Breakingthewall

for me, bad. Sad, a shit. but of course, the sexual issue is so complicated... the laziness that the game gives me and all that is enormous, the feeling of falsehood that sex produces in me is enormous. When I cum, I want to dress like an alarm goes off and run right away. What I would really do is fuck 3 different girls with the body of a model every day, without saying hello, prostitutes could be, if possible, all three at the same time, and never the same, but prostitutes that get horny and fuck as a ninpho. but prostitution seems immoral to me, sexual slavery and I don't do it, never, forbidden (i did a lot in my teens). Even porn seems inmoral to me, same sex slavery. Then what do I do? I would like to be gay, really. Or a pill anti sexual impulse. Or get in love with my soulmate and do 9 kids. But nothing...just me and my hand boiling my brain . So about your question...i don't know, if it works for you, do it

don't forget to say that before you have to have done 5 meo 50 times, and all kinds of psychedelics and gone from depressive and anxiety-ridden guy to some kind of sage in less than two years ? congratulations on intelligence and balls

Fantasty?? Well, it's not that you need money to attract women, but the reality is that women are attracted to success. it is a genetic matter. This whole game is about continuing with the species, about bringing into the world competent individuals for survival and reproduction. everything is a courtship dance, like that of birds but thousands of times more complex. Money per se does not make you attractive, but the aura that professional and social success gives you does. You are the alpha, the chosen of the gods, the bearer of the seed that they want

a very clairvoyant description of a fact that occurs a lot. Poor beggars who, because they are close to a pretty girl (and quite a bitch) are drooling, lower themselves to being her cloth for tears, to invite them, to whatever, to show that even though they are not the man they want, they are noble and affectionate puppies that will never fail them, let's see if the miracle happens and they fuck her... terrible . Better be a monk. It's the fault of the man who plays that game and the girl who provokes him. All the girls who allow this are manipulative, girls who are aware of their sexual capital, of their social value as a hottie, and who want to take advantage of it. welcome to the dance of social hypocrisy, where only crocodiles come out unscathed

probably she is a narcissist who wants to have her child dependent and inferior to her. what you must do is realize their strategies and disassemble them, detach them from your psyche. she does not do it out of evil, she is like that. like the scorpion and the frog, she can't help it. once you see their pathetic strategies, they stop affecting you

@Vrubel a pretty and smart girl has limitless options. any detail, any feeling, will be enough to rule you out. They are looking for something specific, not just a profile but a precise connection, a feeling, who knows? she lives in total abundance. It is as if you were a famous actor, the music star. I would say that your dates are a total success, you just aim high, that's good. lucky to be able to do it, the only drawback is that that kind of rejections could happens to you. I wouldn't take it personally, something you should change. it's up to her

Yeah, The thing is to realize that you are imagining because you want to. all the depth of the dream is being created now, it is not trying to stop it but to flow with it and dive deep in it

it's like a game. everything is exactly the same, there is no difference between anything, but you invent the self and the differences appear. you put some conditions on the board, and let the game unfold. Could the self reunite everything that was separated? there are traps, things are not what they seem, there are no fixed rules in this game. nobody knows them, they keep changing. you have to juggle many different pieces that behave differently. Are you god or a creation of god? Are you part or are you all? both. you are the part because you have imagined the limits. Stop imagining them and you will be everything.

there is only one way, with sex, and with everything in life. society must be completely forgotten. does not exist. only I exist. everything revolves around me, I am the sovereign, reality itself, who dictates the law. there is no triumph or failure. It's just me, making love to myself. what is the depth of your love? the greater it is, the richer its manifestation will be. forget the rest, does not exist, they are just ideas in your mind, like everything else

it is a complicated matter. If you're out, you feel like you're missing the biggest thing. If you're in, it's fake and stupid. the solution? I don't know

the sexual matter is something truly poisonous, both for men and women. it is a very complicated matter. the sexual capital that each one has, their social value as an individual. Let's see, if you have an accident and your hand is cut off, bye. zero. You're out. what does this show? that the whole dating and sex thing is total corruption, utter falsehood, ego in its lowest and cheapest form. We, those of us who consider ourselves human, should be proud of not having sex and only doing it when it is the real union between two beings, when there is true magic, true love. if not, garbage for monkeys

use viagra like everyone else does, and that's it

Imagine that when you go to the bathroom and come back, you find her reaching into your jacket to remove your wallet. what would you think? Wow, she's a thief. Good thing I've realized now, and I didn't invite her to stay at my house. well with this the same. none of: the date was very good, until he did that. a person who does that in deep knows exactly what she is doing. She knows that he is disrespecting you, she knows that the Frenchman is disrespecting you and he promotes it. in certain environments that causes a very serious fight. let her go with her beautiful body and her stupidity to hell and that's it, there's no need to think about it anymore

