Vibroverse

We might have different definitions about what submission means, perhaps.

Well, sometimes you want to resist, and then life beats you up a little bit, and then you just need to turn back to submission, haha.

Yeah, of course, from the level of god, you are all knowing, so you are a master of basketball, haha. You know everything because you are knowledge itself, you can tune to any version of yourself amongst your infinite possible versions, so to speak. That's what i believe, that you are some sort of a radio receiver that can access endless channels, to the degree that they are meaningful for you, if you know what i mean. And, yeah, i also believe that your higher self, or inner being, so to speak, is already aware of all the dreams that you wanna have, and all the experiences that you wanna have, and guiding you to those experiences through your emotions, intuitions and what you call "reason", and the more you surrender to the stillness, with awareness of where you are, the more you are in alignment.

Yeah, i'm aware of the work of most of those guys, including that lady, to some extent. And yeah, as i said, i find value in that. I'm a sufi sometimes, and a vedantin sometimes, and a new ager sometimes, in a sense, haha. To me, they are different reflections of myself, in the form of appearing space and time, so to speak, and so i find value in each of them from time to time, depending on what i need in the moment, you see. So, i still have my worries and doubts, and things i work on, and things i need to work on, because i am still in this human form, i don't need to behave like i have found all the answers etc.

You guys need to relax, there is value in all of that. That's why sometimes i talk like a hardcore nondualist, sometimes like a new agey type, someone like a philosopher who is critical of all of that, and so on. There's value and a kernel of truth in all of that if you can be wise enough and aware enough to see. You are functioning at the "it is this or that" mentally, most of you, and that makes you rigid and unable to move through the maneuvers. Being so rigid about your socalled truths make you unable to surf with the flow, and then you become addicted to a linguistic and mental frame, like the unaware normies.

An improvement in feeling might be a byproduct of awareness, but don't get so lost in trying to improve your feeling or things like that. Simply let yourself turn back to inner stillness, to the nondoership. And it is true that reality is like a reflection that reflects your state of consciousness, or your vibrational frequency to you, and in that sense reality is totally empty and meaningless. But, if you are in a state of fear or discomfort, don't try to rationalize your way, or even mysticize your way, out of that. Be genuine within yourself, accept how you are feeling, accept that you are feeling anxious or whatever. Perhaps you might say that feeling and intuition, or to say it better, stillness or peace, might be seen as the ground from which reasoning and thinking emanates, so to speak. Don't get so lost in philosophies and rational arguments, and i'm saying this to you as some sort of a philosopher myself, haha. Allow yourself to slowly quiet your mind and let your level of awareness increase. It is true that reality is infinite possibilities and you are that which is the translogical, however it is true that you need to feel your way here, in a sense. I mean, you can say that feeling is subtler than thinking, and by feeling you can touch deeper levels of the psyche and understanding, however when you become too feeling or intuition oriented, you again might be, without knowing, furthering yourself from you, if you know what i mean. I mean, this world is a dream of the one, or you might say that this world is the reflection of the one to itself, and you can see your feeling and subtle intuitions as some sort of a navigational system from your infinite self, and that self of yours is absolutely nonresistant, so it is kinda impossible for you to be on that level while you're in your physical form. But, you can take the bounce, or the pass, in a sense, from your infinite inner intelligence, and perceive it in a way that makes more sense to you, and in that process it is kinda like you perceiving the noumenal on an intuitive level, as you might agree, but translating and perceiving it, in a sense, as a form, or as a process, in a sense, that is meaningful and increasingly more satisfying for you.

I think, don't mind if free will is real or not, or such socalled philosophical questions, but just do your meditative shadow work, just allow yourself to be the silent awareness and just relax into your pain, so to speak. And don't see yourself as the controller of your body and mind, in that sense, but simply do the inner vibrational work, so to speak, and let the life force, as like a white hole, suck you in.

This question of whether free will exists or not is not something we can prove or disprove, in my opinion, because no matter which arguments you come with, i can come with a counterargument by tweaking some aspect of your thinking, i hope you are seeing that. There is always a possibility that even these thoughts of yours and you writing these here are a part of the preprogram, you can never disprove that, and check the antinomies of kant, they are mostly about this idea. Kinda like the idea of last thursdayism, you know, no matter which arguments i produce against it, you can say that even those arguments have been created last thursday, and things like that, you see. So, i think discovering whether there is free will or not, whether i am the writer of these words or just writing happening, and such ideas, i think it is about a realization that is transrational, like a direct experience that transcends language and reason, in a sense. So, for now, whether we like it or not, we are having the experience of having some sort of a free will, whether it is really real or not, and thoughts going in the mind that questions whether it is really real or not.

