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I used to have constant fear everyday of death. Akin to someone who is afraid of snakes having snakes thrown on them 24/7. I think I conquered my fear of non existence and I haven't gotten is back for 3 years now and I focus on it daily. I looked it up and they are called kleshas. If you overcome your klesha you are g2g. This can only be done by seeing that uts not real fear is not real why are you entertaining it. The only reason must be you haven't fully seen through your klesha. "The kleshas are considered the cause of suffering in yogic and Buddhist philosophy and are to be actively overcome. The five Kleshas are Avidya (ignorance), Asmita (egoism or I-am-ness), Raga (attachment), Dvesha (repulsion and aversion), and Abhinivesha (fear of death and the will to live)." I am starting to wake up and not be able to find myself in my pov. You cant think of anything cause you gotta find yourself to think. Withought thinking there is no fear of death but you gotta overcome your fear of death to stop thinking about it. The best thing to do is cry about it.if something pains you in life that you cannot change you cry about it. Well REALLY cry about it. You don't want to die and its unfair that you have too so surrender and cry like a baby. This should be something you cry about harder than anything that exists for you. Cry that you are dead its sad to be alone. Let God see how much you suffer it might do something special for you. Where men existentially cry God weep.

They just want to feel love and are wandering down a dark lonely hole looking for it. I'm not sure if I should pity anyone tho. I also think sex is a need just in the sense that it is necessary for life, also it is literally the one strive of mankind its the only reason anyone is doing anything. Men live to orgasm and feel God its the only reason the Eiffel tower and rocket ships exist. Our society is like one massive mating ritual. God is Sex. The first thing that happened was the biggest orgy session possible.

I also found if you surpress your thoughts during day to day they will come back later with more force. Like surpassing sexual thoughts around people will make you horny later but if you just let to them go and say what they want they won't come back later. So there's no point to try to stop them think what you want to think and don't censor your mind its just a thought.

Yes, learning to be loving is accepting all falsehood as truth cause the truth is I LOVE YOU! And thats all that matters to love like God is to lie for that one truth. So say whatever, lovingly even if its not true.

The solution is problems are imaginary.

@bebotalk if your a defense lawyer and you know your client did it its your job to lie and make him seem innocent.

I think there alot of men who travel over seas from America to find women to marry, you could find someone like that. But most single men are single at that age for a reason.

Not sure about enlightenment but they are definitely more spiritual so it could be higher than men. I beleive they have to be more submissive so they are easy to surrender but they also relinquish their authority to do so. Women are more open minded and emotional mostly, men tend to focus on physicality and ignore spiritual stuff. Maybe it will change

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I dislike Santa because Santa is babies first gaslight but Merry Christmas

I'm pretty sure when you realize there's nothing behind you its the beggining of you getting sucked put of 3d. I had a similar feeling it felt like something was sneaking up behind me and I kept turning around in a circle cause it was scary but it was always behind me. I had to just sit there in the fear it brought and I got sucked out of my body. If you can sit there with no fear and focus on a dot on the wall shit will get way crazier you will faze put of reality like link does in when he going into the dark world. And you will see other dimensions. Totally alien dimensions and you will just be watching. I hear a voice and it told me to focus on a dot on the wall. it felt like my conciousness was a rock wrapped in a plastic bag and the bags handles were outside the back of my head and someone was pulling it but my conciousness was too big. Then I just totally let go and my conciousness was naked and I slipped out. Its like an insane trance. Its like a portal opens in your mind and you can get sucked out.

@bebotalk they can withhold facts thats not truth or morally neutral.

@OldManCorcoran you can look and find the source of all sound and focus on it. Its like a little black hole worm in your mind. I like to sit in a place with alot of noise and try to find the source of it all.

@OldManCorcoran no but God created it so it feels like it is. So I will just hang out and try not to get sucked into the drama. I will treat people like they are real.I beleive there is information I can learn from so rather than think about who is saying it cause there is no one not even me.i will focus on context. We might all exist in some metaphysical plane together before we reach ultimate solipsism. God put us here cause there is a problem with us and we need to figure it out. Treat it like a mentally healing and energy and awareness sim.

