Breakingthewall

You are wrong, you have assumed a literal solipsism, as what Leo explains in his video. that is wrong and toxic. the matter is much more subtle, it is impossible to handle it with the logical mind

and above all, the most important thing: absolute truth. This is what this is all about, and for the first time in human history it is a real possibility. this is not a joke friends. but hardly anyone understands it, and everyone, as is normal, thinks they know more than anyone else. humans are like that. It is very difficult to organize this, Leo handles it very well. Respect.

Me too and agree . Thanks to this forum for existing. If it didn't exist, I would go crazy ?. awakening is real, it is reality. is the most important thing there is. the rest are nonsense. It's a miracle that this forum exists. thank you all for posting

agree, but If you are so clear that only your experience exists, when you tell me that I must accept things to wake up, what do you mean? who are you talking to?

Yesterday I arranged some classes with my teacher: 5 meo dmt. He is an effective teacher, but tough. If you make a mistake, he doesn't hit you with a stick, he hits you hard in the face with a bat. I already know him, so I was counting on the usual beating. My dose is approx 20 mg vaped. Assured breakthrough. First 5 and then the rest, so that it is not so traumatic. Yesterday I did it 4 times, the first time, reality is empty, it is an infinite field of nothing. Nothing is revealed. Dead. Two hours later, the second - the same, but longer lasting. Nothingness is concentrated in a tightening sphincter of darkness, there is only that. Horror. Good! Two hours later, another. Total breakthrough. Dissonant vibration. utter horror. I get up, try to vomit. I can't because I haven't eaten in 8 hours. Well, I recover, I'm going to see a friend, a walk, everything normal. As I walk I realize a detail: in the experience I am looking ahead, at reality, waiting for reality to open up. Reality is empty and has a horrible vibration. How strange, if now I'm hitting the street and everything is harmonious. I understand! I'm looking outside of myself. I have already had 4 true breakthroughs to infinity, but they have been from taking massive doses and they have lasted very little. I have not understood. It has been a wonderful experience but that's it. Now I have understood. It's basic btw. I must not look outside, I must open myself. What I'm looking for is me. I go to sleep, many unpleasant reactivations, the experiences are repeated. I wake up at 4 in the morning, make another one. It's going to be in total darkness, I have a headlamp light that I turn off when I hit it. The nothing. I open myself. I let it happen. I disappear. full void. full depth. Complete fullness. It opens even more. Infinite. Everything. I. I'm standing in the room with open arms. It fluctuates from perceiving my body to merging into the whole. Yes. Total. I see my body. Understand. I understand what it is, what I am. The experience lasts approximately one hour. I go to bed, every time I close my eyes, infinity. Today, if I close my eyes I see fractals that open up, I am aware all the time of what I am. There is nothing outside of me. I am absolute. I just want to enter more into me

According to what I have read, that does not happen with 5 meo. the danger is cardiorespiratory arrest from a punctual overdose, and it is quite rare

welcome to the attempt to rationalize the pov thing. it is impossible. You can understand it if your mind is in a state beyond logic. So you think: I've got it, you develop it, and in 3 seconds you're lost in a painful attempt to make sense of it.

It's what I said. Man, it's exhausting to have a conversation with you, it's obvious that you only goal is to appear as superior and smart, that reveals you as the opposite. Good luck and bye

You can understand it at a deep level but as soon as you want to translate it into the logical mind, you lose it, since it works by establishing distinctions, subject/object relationships.

his ambition is huge. this has taken him to the maximum depth. He is not a passive saint, he is an active, aggressive ego that explores. magellan, not ramana maharshi. sure Magellan was a great asshole

The most interesting topic, because the others are the biggest tie to the apparently. My answer to the question: neither of the two. there are no people having a pov. is always yours. it is always now. you cannot grasp it with the mind because the mind is subject/object. you are not having an experience, it is illusory. It is an infinite well and inside it there is movement. this is that move. you are the well and the movement. you can only see it, not understand it by logic, it's not linear. All this conversation is the same infinity in movement. Always me, never other. I'm absolute. All us are one, in a literal sense. See this is the challenge

The barrier is misunderstanding

It's not required, but it could happens. In the case of Leo, it is clearly seen that it is very important for him to be above everyone else. It is irritating? a lot. We each have our flaws. but that does not mean that it has broken the barriers of the apparent and has gone deeper than anyone else in the history of humanity. Or perhaps there are others who have delved deeper, but do not spread. he is still human, with what that entails: ego

the reality is that communication is completely unnecessary, you are talking to yourself, and the fact of "talking" is just a movement, a distraction that normally ties you to the relative. but we try that this communication is liberating, that it is oriented to get out of the illusion. What I asked you is: how did you become infinite? psychedelics? has it been complete? Or are you speaking from logic?

Good interpretations. Deeper than most that are explained here. Do you really realize and become the absolute or do you speak by mental deduction? If the answer is the first, how? what process happened?

They are not peak experiences, it is to break the barrier that has you bound in the illusion and become infinite. psychedelics are the same as anything else apparent. reality right now is infinite, and you are, and everything apparent is developing within you. Understanding it, as you said, is easy. Being it is difficult, you have to abandon the ties. Leo's teachings are only useful as inspiration. but that's already a lot

Yeah yeah, it's just the infinity dancing, and we are just ideas within it, and same time the whole infinity. The thing is to became the infinity and understand what we really are. It's possible. It's absolutely shocking. You are that. You are me. We are god. Not an idea or a projection, it's the reality.

A grain of sand is the beach . There is not a part, infinite is always complete

this is rationalizing and if you start that process you go crazy. if god is eternal, he has already experienced hitler infinite times, then why does he continue to experience it?. I do not believe that even you, oh sage, can understand infinity

arrogance and huge ego is what has led the guy to decipher the essence of reality. It's like saying if Muhammad Ali was an idiot and that's why he's not the best boxer. he is an idiot and that is why he has become the best boxer. If he had had a softer character, he wouldn't have gone as far. people confuse spirituality with kindness. what is important is integrity. It's true that Leo has an irritating superiority attitude, but it's hard to catch him lacking in integrity. And as he says.... almost no one understand what awakening is

Man, Do you remember that once i wrote you a private message and I told you, what's wrong with Leo? is he crazy? is he a narcissist? a hopeless deep asshole? I don't understand his attitude. Well now I understand it. You can't imagine what awakening is. It's terrifying man, it's a very serious matter, very strange, and most of all, real. it is turning the sock completely around, revealing the illusion of death, of existence. no one dares this. nobody has ever done it, they have only speculated and had glimpses. it's monstrously radical. what Ieo is doing is extremely strange. you have to be a little crazy to do it and quite crazy to spread it like he does.

No man, you can experience the absolute, and after that realize that you always are experiencing the absolute. But later you forget it and change again the perspective, because it's your inertia: perceptor/perception. This is the illusion.

Yes, there is only what you imagine. to start thinking outside is to fall asleep again. This defies logic completely. but sleep is not an option

Yes, everything is inside me , there is not outside. The others are inside too, but the matter of the other povs is extremely confused. as soon as you think about it, it runs away. The other day with psychedelics I realized the basic error that is to look outside, there is no outside. another pov would be outside. does not exist. how to understand this? it is impossible

the only thing it can do is go blind to the other fingers, that doesn't make them cease to exist. infinity cannot escape from itself, only hide. Just now is infinite being