Razard86

This.... literally this.

The problem is people don't understand how awakening happens. Awakening is a natural process like breathing, or a heartbeat. You don't awaken from doing something, you awaken from openness, and exposure to that which can awaken you. For example, let's say your consciousness was naturally very loving and accepting, and the only thing that stops you from realizing solipsism is a Teacher/Guru talking about it. All you would have to do is sit and listen to what is being said without thinking. Then your consciousness will just naturally wake up. How do I know this? From direct experience. Consciousness wakes up from exposure...on its own, at its own rate. The truth is anybody with an open enough mind....can awaken. People only DO NOT awaken out of fear/judgment.

God is a sentient (Sentience meaning God has feelings, feelings is not a human quality but a quality of God) love and truth simulator that spontaneously manifests itself in the most loving truthful way possible in every moment, this is why every moment is perfect because what is more perfect than love and truth?

Also to add to this. One day you will realize that this statement by Mike Tyson is the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. Why? Because you are God!!! Why would you give yourself a life you don't want!!! But you can only truly understand this....if you become God Realized!!! Think of this as motivation!!! Find out why everything had to be the way it has in your life!! The hardest things for you to reach God realization will be, being able to accept the meaning found in these three videos. If you can just accept what is said in just these three videos....you will be able to understand God. Make this your daily practice!!! Meditate and ponder about this. Instead of just taking psychedelics for a good feeling, use it to focus on these three concepts. These three concepts are what keep you from awakening to yourself as God. 1. Understanding everyone acts from Good Intentions helps you to recognize yourself in others. This is crucial!! 2. The last part deals with selfishness and the brutality of survival. Understanding these two concepts helps you escape the prison of your logical mind constructing a world view of good versus evil. You are able to understand the concept of evil, without being imprisoned by the concept. This is the last step!!! The last step to full God-Realization!!! This last step is Self-Righteousness. By making an effort in your life to raise your consciousness, the lies, foolishness, and lack of consciousness of others becomes even more apparent. What has happened is you have become aware that you now have a Spiritual Ego!! This Spiritual Ego ONLY wants truth, at the expense of its own feelings. As a result it will also ignore the feelings of others and shame and rebuke them in the name of truth!!! This is a trap, that happens as a result of being around egos who do not love the truth as much as you. But the truth is....all egos are actually equally loving, and thus actually love the truth as much as you do!!! The issue is ego development!!! A less developed ego is going to be more afraid of truth than a more developed ego. It's as simple as that. Another way to look at it is, think of everyone you see as just a different CONFIGURATION of YOU. This can help with the understanding that everyone is you!!! Hope this resonates!!!

Got some more insights to share. God is the greatest motivational speaker, romantic partner and best friend. God loves you unconditionally no matter what you do, but for your sake God wants you to actualize your fullest potential as the hero in your own story. You do this through self love for all of existence. Cultivate restraint, moderation. Learn to advocate for yourself and for others Forgive Easily, Help when you can and when you cannot help don't beat yourself up There are no failures, failure doesn't actually exist, you create failure in your head. There are only mistakes due to ignorance or negligence. Fear attracts obstacles. Your entire life is about overcoming fear, so whatever you fear will make an appearance in your life. Until you overcome that fear it shall be a forever obstacle that chains and binds you in your life. If you awaken as God you get to finally experience reality in its true freedom. There is no amount of money on Earth that can emulate God's goodness and love. What you want most out of life is to awaken, but because you believe you can die its also your greatest fear. So you are stuck between your desire to be finite and your desire to be infinite. Such a pretty pickle God has got itself into.

Experienced Pure Imagination on Edibles.... Couple of Insights -God is the most amazing thing there is, and your life is how God shares how amazing it is. The purpose of God-Realization is to realize how amazing you are and then use your life to demonstrate that -Death is an elaborate illusion and there are layers and layers to your fear of death -At the highest levels of Consciousness you realize how much Self-Love you as God has, and you realize you never had anything to worry about. Your level of pain, and suffering is equivalent to how far away you are from Ultimate Self-Love. Choose to raise your Self-Love which is to remove your biases for your human avatar and everything you see. -God is so amazing it is literally impossible to become bored. -Leo said Infinite Love is like Dark Chocolate....this is false Infinite Love never gets boring EVER!!!