@Osaid i think reality is a flat plane like a tv screen. Maybe they look so weird they appear 2d because our brain has never rendered them so we can't decipher their form properly. 3d has to be developed by seeing 2d a bunch of times. And if you have no reference of it you have to see 2d first. This might be how to see in 4d. By seeing the 3d cycles in your life a bunch you can see the cycles of 4d and can predict events in time or consciously change it.

@OldManCorcoran i was watching a sadhguru video and he was talking about aliens and said they were cardboard cut outs too. When I saw an alien it was 2d. I will have to train my brain to see cardboard people. Very interesting to contemplate philosophical cardboard zombies

Did God created mannequins to move around and then he just goes inside of them and starts thinking about what is happening?

We don't know what will happen. You might die and wake up 40 years later after you've already lived 40 years unconsciously again having no memory of this life. We don't know if you die you are in heaven or you die and become a rock.

@Butters I think maybe he thinks people cant heal themselves because he hasnt been able to heal himself and others and thats what he originally wanted to do

@AtmanIsBrahman Trying to understand the universe through human is giving it a human bias. When you are not working with human logic you see human is made up. When you are pure conscious you see human was something consciousness was making up. You have it backwards. Pretend enclosed systems contain nothing, a nothing that exists and is an entity in the universe and its conciousness. A human body contains nothing until you open it, when a system is closed it creates an entity that cannot exist in infinite reality this is the observer it is nothing. Every closed system has the same entity and when you die and your closed system opens you go to the largest closed system entity, the entire universe. The crazy thing is literally everything is an enclosed system even without boundaries. A field, a dirty toilet, a wall with moss an acre, 17 pineapples. You can open up all these closed system in your mind and see that literally nothing is happening and you are the ultimate closed system looking in on itself. And you see that you are the entity nothing that exists in all closed systems. Because non existence cannot exist by definition nothing has to exist and it exists but its hiding !

I think you can awaken and have no idea what is happening or happened. Consciousness needs no logic. A deer gets raped in the woods later something is coming out of it. It has no idea what is happening to it the two events are not related. You still need to figure out what is happening. All awakening is is oh shit i see god what is happening to me. You still can figure out how god works.

Hes not saying if you live to 84 you will instantly live forever he is saying if you have enough awareness when massive identity changes happen you can see God. Or if you have enough awareness when while your identity disappears you can see God. He also said that it can happen when you are 32-33 and it happened to me. That's why psychedelics are so good you get an instant change in consciousness and you can see God when that happens. Consciousness normally shifts so smoothly you don't notice it at all. Like if an 84 year old has a massive change in personality if they see that and have the awareness to ask themselves what is happening to me they may be able to decipher what is happening.

Human is what happens when a God dies. It cant die it just goes unconscious and starts dreaming.

Good contemplation This post lead me to have an insight about life. When we interact with people on a forum we are reading text creating a persona of them based on what we see of them. We interact but have very little idea about the person and anything we do we are making up purely on almost nothing. A couple sentences or paragraphs at more. Now when we are irl we interact with someone and its the exact same thing instead of text its an audio file. Everything they say is self interpreted by us with minimal data and we can never actually know the person cause they are not even there, They are outside of it looking in.

@Someone hereI think Im talking about existential nihilism. Knowing I was going to die led me to the conclusion that my life is already over, meaning to me that anything I did dosent matter at all. There is no reason to do anything because I'm already dead. If I have 100 percent chance of dying I may as well not exist right now because Im already dead, my death is 100 percent certain. I feel like life was like the cows in this video. God lets you out of the prison to see light and dance for a short time then you must go back. I was left with the question, why would you even show me this? Why am I here to just be put back into nothing. So I would look out and see the cows playing and I would be on the side knowing something they dont know. That they are going to be put back into the barn in 10 minutes for eternity and they cannot escape it. This must be existential nihilism. Finding God was like realizing its the reverse. Im am, is the cage and Im putting myself in it.