me exactly what to do. ( it was also sending me pictures randomly to what to do) For example: It showed me a picture of the most beautifull girl that i have ever seen in real life, she was smiling at me without breaking eye contact and saying anything. What i got from this picture was: I have to smile to her without breaking contact until she smiles back. Then i looked into her aroused red lips when she smiled back like i really wanted her really badly making her feel good etc. So to make it short: I was in a state of superconsciouss and was definitally getting helped by something during this interview. At the end of the conversation i was doing short giggles to show her that there is more to this life because i could sense that i passed this easily and i could also see that she was hypnotised. When she said her finale sentence because the time was up, i stand up very fast consciously. (I did this because i knew if i would stand really fast she would experience a breaking connection miracle where she would feel that we disconnect/ her soul is coming back) I don't know how to describe this. So i stand up really fast specifically for this purpose and walk towards the door, my thoughts randomly tell me : She will experience this too look back. I look back and i see that she is staring into nothingness like she was hypnotised the suddenly she lets out a moan of pleasure (because her soul came back/disconnection was felt. She walks towards me and stands really close to me, when she walked into my space for the first time in my life i could feel an energetic field around a human body. It was like 8 inches from her body , it felt like very strong loving heat energy . It felt so strong to me that i felt like i was being burned by love and warmth, i got overwhelmed and was in total bliss. I was also seeing the world in Full HD felt like this was the worlds full color spectrum that looked like Golden Light all the dull colors were much lighter ___________________________________________________________________________________________ 3-4 weeks later i got called and they told me i was accepted as a Sperm Donor. Months after this incident i started awakening and many more miracles happend: Like going out of body 4 times, or seeing the future during conscious dream. In the dream for example they showed me a map of Ukraine and Russia on this map the east side of Ukraine was red they showed me that Russia is going through Ukranian border thats why it is red colored. After this i wake up and my thoughts told me that it was going to happen. I went to work and 6 hours later and i see breaking news Russia is invading Ukraine. So because i reached a new state of consciousness, i realized what the real purpose of life is ; The real purpose of life is: It doesnt matter just be yourself and develop your consciousness. We are here just for fun learning things and playing the game and developing our consciousness since we are god ourselves being split into different ego's/souls. So we are basically mini gods you can call god our Father. Abilities that i gained: -Going out of body if i really put my intent into it. ( it doesnt really matter anymore, i had this experience and know how it feels like there is no purpose of this) -Seeing future events , i only had this one time after awakening and it also doesnt really matter. By showing me this future event the lesson was: There is more to this life/develop your consciousness - Seeing/feeling how developed someones consciousness is in real life is a major one and how to respond to them to fit their level of consciousness. -Materializing holographic picture in total white color: to clarify - If i look at the picture of the clinical psychologist and after that i look at the wall of my room it materializes on the wall the same as she is on the picture and then it starts floating on the wall to the sides. Lesson for me from this: There is more to this life/develop your consciousness In 2 months i also have my first ayahuasca/psychedelic trip i wonder how all this will apply to what i will see! ___________________________________________________________________________________________ if you took your time to read through all of this, thank you and know that there is more to this life!

Like most of you already know, recently i did mahasamadhi and received a choice to stop my heart. After stopping it, this is what i saw. Of course i can't fully represent what i saw but this is a sketch that might contain errors the coloring red/orange is represented as red from above and every vibration the red changes to billions of different versions of red for infinity and goes down this vibration. The vibration is very slow but extreme powerfull

i hope i'm wrong and you're right

God is capable to think on its own, that's what consciousness levels are. God is also capable to take over your body, which happend to me like twice. God is also capable to talk to you, it is like you're talking to your daddy that knows what he is doing. When god chooses a dream, he essentially creates a smaller version of himself that is god within its own dream, that's how separation is made, you have your own bubble of existence but you are still connected to god.