Applegarden8

Do you update your computer, just curious?

If a girl likes you she will try to argue with you for the most meaningless shit so she can relate to you emotionally.

I have not, but I went to HLB and it was so good to see them! I recommend. I would go if any group like Viljdharta, HLB, Frontierer, Meshuggah would be there.

In fact, I don't know ANYONE like that, and I look for these people and it would be the first thing I would see if I found one.

I can resonate. I had this woman I was seeing trying to teach her how to sing. She had and still has a very beautiful voice. It was very nice seeing her, but I was too clingy and slow if I wanted to aim for what I think she wanted. But now I have to forget her. Hard to do, but I am making good progress I think and there really are a lot of fish in the sea.

Can I expect that I will live tomorrow? Or go to sleep today? How do you think?

My hobbies are exploring the various possibilities how to cope with toxic neighbours, and I also do music and try to work on my health.

Yes, I am really stupid, confirmed.

Constantly remind him that he is hurtful, like every time, if he/she is not a threat or does not have full custody over you. If you are providing to the household then that's what I would do to make such a dissonance and inertia that this person is forced to think and reflect every time this shit comes out of their mouth. If you can't do that, leave ASAP, you have a constitutional freedom to have your ideas about life.

Ah yes, the Guru question. It can potentially make you experience things you never imagined and lead you to happiness or can totally mislead or corrupt for decades. You can also mistake true for false and false for true. But good luck. If you do some sadhana and generate some bliss or have sat trough at least one night of Mahashivrathri or things like that, you will probably find such quality people in your life (i mean the real ones, but you will anyway don't do what they say, because they would like you to become mystic and drop your life).

That is fair assumption, yes, I have a western capitalistic type of mindset to some extent. Because you wanted to, I assume.

Thanks for being a good sport at least there is something you want to talk about, and that is drama. I can also play this game: I am not an American, why did you assume that? A simple profile check would confirm that. For the same reason you made this thread. No, I can't motivate you to solve it because you refuse to be helped, I think that and I will say that, because you are not literally being bombed (from your relpy) and I don't know what the issue is, so until then I am going to assume it is something you can solve. Just because there are some people that can't be helped, doesn't mean you shouldn't attempt to help as it is also a skill you can learn. Even the people being bombed can be helped to relocate, get financial aid because you KNOW what their issue is.

Sorry, but that is simply not correct. I made an attempt 1) to contact you and 2) ask you about the issue to motivate you to solve it, please don't diminish my efforts as I see nobody else has replied, thanks. If you provided feedback, I would have continued to help you.

Well, I tried to address the issue directly, sorry to bring it up. See you around.

From your description it is hard to estimate what is the problem, therefore it's not clear in what specific topics you would need advice or different perspective from somebody to take necessary actions.

If you have not tried, maybe it's a good thing to distill a good logical arguments for convincing this person and trying to get helped and also be receptive to being helped?

Well, have you talked about this problem with someone in detail about this topic? Have you tried convincing someone to help you get away from these people?

Not everyone maybe, but some people will engage in this topic in more depth privately. This will grab more eyeballs, yeah. I don't know your issue too much, I know that you are suicidal because somebody you live with does harm to you, if i am correct.

Hey man, what is your issue? If you want to engage with people, write them. Even with suicide prevention hotline, go and argue with them.

Does it have to be anything? Does it have to have meaning? Can it be it's own thing without meaning?

Are you referring missing out related to a section in your life (some duration of this birth) or all lifetimes encompassing entire reality?

Don't take my example, but I kinda gave up on it, but I have my reasons. I just can't see what relationship will fullfill in my life, despite wanting it. Especially on a good day, it's totally not necessary for me. I can be happy on my own and when I am miserable I got myself to work with it and sit trough it. When you are afraid of something, you can't tell anybody else about it, you have to face the feeling constantly, and then you reflect and gain insight about you. There is some attraction, but remembering the suffering in life and what causes it is stronger, so I want to deal with that. "Ohh, but what if you get lonely, old or nobody will take care of you" let it be, I will prepare mentally for it now, than wait for the perfect one at 50, now that is delusional. Only thing what will happen in your area will be that people will bully you that you are not in a relationship, but their life kinda sucks anyway and they don't want to improve it and just talk shit about somebody or just a nowhere nobody like me. Your only problem in this scenario is getting roof over your head and watching your health like a hawk. Then you should be fine by yourself. But that is not what I am suggesting, if you have urges and want to live them, go. Also she will find a guy who will do all that with her in her area without me and you also. But almost nobody will write to me and you and will really not be genuinely interested in you is my experience and it's OK. I accept that. I just don't give a shit anymore.

Try to say it in less words.

There was one woman that I really enjoyed her company. I could imagine living with her, even though she was little bit too chaotic for me. But usually women trigger nothing but sexual desire which is kinda empty for me. I like somebody who can be artistic, spontaneous also quietness is good sign when you can sit with yourselves and accept each other as you are and you don't need to brag about anything or explain anything, guilt or shame each other constantly. For me it's all or nothing. I either want a quality person or an artist, because she has the quirks, jokes, appreciation and subtle-ness about life and she can be very expressive even in her daily life. But either that or nothing, because compromising just for somebody to be there will make you make maximum decisions you don't want to make.

I guess I was right after all!