Yeah, i agree. There is so frickin much shadow going on here, and it is like noone is aware of their shadow, and everyone simply hides under a mask of "i'm the infinitely awake", or things like that, really.

Dude, why do you assume i'm getting mad at you, i'm not getting mad at you, i'm just sharing what i'm thinking. I find you kinda interesting, because you act like you've found the highest truth, but i don't think you've actually found it. I think you have created a mask for yourself and hiding under it, and you are trying to tough it out, but i think you may not be doing a genuine self work. I mean, it is like everything is some kind of a battle for you, you know what i mean?

I think it depends on what we mean by feeling and intuition. I mean, if you use it like "ah, i just feel that way" etc, then i would agree with you, but i think i cultivated intuition, and awareness of deeper feelings, is very important in the deepening process. And as it comes to "i as god creates reality", again, i think it also depends when you talk about it and what you mean by it. That's why i find language to be problemmatic, because it creates the illusion that statements have static meanings.

Yeah, i understand that everything actually is good, but it is not easy to see that when you are feeling trapped, or things like that. And, yeah, when you are in a higher state of consciousness, you can "logically" show to yourself that everything actually is good, etc, but if you are in a lower state of consciousness, then your "logic" will show you that it actually may not be the case, for your perception changes. You see, i think logic and rationality, and that sort of a thing, actually is much much more about your state of consciousness. What sounds logical to you differs when you are in different states of consciousness, and that's why i kinda lost hope with all philosophies, all socalled logical and rational models of reality.

Yeah, everyone feels like they need to pretend like they are very awake or they won't be loved and accepted in the forum, it's so weird.

Yeah, i tried to be a "think positive" person before, but i'm coming to realize that it doesn't work, self honesty is very important. However, being to honest with yourself also seems to be a problem, in a sense. I mean, your mind is also capable of creating endless drama stories, adding endless details to the script, you see. I think inner stillness and a state of awareness might be some sort of a balance point, though, like, accept how you are feeling and what you are thinking, what you're worried about etc, but stay as neutral and aware as you can about it, in a sense, to not get lost in it also.

Yeah, but i don't think exploding is necessary, neither on the screen or people, even though i do both of those things from time to time. And also, yeah, self honesty is very important, being aware of your fears and worries, and your buttons, so to speak. I understand that it is a reflection of me, but still, just knowing this, even if you really know, is not enough, if you are not aware of your fears and worries and so on, and not meditating on them.

I just write how i'm feeling and what i'm thinking down briefly, and then let it go as much as i can, meditate into it, so to speak, as much as i can, and then write my current feeling and thought, and so on. It is like me tricking myself into a meditative state by simply asking my question or telling my problem, and then letting my inner being, so to speak, give me a clearer and more satisfying answer by relaxing.

Sure, i'm telling this mostly to myself, and if you wanna listen, to you also. But, yeah, i need to stop doing mental masturbations believing that there is some real value in it, and work genuinely on my fears and worries and so on, otherwise i just get lost in the movie, true.

Go meditate and do shadow work, you can have trillions of different perspectives, but if you do not truly transform your state of consciousness, your level of awareness, then it is all just stories. This is something i am telling both you and me, and also anyone who is listening, from this dimension or whatever, haha. Be honest with yourself about your current state of consciousness, and go do the work.

Go do inner work, everyone, including myself. Go do inner work. It's so annoying, these words like awakening and who is more awakened and all that crap, that i'm tired and very very bored of all that talk. The frickin house is on fire, but you are still trying to fight over meaningless bullshit instead of being honest with yourself and embrace your own fears and worries and shit like that. You turn this into another soap opera, really, where instead of fighting over a girl or money, you fight about who is more awake, or who is really awake and whose awakening is fake, and shit like that.

Yeah, and i don't know why exactly, but it's in small doses, getting less and less, hopefully, yeah, let's see.

Yeah, and it's not that i will necessarily try to shift to the pokemon universe as a pokemon, and totally forget that i've ever been a human or things like that, but my point is about taking the thought to its limit points, like asking if there is really a limit for how powerful and brilliant consciousness is, like asking if consciousness really can know any limit, you know.

Yeah, the vr technology will catch up to that idea at some point, the dream creating a bridging dream as a path of least resistance into that idea for some, perhaps, trippy.

But, see, this is not a sensible argument that you're offered, it is just a word game. Okay, then, let's call both this world and the dream realms hallucination or imagination, now have we transcended the law of identity when we put them both into an upper set, haha? And we can keep creating a bigger upper set eternally. Btw, i don't think i would incarnate into that world, i think the pokemon world would be more fun. And i think those kiddos who claim that they really experience such shifts to those worlds might have a point, haha.

Fuck common sense, wtf even is common sense. This world clearly is a dream, i wanna go visit some cartoon worlds, haha.