Breakingthewall

if you try to capture god, what i said before happens. you lock yourself up. to open your hand is to give up knowing. knowing is like saving water in the sea, it doesn't make sense, it's useless, stupid, impossible. the reality is. you can only be. all you can do is to tune yourself in to what is. completely break the barrier. knowing is a barrier, it is greed. The mind has to be totally empty of knowing. The only knowing that is useful is about the ego, to manage to open it. The infinity can't be Known, it's in another frequency, the frequency of being, if you try to know it, you are in jail

keep clinging to your little ideas and your fictitious structures of reality. It's your way of controlling. but you control absolutely nothing, you just keep hanging around on the surface. the miser has many strategies. Knowing things is one of the ways to keep you locked up. The question is: Do you want to get out of your jail, or do you prefer to stay inside? or put another way: are you smart, or stupid?

there is the infinite vastness of existence, and superimposed on it, a beautiful drawing of colors. everything is pure beauty, perfection. only the greed of the self sees misery where there is plenty. it is extremely difficult to convince the greedy usurer to open his hand. He has an iron fist closed with a hydraulic machine, the bastard. You have to caress him and whisper in his ear: greedy bastard, open your hand, it's the best for you. if I already have it wide open! he will say . no, bastard, you have it totally closed. give him anesthesia with a psychedelic to make his greed manifest. everything is pressure, control, fear of losing what you have, absolute terror of opening your arms and letting go. deep, solid, encysted. the miser has to understand that with his attitude he gets absolutely nothing. upside down, lose everything. miser, you already have everything, but your closed hand prevents you from enjoying it. open it.

Hallelujah brothers, because we are. and that's it. we have it all. we are what it is . we are the depth. we just have to forget the clothes and focus on the only thing that matters: being. form is utterly indifferent, pale and unimportant, compared to the vastness and wonder and sheer beauty of being. Bottomless. absolute.

Sorry for insulting, i was insulting myself, because you are me, and i have been so greedy, caressing my treasure of bitterness, like a gollum caressing a piece of shit ?. human stupidity knows no bounds.

It's not about not thinking, it's not about knowing, it's about not being afraid of being. fear is a wall in front of your face. Get over it and your vision will be infinite. Right now you are creating limits with your fear, you little coward. you have to throw yourself into the well, without reservation. without keeping anything for yourself, because you already have everything, you idiot, there is nothing to get. you have to open your heart completely. freedom. total surrender to now. How are you not going to give up to yourself? it's completely stupid. it's like robbing yourself.

Hahaha no, I'm sober, psychedelics are just tools, they serve to understand the iron grip that you are imposing on yourself. control. Form. You have to spill yourself, break the glass. all this work deals with that. relax the hold, open yourself to the now for real, without any reservation. You will see the infinite right now. You will be the infinite, because you are! It's obvious. Fucking miser greedy coward ?

There is not enlightenment, there is only being. You, now, are. Man ...that's everything. Shit, we are trapped in ourselves, like miserly misers holding back an infinite river, for fear that it will be spent. each one in his capsule of greed, caressing his treasure like crazy gollums. just drop it. Give it. break your greed, give yourself to yourself. You are holding what cannot be held. Let it go. now .

Nothing else matters. Nothing matters. You are and you will always be. the form is indifferent, you are the eternal smile, the eternal flow, the total freedom. at the end, after all, I am without resistance. that's what it's all about. identify the resistance, look at it. is fear. Step over it, open up yourself. surrender. Don't be petty, give it your all to the now. open your heart completely to the now and say: I am. and you will flow

dignity is absolute, the same as perfection. everything that exists is dignified and perfect, since the fact of existing entails these qualities. God is absolute perfection. all that exists is god. it is perfect, loved, worthy of existence. nothing is left out, everything is included. torture is dignified and perfect, child rape is dignified and perfect, slavery is dignified and perfect, genocide is dignified and perfect. reality is a perfect jewel. its perfection is dazzling, its dignity is total. Its love is absolute.

Ha! That's powerful. Happy to see that you are is so good state.

Total self acceptance is the begging of real spirituality. real spirituality goes deeper than you can imagine. this, now, is the eternal present. its depth is infinite. It is manifesting itself in this concrete way. Fully accepting and loving yourself is the prerequisite for beginning to delve into the reality of what this eternal moment really is. what we do here is prepare ourselves for this cut, this necessary requirement. any non-acceptance is a barrier that will not allow you to get out of the ice on the surface. You can look at the bottom, but not dive until you accept totally yourself. Yourself includes everything that is in the now.

reality is unlimited, therefore, is. the lack of limitation make inevitable the being. being is unlimited, it can be anything, it is infinite. Its power is limitless, but there is one thing it cannot do. not to be. it is impossible. At the same moment that it ceased to be, it would be again, since the interval between these two moments would be non-existence, so doesn't exist, there is not interval and there is not time, it's being, now. And the now is eternal. God is trapped in eternity. but since he is infinite, it does not feel trapped, but free

