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  1. Sounds like you kicked ass to me. You encountered the fear, became aware of it, fully accepted it, and the fear went away, as well as the presence, which really was a projection of your fear. This is how nightmares or evil presences etc. should be handled. As Leo says, it's all about sending acceptance and love towards the evil. I agree with you that all the sacred geometries etc. you saw later were probably a symbol of the fact you conquered your fear. Maybe this recurring location where you always experience this sense of fear and unhappiness could represent a place in your psyche with unresolved issues you haven't fully explored yet. If you want, you could go there at will and try to work on it by projecting love and acceptance as said before. I'm sure you know about the lucid dreaming technique where you spin or walk through a mirror while imagining the place you want to get to, you could use that to go there anytime you want. Going there with full awareness and intention might be better than finding yourself there randomly with the risk of maybe getting caught off guard. Edit: just a little funny thing for lucid dreamers I discovered regarding teleportation techniques: mirrors and spinning used to be the traditional techniques for this, but since the advent of VR I've actually been using VR headsets much more successfully. You imagine a place, put the headset on and get transported somewhere else immediately. How cool is that? It probably works because the mind fully expects to see a totally different environment when putting on a VR headset.
  2. I didn't say not to do research first, that's very important too. But at some point you gotta pull the trigger and do it the first few times I did it I had absolutely on clue about anything, and nothing bad happened. Plenty of people do that. So I wouldn't worry too much. Plus at least the first few times you'll probably forget about everything you know and just spend it experiencing the new sensations and being in awe.
  3. You feel the calling, so just do it and everything will be fine. Just make sure you have at least 5 to 8 hours totally by yourself, with no distractions, people around, things to handle etc. The biggest thing with psychedelics the first time is that you enter this totally new dimension, you feel radically new sensations, your body starts changing, you look at the clock and time feels meaningless, etc. So you totally don't want to be worried about other people, time passing by etc, you want to be able to fully surrender to the trip with no external worries. Also: sometimes during the trip it can feel like it's gonna be like that for eternity, but remember, it WILL end.
  4. Same. Leo saved my life and saved me from a lot of suffering. This in turn also affected and will continue to affect the lives of all the people around me. Looking back, life was completely different before. I can't even imagine how it would have been otherwise. I like to think that it couldn't have been otherwise, that it was just meant to be, also because it came at exactly the right time and it fully resonated with me since the beginning. Actualized.org is changing the universe and creating ripple effects in ways that nobody can really understand. This is what happens when a true life purpose gets actualized, it changes people's lives and the world in some way.
  5. There's no problem with fapping as much as you want, or even porn. If you think fapping to porn will interfere with your ability to get girls, well, that's false. That's just a belief created by virgin incels doing NoFap thinking it'll somehow solve their problems with getting girls. They don't know better. Here's a little secret: you can learn how to interact with and seduce girls, while at the same time continuing to fap happily. The two things are unrelated. Someone needs to start a YesFap movement.
  6. Take LSD and do your own contemplation.
  7. So you changed your mind about reincarnation? I remember you were like "maybe" not long ago. Insight during a trip?
  8. The only time you have to invest extra time and energy for it is when you're learning it. But once you've made it part of your identity and who you are, then all you need to do is go about your day and when you see a girl you like in your path, you approach. It can be a big initial time investment to get to that point, but once you're there you'll never have the problem of how to meet women again.
  9. Yes, absolutely necessary for 99.9999% of people.
  10. Sitting all day at the computer building websites sounds extremely limiting and uncreative. Make sure you're not making this decision from a place of having very limited worldview and life experiences, and not being aware of what you truly could be capable of. Before taking any career path seriously it's good to have done a lot of inner work, psychedelics, exploring a lot of things in life etc
  11. Microdosing can be amazing for some people. It's totally different than normal tripping, but it can still be valuable.