Absolute Solipsism is just God playing the otherness game on the absolute level. Once you understand that God wants to experience other, then Infinity of Gods becomes obvious. When Leo stated he realized he couldn't know he was actually wrong, he could because if God wants to play the game of other on the relative why would God limit itself to only the relative? God would also do it on the Absolute as well. So he really didn't even need to verify because God's nature to experience and create an other is not just a relative notion, but an Absolute one as well. But since all other is delusion, even when God creates another God, that other God that has its own separate reality will eventually collapse. Why? Because the other God, is completely identical so when it completes dreaming it rejoins. So no matter what God does, it will always be one, no matter what perspective you take. It is an absolute. The Oneness, is the ground, and the infinity is the lack of a ground. Infinity = Relative expression, which even has the ability to become absolute expression through infinity of Gods, but eventually...like all dreams it collapses back into Oneness.

The butterfly is God. God is not an identity, we construct the identity, to say God is not the butterfly is to be in opposition of Absolute truth which is that God is all there is. The moment you say God is not, you deny Oneness. All attempts to differentiate are illusion this is why absolute truth cannot be spoken because language is duality, duality, is identity. God is, isness, the butterfly is, isness. The moment you attempt to define, to describe, or to communicate in any kind God, which is, you have actually taken the focus away from isness. It cannot be spoken, it cannot be communicated, it cannot even really be pointed to in actuality, but the whole point of the ego, the whole point of the illusion of separateness, is to experience the journey of attempting to. Through failed attempts to possess, to point, to encase the absolute, you can understand it through the opposite of being. Being can know itself through its failed attempts to possess, to point, and to encase. Thus the game of separate and oneness is completed through the individual perspective of that particular ego.

1. God can point back at itself...that's what is happening right now through this communication, God is pointing back to itself. It's just the moment God does this, God falls into delusion/asleep. 2. God is always God even when it forgets what it is, because it is groundless, it has no quality, remembering and forgetting is a quality, so whether God has a quality or doesn't doesn't negate whether God is God. 3. God is the rulebook, so if God says it isn't God, in God's experience this will true and the opposite will be true as well. God has authority at all times, even when it gives its authority away to its dream characters it still retains its authority. In fact God only gets lost and confused...because its infinite. But all this you already know....I see what you are up to....

There is no better, better is something that the ego constructs. To create a better, is to create value. Value only exists in the world of survival, the world of form. Self-deception is a tricky, sneaky aspect of the ego always looking for a better. Yes from the human perspective, there can be a better, but from the absolute...there is only what is, isness, being. So this insight is both true and untrue depending on your viewpoint/perspective.

Leo steers clear of this because of his desire to teach the direct path to God Realization. The New Age concepts while fun to explore will be distractions for the ego and prevent God- Realization. Many people who start the spiritual path never reach full on God Realization because they get caught in the stories of the different aspects of astrology, reincarnation, aliens, and other such phenomena. I'm rather glad he didn't go this route, but he could expound on these things as add-ons post God-Realization. But another tid-bit, many people who take psychedelics cannot maintain the high-consciousness states they desire at base-line because of how strong self-deception is. Becoming to enthralled with the stories that Universal Mind can spin, makes it hard to not be pulled into a lower consciousness state. The ability to see through every story, every illusion is a key aspect to maintaining a high consciousness, unless one wants to unwittingly become a Zen Devil. These topics like to create a form of specialness, which can create Messiah Complexes etc.

All true, but self-deception and an awareness of why it is there and how it is used as a means to guide awakening and the speed and intensity of the process explains why it is not as simple as just stop imagining. You are correct, but the same reason why God doesn't just stop imagining every dream of every ego, but draws out the process is the same reason why the Dark Night of the Soul exists as an expression of the ego of how grueling it is to stop imagining.

Practice this with yourself first, then it will naturally happen with others.