I would distinguish between three levels of the ego. the one that we use to think as the ego, which is identification, self-image. what one thinks of himself and of reality, which translates into a constant mental flow that creates a bubble where he keeps himself locked up. that is to say, by staying locked up, it creates itself, since as soon as that flow ceases, it disappears. it is the social, human ego, created by language and interaction. then there is another level, the actual separation that the body creates. there is an out objetive. if they hits you it hurts, if you don't eat, you are hungry. it is the animal ego. and then there is a third level: the configuration of this apparent reality. the sequence of events, the senses, the forms, the cosmos, the energetic patterns that create this dimension. you can transcend the first, even the second, but it is extremely difficult to transcend the third. You can, by transcending the previous ones, intuit the absolute behind this apparent reality, but it is practically impossible to dissolve it completely. this is the ego of god. the mental creation that cosmos is. it is only fully transcended in very extraordinary cases or with psychedelics, which are master keys left in this dimension for that purpose.

There is much more liberation than there ever was, but not to that extent. every day there is more, it is like an opening to the unlimited that is being installed, but when you do 5meo and the opening is total, you realize the obstacle that you are. you are the veil. 5meo removes the veil for a moment and everything is perceived instantly, but in normal experience that is impossible, it is incompatible with being human. You can open up the experience to some extent. the more openness, the more happiness. But there is a limit since you are human I'd say

there are many barriers to break with 5meo. It is typical that of pure white light and no memories, experiences of love, and more, but the total openness is that there is nothing left of you and the clarity is total. It is the eternal infinity and you are it. the feeling is: obvious, how could I forget this? If that's what I've always been. not articulated in words but you realize that you forgot and now everything is clear. Yo are the totality, without limit. you get up and dance, laugh and understand what this moment is, how you are creating this experience, how layers and layers of energetic patterns are superimposed, everything is totally clear. the infinity being. Dancing with itself in a sacred dance of love. you peceive yourself flowing from the depth of nothingness, creating intricate shapes of beauty, is completely sacred. Over all, the quality of what you are: everything. Glory. you cry. you've seen.

When you did 5meo, did you get a total openess? I mean, did you became completely infinite, without awareness of being a human, having a body. complete relaxation of control, ultimate reality. the total absolute infinity, what is existence, and did you recognize yourself as the eternal infinity in complete freedom?

I'm not looking for peak sensations, I'm looking for openness and liberation from human barriers. I use 5meo as a tool, not as an end, in fact I meditate 2 hours a day and if I can 3. For me the most important thing is to open up to who I am, not doing it seems crazy to me. then 5meo is an invaluable help. First, opening up to 5meo requires a lot of work. if you have done 5 meo with doses almost but no, you have not done it. it has to be whole. second, full opening, if given, creates a permanent change in your energetic configuration. And 3, this is enlightenment, be one with the absolute. I think Leo is wrong about many things, one of them is spreading that meditating is unnecessary for this work, but it seems that for Leo it's very important to be sooooo special. What to do? but we have to keep the value of his message. We'll see what comes next. Waiting for the aliens ?

I used to drink sometimes, but I started to see it as something that blocked my perception and now I don't drink nothing, for about 6 months. Sometimes I go to a dinner and I think: today I'm going to drink a good wine, but when the time comes I realize that doing so will limit my experience, and I don't. a shame because quality wine is a great pleasure, I hope to drink it in the future

I laugh alone more and more, realizing the reality. It's full, alive, wonderful, free.

@Water by the River If you did 5 meo you should talk about that, for the progress of science. and if you never did, for the same reason you should do it. you are a professional meditator. You can contribute enormously to explain something very important to humanity. it's not a small thing! Forget "psychedelics", 5meo is the real deal

Crazy game, a real enigma, but very funny.

Sounds true, a smart and clean path, few can do that without the sting of suffering to push them. did you ever do psychedelics, or do you plan to do them? 5 months maybe? it would be very interesting

The only thing that separates you from the absolute is fear. fear is the capsule that creates the self. You can stop it with mechanical means, you have to overcome fear. work with psychedelics is for that. I have struggled with fear all my life, ever since I was a child. When i had 6 i already know that fear is that keep you imprisoned, because i grew surrounded of fear. There was a time when I was constantly doing things like wall climbing, hang gliding in extreme conditions , truly dangerous trips by boat, always the fear. It was a way of approaching something that I did not understand in that moment. perhaps wrong, perhaps necessary at that moment. It's fear that keeps us apart. absolutely not a drop has to remain. we have to be able to look the abyss in the face, without tricks, without subterfuge. give ourselves completely. Its not easy!

What do you want me to do if this is the only thing that is interesting to me? shit, I'm starting to do what I thought I would never do: talk about this with people outside of this forum as if it were normal ?? @Water by the River So You started to meditate seriously without having any opening until after a long time, that happened, right? Why you did? what motivated you? you and I are the ying and the yang, order and chaos ?