What does the seeker of truth look for? what is missing? What did you have when you were a child and life was magic? just love. the search for love is the search for the holy grail. you are love but the doors of love have been closed to you. How is it possible? the more closed, the more pain. suffering is simply lack of love. it's awful. It is like the drug addict whose drugs are withdrawn but one day after another, a month, a year, a decade, an entire life empty of love. Terrible . he who has a strong heart and rebels against adversity and misery, will seek the love that belongs to him even if he has to open the gates of hell and enter to find it. the true seeker will never stop, since what he is looking for is himself and without it he cannot exist. only the miserable are satisfied with substitutes such as social acceptance, success, power, or even peace and a silent mind. Whoever is willing to penetrate the absolute emptiness of empty existence, is the one who is willing to do everything, since he knows that without it, there is no point in existing. give up the world for god? What nonsense, there is no world, there is only God. only the beloved exists, and I am. give me what you want, oh beloved, but never part from me again. the prodigal son was lost for a long time, but he has returned and he only wants to navigate the abysses of eternity accompanied by himself

More than a dream, it is the artistic creation of the infinite mind, which is the unfathomable void that i am. everything is created down to the smallest detail and is of total beauty. Everything shines, it's perfect, it's magical. everything is being created at this exact moment and develops infinitely. each thought creates a complete world, it expands, it shrinks, there is nothing outside of this moment, and at the same time all possible moments are. You have total power in how the plot unfolds, you just don't realize it. The more you synchronize with yourself, it becomes obvious that things develop according to your dictation.

You are wrong about two fundamental things that make everything depressing. First, you are not the dreamer, you are the dream. what you really are, the unfathomable, absolute infinite, you have not realized. second, there are others, they are you. you are infinite, there are no limits to what you are. become infinite, all negativity will be erased. is the perfection

I hope that what I have told will motivate her to break the last barrier. staying before is sad, empty, dark. Opening yourself to the absolute is the most wonderful thing that can happen to you and it will transform you forever. she has to. it is the opening to life, to what we are. it is the total glory of existence, which sweeps away any sadness, any fear. Imo, sometimes you ve to force yourself. This is not a gentle process for some people, like me or your friend, this is to rape yourself. To break something in you. If you don't do, it's going to be closed all of your life

@Siedah tell your friend that the last time a total opening to the absolute happened, I had to face absolute nothingness four times in a row. Two one day, two the next. Absolute nothingness is horrible beyond imagination. nothing exists, only infinite emptiness. That's what you are, empty infinite dead. absolute death. This is an absolutely negative experience and staying there can scar you, traumatize. You have to have faith. you are. and that's it. you are, that's the key. the fourth time that the absolute nothing occurred, the revelation happened. There is nothing here that can be explained. without knowing how I saw myself standing up with my arms outstretched to the ceiling. the opening was complete. the inexplicable. absolute. the end of all search. the bottomless. life. freedom. I. what I am. Hallelujah.

@Siedah tell your friend that she can't imagine what's behind nothing because it's unimaginable. It is the absolute and it is you. It is the peak moment of your life. you just have to have the courage to completely disappear. to become infinite nothing

Don't be....Those if are not for my understanding, are for the understanding of who reads the post, obviously. I could simply say: infinity. all the rest are intellectual constructions. That's what we do here, we elaborate intellectual constructions that help us free ourselves from other limiting intellectual constructions. direct experience is limitless, it just doesn't seem like it

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false What do I find by diving into the limitless depths of myself? a mysterious jungle of intricate beauty that unfolds endlessly, made of pure love.

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false

weed always has a cycle, you find out and it's fun and laugh with your friends, then it's introspective and opens your mind, and then it's an idiot habit that makes you smoke eating junk and watching junk and lowers your life drive to zero. then you realize that it is undermining your life and you leave it. After this, many years, I use it again, but with great caution, only sometimes, for the mental clarity it provides, insight, perception. once a week maximum, and very little, 1 or 2 puff from the bong and that's it

@Siedah that out of the nothingness has happened to me many times and it is extremely horrible. You are not there, it is infinite, empty, absolute and dead nothingness. very traumatic. This nothing is the last frontier. you have to go through it. When this happens, I immediately go back to taking a high, maximum dose. you return to nothingness, but nothingness opens. you are the absolute infinity. there are no words. Hallelujah. it is the whole reality. Atomic bomb. Enlightenment. tell your friend to go beyond there or she will have a lifelong trauma, nothingness is horrible

we have to understand reality (so you), at all levels. It is a non-conceptual understanding, beyond the mind.