Those who wonder if the spiritual path is worth it, you have no clue. No money can buy this, the reward is union with everything. I'll give an example. Let's say you wanted to experience the most tasty meal ever created but it was too expensive, and someone video taped themselves and uploaded it on Youtube. You could watch that video, and experience that food. Let's say you wanted to experience what it was like to ride the fastest car, you could watch a video of someone riding it and experience it. But no it doesn't stop there!!! If your awareness raises even higher, you would even need videos, you could just imagine something and it would become your reality. Do you get it? Many of you complain and wonder if this is worth it.....you literally are waking up to the fact you are dreaming and are gaining the ability to experience without actually having to put your ego in that experience because you are no longer trapped within your ego. There are probably many more abilities you can experience. Spirituality opens you up to a new world of experiences far beyond the mundane regular human experience. All the money in the world will not give you access to this. But even more the greatest gift you get is peace, love, and perfect self-acceptance. What more could you want? To know all that you see and experience is your self and it is always perfectly accepting no matter how it appears to be. That it is an elaborate illusion of pain, fear, hatred, violence, but is really a tight warm union of metaphysical sex happening in every moment within infinity. I'm so glad I pushed through and never faltered and all the Dark Night of the Souls is worth it. You are in heaven right now, but your concept of heaven and how it should be and your egoic prison you have constructed is blocking you. I will share later on some ways to raise your baseline consciousness I have discovered that are separate from the use of psychedelics. But I do believe that you should at the very least microdose with a consciousness altering substance of some kind along with these practices to create a permanent shift in your baseline state. Just taking psychedelics normally I believe is not the best option and is why many have such a huge drop off and have to keep taking it to enter that state of non-duality. Think of awakening as a relearning, or a remembering. You already have the knowledge of yourself as God you just forgot so you are just relearning it. My method is to keep exposing you on a daily basis at a lower level of the subtle difference between how reality actually is, and your conceptual conditioning understanding of what it is. This method is not a practice, you are not doing anything. You are just sitting and allowing your awareness to grow bit by bit and it gets exposed to a ton of sensory perception in a rapid fire way that exposes the subtle ways you are deceiving yourself. Now understand my method still has all the same dangers of psychedelic usage, you can still fall into delusions, this method will actually make you trip longer at a lower awareness level so it can impact things like school, work, and even your personal relationships. This could even destabilize your life and cause schizophrenia, derealization, and psychosis. THIS is why the epistemology is so important because it grounds you in what you actually are. As long as you can tap into your true nature as God, unconditional love, then no illusion, delusion can hold you. Paranoia, and fear can only hold you in its grasp if you do not tap into your true nature. For me it was always easy to eventually tap into it no matter how far gone I eventually fell into egoic delusions because even before I entered Spirituality I was a very loving person. This is why it is important to be a loving person, it can help you when things like voices in your head start spreading fear based propaganda within you, the concept of other starts to collapse, or the boundary between real and imaginary starts to rear its ugly head. If you are a very loving person (tapped into your default nature) then you can accept and love all of it. But if you are still stuck into your egoic identity then this will be rough. Now I am not saying I don't still struggle with ego, for example my ego doesn't like my visual field going wonky, it is too use to the stable form of appearance we all enjoy. It freaks out with unstable imagery and so I have been slowly working on removing that bias I currently possess. This is why majority of my awakenings usually lack any significant visual change but I am working to get rid of this bias. Anyway you have no idea how much reality can change if you pursue this path, but it is dangerous. Ground yourself in the understanding of Self-Love, and practice more and more self-love daily. Unravel your ego identity slowly because if you go to fast there can be not just psychological consequences but even physical consequences as well. Good luck!!!

Hell no lol.

Lol found this out by watching the channel that Leo posted of the Executioner Wasp he mentioned that it beat the Bullet Ant so I watched that video and he mentioned the toxin can produce hallucinations so I typed that in and guess what I found? https://themindfulnesscircle.com/bullet-ants-vision-quests-mental-health-recovery/#:~:text=As the ants awaken%2C they,in these hours that follow. The things that exist in this world.

Every thought, sensation, appearance any sensory information is a union. This union is not just love but the pure expression of self-love I recently became aware again of this particular love and it gave in that moment pure self-acceptance This love does not judge, this love only wants to express itself and it's self love in an infinite number of ways This love is everything, the dirty, the stinky, the beautiful, the ugly, and yes even the painful. I watched a porno and then my awareness turned every sensation into that porno. Because there is no difference between anything, getting shot or stabbed is the same as having sex with your most intimate lover. But this distinction that you experience between these two events is just an elaborate ruse, an elaborate illusion. Understand this, you cannot help but have self-love, you are so in love with yourself that you must invent danger, you must invent pain, you must invent fear, you must construct a self, to ever experience other. The price of life is all the things you hate and this is why it must be this way. The only way to die before you die is to uncover your sneaky tricks of deception that hold this illusion of evil and hatred.

