blackchair

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  1. Gura is good teacher, now im going to watch music video where I'm entering coral stage. (it's called Dip by stefflon don)
  2. don't think it does matter at all, he's great teacher.....
  3. this is my 4th hospital stay in 4 years. I was sober last 3 time and i know i broke some limits i shouldnt I think the reason for staying this time was my suicidal ideation bc my eyes didnt stop hurting for the past year. So i lost the courage to keep fighting, Im leaving hospital for Xmas, so that is nice, to be with my familiy. Any thoughts? Ideas? Something positive? Plus matrix 4 is in town for chiristmas....
  4. thank you for good wishes, yeah I'm in Zagreb the center of all Croatia for mental illness
  5. god who created all of this. infinity/God/universe
  6. for God, nothing else....and my mortal family, i love them so deeply.
  7. good, but I have cravings for home, to see my whole family, i miss them much. and i miss my little hill where i go to pray to God....
  8. therapy is great (yes yes Marko will use the "N-word" right now) when you are normie (there it is!!!) but then it stopped working.....
  9. patience, trust (completely) in God, not able to endure pain for long enough.
  10. im Christian and i practice yoga full time....
  11. yeah, I'm not ready for it for the past 4years but I'm still alive, God is trying to tell me something but i won't listen
  12. is this "same" thinking as: God made the whole universe only for "me" ?
  13. telepathy will be good one day. but this is not helpful for this thread. go to doctor.