Breakingthewall

solipsism is the certainty that you will never, in eternity, leave your point of view, therefore, your point of view is absolute.

everything is a game of evolution. reality goes deeper into itself and for that it needs those unpleasant things that are the lack of love, suffering, hopelessness and evil. we are soldiers and we are here to give it our all, whoever doesn't do it is stupid, he will sink into shit no matter how much he tries to deceive himself

No, an ant colony is a single individual created by many separate parts. ants are like the cells of a human body, not like many humans forming a tribe

Animals have egos in the sense that they consider themselves a separate entity struggling to survive. that is, they have individual ego. but they do not have a collective ego, which is the one that most absorbs us humans. it is the ego transmitted by language and which focuses on social relationships. this is because a dog is an individual and a human is not. a human is a part/whole of a hive organism and their mind is connected to the hive mind. All the human effort to survive is aimed at social acceptance. the human without the tribe is a larva, he is dead. the collective ego is a highly variable entity. it can span a clan or billions. each individual carries within himself a part and together they constitute the entity, like serial computers. That's why it's so complicated to be human and so easy to be a dog

The absolute is Maya. the understanding of reality is silent, not conceptual. for example, understanding the infinity of this exact moment. or understand that maya is a creation of your mind. I, that is, you, am reality. there is no maya vs absolute. I am not talking about healing trauma, but about using it to transcend illusion. the illusion is not the form, it is the meaning that is given to the form. this meaning is what separates us, what binds us to the mind. But there is more than the meaning, there is the human bondage, this is real, and trascend it is possible. This is the real challenge understanding is to realize that you are a construction in infinity made by layers and layers of energetic patterns that are being executed at this moment. all the past, everything that conforms you, is running now. To understand this is the challenge, and I'd say it's almost impossible without psychedelics

@Squeekytoy if Jed mackenna didn't realize that the relative is the absolute, and that he's both of them, where did he arrives after so much spiritual work?

If he said that, he's completely wrong. Maya is me, and I can fully understand myself. Just give me time. He's talking in a relative sense and shows his understanding is very superficial

Many days a awake in the morning and i see the infinity in everything, others day, no. I can have a total breakthrough to infinity with 1,5 gr of mushrooms. The thing is to see that a peanut is just an idea, and as such it has an infinite depth, the same as a hydrogen molecule or anything else

Psychedelic are imaginary. All my life is imaginary. There is no difference between sober or high. The infinity is the infinity and that's it. The change between awaken and sleep build understanding. Life is pure Mistic.

I ve not problem with suffering, mostly humanity is and has always been drowned in that shit and much worse. what i was talking about is understanding. I know what the absolute is, and I know what the relative is. I just have to fit the two together. and the goal of this is to go deeper. nothing is going to happen spontaneously, you have to win every inch, otherwise you will be swallowed by shit, like most of humanity. Being human is a challenge that very easily turns into a nightmare

What is your opinion about this? Maybe AWake? https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10159647650719409&set=gm.2536191743312740

What is the difference between real person and bot? Sounds delirium

btw i just did 5 meo malt. I thought about all this negativity i was saying, and in the trip horror came to mind. a boy from the congo forced to torture his mother and all that human stuff. agony, torture, death. suddenly, everything opened up and I saw infinity and i was it. I spent 10 minutes dancing around my house saying: yessss yesssss. and laughing out loud. Hallelujah. understanding is not easy friends. Let's keep working

@Vlad_ In my opinion you should go in a more progressive, methodical and thoughtful way. This is a path that requires time, you have to increase your baseline little by little, your understanding of reality and your ability to let go of everything. Better to do a trip of 2 grams each week, and then increase to 2.5 if you see it as necessary, and so on. after having done 5meo several times, with 2gs a total dissolution can occur. you have to get used to it, understand what it is. I am at that point too. we are at an initiation point pulling towards intermediate. Thinking that you are already at the professional point is a mistake and you will be slapped for your audacity Or said in a simpler way: your balls are too far ahead of your understanding. you need years before you can do what you want to do. Don't be so hurry

Yea of course, the trauma is the door to infinity. If the maze seems impossible to solve, it is when you have to apply yourself thoroughly and understand deeply. rise above yourself. there is plenty of shit in human life, in fact, it is the most common. the understanding of this is very difficult, it cannot be done at the level of the ego mind. For my part there is no problem, I have a capacity for understanding and action to spare, but for most it is a nightmare with no way out

I know it, oh master, but it happens that sometimes I have very negative experiences with short psychedelics (5 meo DMT, malt), and existence shows itself as empty horror with no escape. then I have to go back to doing psychedelics again and infinity opens up, and I was wondering in the previous post why this is happening to me. I guess it's from trauma, since I watched my parents die slowly and horribly with little time interval when I was a teenager, and also my father was a horrible alcoholic. hence the experiences of horror, in which existence is absolute horror. I can say that it is not fun and that it takes courage to go back in there that same day. If I do mushrooms it is different, I find that horror and in the end it is traversed and I find myself as unlimited amplitude, unlimited freedom. this is because the trip lasts hours and I can intentionally penetrate the horror of existence. when horror manifests itself, it doesn't seem like trauma, it just seems that the ultimate reality is that: horror. I just had one of those experiences yesterday, even i use to them, they are very challenging, but it's the psychedelic path, and I'm going to go to the end. Lately, if i do mushrooms, it's easier to break that barrier of horror, let's see if it dissapear

@Yimpa so? You asked before so condescending, to say what?

Very interesting. Do you know if that guy kept using the substance?

I clarify, the illusion is not what seems to be happening. the absolute is something in constant motion and is not an illusion. the illusion is to contextualize the movement of reality as a temporary experience in which there is a perceiver and perception

that if you think it's real and you identify with it, it limits you, makes you stupid and miserable. and in the end he gives you a horror experience, as a reward for your stupidity.

illusion is all that seems to be happening. any concrete appearance. any feeling, image, idea.

The thing is not about maximum states but about the dissolution of the illusion, but there are several barriers to this, one of them is horror of existence, another is the absolute emptiness. both are ultimately illusions. when the illusion is broken you see through it. it is possible to see through it all the time, it is not a peak state, it is reality, therefore it is possible

@Moksha You seem like an experienced person. Have you ever seen the face of true horror? to total darkness, to the true evil of existence? to the absolute void of dead horror? Have you lived with people full of hate while dying of a terminal illness, for example? it is extremely difficult to get through the sheer horror of life. people talk and talk and have no idea, the understanding of existence is extremely difficult, extremely deep.

@Moksha in my experience , only deep understanding leads to real change. That is why I think that Leo is correct in his approach to spirituality. understanding is everything. without understanding there is slavery. true understanding comes from the absolute

Yes, is usable and can be an evasion, you can access absolute states with meditation, or psychedelics or whatever, and avoid facing the challenges that the relative poses for you. the relative must be resolved, not avoided. The relative is the absolute in action. If you torture a dog during its childhood, it will be fearful, sick and unhappy, and every time it sees you it will have a panic attack. He is not holding on to anything nor does he have an ego that he must let go. He has simply built those patterns into his being, and they are real. Have awakenings and realize the absolute helps, but don't dissolve spontaneously the blockage, you need to understand yourself. If not, at the end you will realize that all the shit is still in you. Without understanding, it's difficult that any real change happens. The blockages are deep and in the root of our being.