Arthogaan

Contrary to most comments I want to say congrats bro. You listened to your heart, you took an uncomfortable decision out of the scheme of society. You are free. You seem like a smart dude so you can always find another job and if it will be bad you will quit again. No need to dramatize when you have money and do not have a family to provide for.

I feel the obligation to remind us of this great piece of art here. All the best Leo.

The same thing that in nightly dreams. And the same thing that daydreaming. Only that God can imagine things so deeply and in a very stable way that it constructs reality.

My perspective is that you are just a figment of imagination and that you do not have your own perspective, you are a dream character to me. Evidence is direct experience. If I throw away all asumptions and all beliefs what you are left with is pure perception/imagination without the notion of Other. Just like in a lucid dream at night. BUT somehow it is also true for you. You are imagining me, and you are the only POV that exists right now. I don't know how brother, it is still something that I have to understand on my trips and meditations. It is a miracle and a mystery. How I try to reconcile it is that NOW from your perspective you are the only POV. But after your death, your consciousness maybe will decide that now it would be great to dream up a next incarnation of You but from Arthogaan's point of view. Which would mean that you are just writing with your future self in a way. You will be writing this words to yourself in some of the next lifes.

Familiarize yourself with the work of Leo some more:

You are imagining the reproducion and evolution.

Yes. It is imagined by Consciousness/God/You. This what Leo teaches.

Thats not true. While you dream at night, there is no your body/brain dreaming it up. It is Consciousness imagining a dream, and then when you wake up Consciousness is still imagining a dream but now a more stable one.

Just like in nightly dreams after one dream ends then you construct new body and reality.

Yeah whatever, we are splitting hairs now.

Yeah sure. It's just something that comes and goes and not something life becomes.

Life becomes much more interesting after awakening. You become adventurous, courageous, inspired, loving, giving. You see through your own bullshit. Boredom is just a beginning stage.

He was an adult. He had his whole life to prepare for death. Everyone dies ultimately alone. You will too. So don't be that harsh to yourself, it is not your responsibility to be a loving person to those dying especially when you have rough time. Just take it as a motivation to become the best human being possible.

For me that is the art that is the closest to what I feel like on deep trips:

XDD

Thats quite cool.

Arguing is Love.

I don't agree. You can put multiple sunglasess on your face so that you see different parts of your visual field in different shades and colours but it is still only one POV. Thats how I see it.

Is that your Direct Experience? K Not visual but my Entire Mind Field is all that exists. Only one Mind with one multidimensional mind POV. I dont find analogy to the body valid. All that is in my Mind Field is consciousness/feeling itself, be it my body or wall of my room or bodies of "others". But that does not mean a wall or other body has POV of itself when I do not imagine that it has.

You are imagining some past and some future. There is only This Now.

She is just a kid that does not know anything about life. Don't be mad at her. Love her. But in your inner world remember that she is just an innocent child and if she misbehaves you just got to get out of there man.

Congrats. But keep your mind open to the possibility that there are higher orders of understanding available to you if you use psychedelics and meditation.

Did you at any point regret breaking up with the first girl?

For me the best psychedelic for practical stuff is LSD. I am very clear and motivated while on it. Easy to contemplate, journal during a trip. You have a lot of time to really think through a theme for your life, longterm goals. It is not mindfucky for me. It just makes me a insightful and creative genius for 8 hours. But for a lot of people that is not the case, so you have to check for yourself.

Exploration.