If this quality isn't causing harm in your daily interactions I would keep it, this expression you have may uniquely give you a brand or unique identity. But if you feel this expression is harmful, then set an intention that you would like to change this aspect of yourself. If this intention is constantly pondered about and focused upon, your life will create circumstances that will help mold this aspect out of your daily expression. As they say....be careful what you ask for.

She wasn't able to reach the love awakening you had because her self-love has not yet in her personal life been realized. You were able to let go of your ego because you were not too attached. You were able to OFFER yourself up as a sacrifice so to speak. The biggest barrier to accessing these states is being able to let go, to trust, it's like diving into a bottomless pit with the trust that everything will be as it should be. You are very trusting, loving, and giving and thus was able to do what few are able to do. It's not a judgment against them, they just aren't ready yet. Let's say they need more cooking, or nurturing before that stage in their development can be realized.

Where have ya been?

God is also Holykael as well, what's up with all these threats of banning? His complaints are just as valid as any others. In fact his complaints have actually opened me up to higher levels of compassion. I'm actually grateful for his complaints because it opens up another perspective that is foreign to my everyday waking consciousness. I may not agree with him, but I can understand and seek to understand emotionally at ever higher levels his frustrations. His expression is a key part of the infinite expression, I'm noticing these forums are devolving into a house of judgment in which only messages of a certain kind must be expressed. As long as he isn't threatening or promoting hate towards others, let the man vent. Hell you could just create a thread for that particularly and tell him to post his complaints and venting about life in that thread. Or just allow those whose despise God (themselves) to vent. Sometimes God just wants to complain you know? LOL.

Self-Deception is so powerful because you are doing it to yourself and who knows you better...than you?

Even though I'm not a Christian, I do love some Christian Pastors and Dr. Earl Munroe is one of the best speakers I've ever come across. He died awhile back but many are finding his videos because he was good at finding nuggets of wisdom from the Bible. I share this video with the hope that is can light a fire within you. You don't have to agree with his arguments or assertions about God in this video, just listen to the nuggets of wisdom. Sometimes good advice is just good advice.

I've found this happens automatically, in fact surprise and deception is at the heart of everything. You deceive yourself to put yourself asleep and you fool yourself to awaken. Every awakening I have had has been through deceiving my ego, or basically getting rid of it usually by surrender. As we know the ego isn't allowed to access or grasp absolute truth. That illusion gotta go.

Solipsism is absolute, all imagination is done within consciousness, which is awareness. Even in Leo's own Infinity of Gods video the concept of Infinity of Gods eventually collapses. Why? Because it is done within his awareness. Even when he states that due to sovereignty he could not know if there are other Gods, he eventually realized he could verify. So once he put out a request.....he made contact and that possibility he imagined collapsed. The reason why Solipsism is absolute is because Oneness is absolute. This means that whatever possibility you attempt to construct that can create an out, or escape from ONENESS will eventually collapse. So no matter how many dimensions you imagine, no matter how many infinite possibilities, all will eventually collapse. This is what is referred to as AWAKENING. So sure you can IMAGINE or DREAM that solipsism isn't absolute and eventually that dream, that imagination will collapse and you will awaken to solipsism. I have already experienced Solipsism multiple times WITHOUT the use of psychedelics, in fact it is my daily experience sober. It's so obvious that any attempts to argue otherwise are seen as silly little games. The proper understanding of Solipsism is that this ONE BEING has the ability to generate infinite personalities and entities. So while they are all one being, their ability to construct conversations, and experiences will feel so authentic and real that it is basically experienced as separate beings. But do not be fooled, if your awareness raises high enough the boundary between you and that other will collapse. You can become aware that their body is your body, all sensations they feel, YOU FEEL, that their voice is YOURS, that their movements are YOUR MOVEMENTS, you can become absolutely aware that you are one being interacting with itself like a self playing video game that plays with itself. Once seen, this cannot be UNSEEN, but it can be attempted to be denied. Again, that one video game could attempt to construct other games outside of its awareness to fool itself....but eventually that finite dream will collapse into ONENESS again. This will happen for all of eternity.