Holymoly

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  1. Hiigh dose Vitamin c with pure ascorbic powder before a sesh. Like 1000mg is good but you can take much more if you take 1000mg on the hour before and after sesh. See what you can handle but it’s great for protecting the lungs and also boots the high as vitamin c is essential for serotonin and dopamine and smokers are always deficient basically
  2. Your experience sounds similar to the one described in this video
  3. Yesterday around 2pm dosage 40mg orally. The trip started quite quickly after about 10 minutes I could definitely notice the effects, DCK is known for confusion and I would say this is true it became increasingly important for me to let go as this experience unfolded. I began to notice that my thoughts were becoming jumbled and the discordant, I felt fear begin to kick in as i noticed that i was in quite the altered state and also being new to this class of drug (dissociative). The fear turned into excitement as I realised this fear will lead to growth and I had a wave of gratitude and self love come over me as I was able to witness that brave part of myself. The soundtrack pulled me in deeper and I began to contemplate all the psychedelic trips happening around the world at the time in therapy sessions and privately in peoples homes a sense of awe and fellowship came about followed by a sense of shared being/ oneness. Previous trips on other psychedelics definitely prepared me for this experience and would have been very overwhelming otherwise. I was surprised how strong the effects were from what was such a small amount of material. I had many epiphanies around relationships and how much love I have for family and was shocked by the seeming coincidences in my life and relationships, my cousin is studying pharmacology and i haven't talked to him much lately but I realised how close we actually were karmically and it became apparent that I miss him and had been cut off from that feeling. I had thoughts to go call or text people a tell them how much I love them but knew better than to act on that haha. although thinking was less linear and grounded, oddly I had increased ability to have visions and be with truth in a stable way, I contemplated healing and how some powerful healers I know personally see things such as drug use, I had become quite guilty about using drugs because I felt irresponsible, but it became clear that I simply do not know the truth of the situation with drug use, allot of people seem to think that when you leave your body with drugs spirts or entities can enter your body or something like that, this is something i know nothing about and for me to base decisions of what someone else says without having direct experience isn't something is should feel bad or guilty about. Im currently doing a 6 month therapy course and we are currently having a break, during the experience I felt that I must tell them about this experience as they are likely the kind of people who think its not good to do and I felt it would be very interesting to talk to them about why it was that I wanted to take drugs and began to have that conversation within. I began to see that what I was searching for might actually be god and that all my previous psychedelic trips had been pointing to this, I did not have a direct realisation of god but was able to see a little bit about what god realisation is and what it looks like. It made sense that god realisation is the point of life and how rare it is for people to have that experience and was likely that I would have to go very far back in my ancestors to find one that did. The music ended too quickly and I was a little bummed about that because I was really into it and did not feel like engaging the part of my brain necessary to put on new music. This brought me back to reality a bit and I started to try and practice Vipassana meditation which was pretty difficult but possible. I then stood up and walked around a bit and noticed how intense the body load is and that it is definitely not the kind of substance to drive on I ate an apple which eventually made me throw up I was able to have conversations with family and they were not aware of me being intoxicated and I was just interested in talking to them but had some difficulty paying attention during conversation. I ended the trip by catching an Uber to a kung fu class and talked to the Uber driver and could have talked to him for hours socialising was very effortless. In the future I would like to try plugging this substance because the effect on the gut wasn't great and I'm pretty sure its an antimicrobial (Does anyone know if plugging would be good for this reason? would plugging negate the harmful effects this might have on the microbiome?) People say that ketamine has potential for abuse, for me my Deschloroketamine experience was quite intense and I feel that It doesn't have that potential for me for that reason. Also does anyone know what is a good break period for these things? Thanks guys !
  4. Could someone please send me the link to plug 5meo tutorial that Leo made?
  5. Thank you for this
  6. Whenever I have contemplated sexual attraction on psychedelics its been the most exciting thing ever its very fun topic to contemplate on psychedelics.
  7. It honestly is amazing like fucking incredible though people do not understand the power in the semen
  8. i have had it for a couple years, i was using aniracetam and then used a drop saw to cut some wood without hearing protection, instant tinnitus it has diminished a bit but if im not careful with diet and lifestyle it comes back
  9. This is brilliant ive never thought of women like dogs haha, who dosent love dogs ?
  10. could this be similar to jordan peterson? he takes stage green for granted and what he really needs to do is go spend some time in a rural town in Australia haha
  11. The distinction between survival and so called higher pursuits falls away. Things like hunting and fishing today are seen as recreational activities but back then they were survival. We also lived in love supporting environments through tribe so these basic things like survival were actually expressions of love. If you study aboriginal Australians they had such a deep understanding of ecology and nature and the mind it’s crazy and they actually serpent the majority of their time creating art
  12. Curious about leo and the forums thoughts on this since I’m pretty sure I’ve heard Leo state that understanding is his highest priority? Is it that if you make understanding reality your highest priority you will dive head first into the mystery?
  13. Thoughts? https://www.instagram.com/reel/C1IC69Qu4mf/?igsh=eTZvbnZhODJoN3Y1
  14. I got so closed to falling asleep on San Pedro and just before falling asleep I had an enormous release from the body with shaking and kryias.
  15. @Lynx hey yes it was successful had about 600ml of tea and it was quite perfect could maybe have been a bit stronger. I had it in the slow cooker for about 24 hours
  16. So I’ve got blended Catus in a slow cooker, has anyone done this before? Is a slow cooker on high hot enough?
  17. 5meo is highly stimulating and depletes your energy. It can still be used to heal though it’s just not always the best option for this reason thoe if you already have a weakened nervous system from too much fasting
  18. I think its good and benifits are immense, it make sense to me that the level of pleasure it creates comes at a cost of some kind. But the cost of nofap is that you don’t get to have sex so… It depends what you want, somehow I don’t think Jesus or Buddha would have been jerking off much
  19. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AStUnsd4Rpo&pp=ygUdQmV5b25kIHRoZSBhbGNoZW15IGFscGhhIG1hbGU%3D very true can’t learn this stuff from a book
  20. Shilajit needs to be quality as there is allot of really bad ones out there with some nasty shit in it make sure it’s lab tested for heavy metals. I used to take a bunch of these on the list. For me i stopped because I needed to do more basic shit to improve my life. Also fish oil is a poly unsaturated fatty acid and cold water fish use as anti freeze, humans are tropical animals
  21. I got laid for the first time last night in like 5 or 6 years im 26 its basically the first time tbh. I was drinking perhaps thats why i wasnt able to orgasm or really let myself feel my body i feel like it was psychological any idea why this was? could it just be the alcohol? I know im not gay just nervous maybe? anyone got similar experience
  22. I find that if I relax all my muscles on acid I have profound insights. If I’m tense I feel into it works great with the LSD, it could be magnesium deficiency also
  23. I gave some weed do this girl who I've been talking to on and off for a few months.... haha idk she hot im dumb what can i say