Breakingthewall

Yes, taking 5meo so much is the result of an impossible to avoid intention to completely open up to myself. This means that you are making small adjustments all the time, your whole life tends towards that, the same as it can tend towards something else, to writing novels or to being an addict, or to whatever. They are vital currents that occur and that take you to a destination. For example now for me is more attractive to meditate than to do 5meo, because I perceive that in some way 5meo takes me away from what I want. the real opening is sober, or that perception is settling

Its just an idea, a vision induced by the conceptual mind, something relative. a possibility that is confronted with the opposite possibility. remains at the relative level. At the absolute level there is no loneliness nor do you know that there is no other, since to know this you must be at the relative level, that is, thinking: ?so there is no other, wow! You are already thinking of "other", you are no longer at the absolute level. At the absolute level reality is. That's it, there is no comparison

It seems obvious to me that your only purpose in this conversation is to appear superior. you adapt your speech to try that. an intense aroma of lies comes out of him. It's frustrating, I'd say you are fake. Just disguise in Truth to stand out here. 99% . I'd like to know if others here can perceive it . How many here are smart enough to see the nuance But who knows, there's an 1% of I'm interpreting you wrong

If you are open to reality, you are open to death, completely. Ok, experience. But what about: the truth is that you are god dreaming the reality? I already had that experience on psychedelics and I think it's a misunderstanding. All in this sentence is a mistake.

In that sense, I agree, But here whenever they tell the truth, it seems that it is: you are God creating reality. Maybe it's a misunderstanding, an unfortunate way of saying it. Look, that's a mistake. You can't know the truth, you can be the truth because you are the truth. And you don't need to die, if you mean your beliefs, I don't care about any belief. It's different, you have to open yourself without content, projection, just totally clean.

I guess so. The thing is not no mind, is the amplitude that occurs, the reality that manifests. It's kind of addictive, once you try it, that's what you want. btw I'm posting too much here, besides the amplitude I have two weeks of maximum stress, maybe I'm going a bit crazy ?, so sorry

So you agree that the mind is the obstacle, and nothing can be known, because to know is separation?

Why the word the truth? It seems like something concrete, that one day you see and you already know, and that is opposed to lies. There are no lies, there are ideas. Reality is reality, and if you know something about reality, it is an idea. If you want to open yourself to reality, you must leave ideas outside. If you start with ideas, you create the mental bubble, and it doesn't matter what that bubble contains, it is a bubble. It closes reality, flattens it. puts a wall in your mind. The truth is breadth, and there is absolutely nothing to say about it. Not because its false, because it's a wall. You can be it, or put up a wall.

Yes agree, but if you stop you sink, life is very difficult, a challenge. Nice to read. Yes, I finally get the real thing , at least sometimes , that is a lot more than never. I have been trying for a long time to get out of a shitty mental trap, in a circular way of processing, which was inevitable due to my level of closed-mindedness, my short vision that forced me to maintain tense control based on fear. The problem is not to escape this way of being that brings suffering with false tricks such as belief in immortality. You have to really see what existence is, merge with it, it is very difficult. For me and I think for almost everyone. and the normal thing is to hold on to beliefs, this is the main obstacle. They are little demons that shut you down. There doesn't have to be one left.

Hate towards certain people? Nothing of that. It is a matter of polishing the mind, of removing all the ego. That's what this is about, right? If you want to let the ego fall, you will have to identify it, bring it to light, look it in the face, without contemplation or mercy. in oneself and in others, if they say that their objective is also to identify the ego

You don't understand, it's not how a spiritual person has to behave, it's how to pass for the hole, how to open yourself to infinity. Of course, I am not saying that I am enlightened as a real mystic. I say I'm learning the art of opening and I understand how to approach it. and I understand that it prevents it. My level of openness is low, brief, it can be much purer, several orders of magnitude. But I know exactly what that opening is, what reality is, what is the objective of a person who is searching for what they call "god", the reality.

This is the key . Learn . That's what you do, learn, to then be able to rise and teach. You watch a lot of videos, you learn, and you think you've had awakenings when everything is in the realm of the mind. If it weren't like that, you wouldn't watch videos. I can't stand the videos for even 5 minutes, the reality is here, why waste it with a video? to learn things? It is much better to see the reality, but for that you have to open your eyes But no, you have the way of thinking that leads you to say: why you don't admit god? Why you refuse god? Man, this sounds as a Christian, that people are crazy, here we are trying the clarity, not the mud

Really do you think this? I would say that I have a vision that is quite clear, But of course, you will think the same about yourself, and it seems to me that you are in a very complicated mess with a lot of self-exaltation. But this is the problem with spirituality, everyone thinks that has the truth

Thanks for that article, very interesting perspective

Its much more complicated than that. again. It's not a competition. Only think in the idea "superior" means that you have that idea. It is not being a good person, authentic, full of love, etc. It is opening yourself to infinity. It is an extremely difficult challenge, it is a chess game with a genius. I don't know why that is, but it's quite fascinating. There is only one awakening.

?Yes, but I'm not sure of continue on those things. I don't know to what extent the motivations were egoic or for the beauty of the experience. Maybe it is more beautiful to do nothing. we will see. The gods will decide I guess but the profile photo is from the cover of a Jack Vance book, science fiction series b, I love him as if he were a relative that I love and because it shows that I'm going in one direction

Yeah I did few of those ascetic adventures. Let's see if my destiny is to do more or being in the comfort zone , that's not so bad. But I think that the gods are going to send me some adventures, or maybe the adventures now are going to be spiritual. Just trying to decipher the next steps

I think that 5meo gives a different experience to each person and each moment. I had very different stages My first experiences were that reality lost its structure, and the infinite void opened before me. More than unpleasant, it was terrifying. Horror. After many times the experience was more physical, my body and the entire experience were revealed as superimposed energy patterns, and reality was like a perfect cordinated design, extreme beauty. Then that disappeared, it was something like: I am here, in eternity, I have always been here. I am existence, how could I forget something so obvious?. Then it changed and was the best: infinity alive. A flow of everything, sacred. kneeling in tears. the sweetness of reality in endless flow. yes, without a doubt, I am that Then that disappeared and it became physical again, but like the whole experience is energy flowing, dancing, total joy,. Kundalini. and then that disappeared and now I do it and it's...ah, yeah, well. and? I'm going to vape more to see. Ah, the same. Yes, infinite breath, beautiful but nothing special. But now I can open that state without 5 meo (after doing more that 200 times I'd say) . that's the objective. Dissolve the self, be one with infinity.

You do well, every decision like that makes you stronger.

Great that we can share our weird hobby ?

what concepts? I'm telling you that I know how to get through the door without a door. It is something extremely difficult. It is a labyrinth full of traps, in which I have used all my mental capacity, until one day I understood how to change the frequency. It is still not an art that I have mastered, although it is becoming easier. There's no turning back when the house of cards starts to fall

@Bazooka Jesus you are right, just my feeling. My feeling was that getting to those places by plane was a fast food trip, undeserved , rich western privileged visiting the zoo, so after that thing with the motobike I got a small sailboat and went to several countries, that was really leaving the comfort zone and enter the hell zone. I never went back to tourism unless it was with a serious masochistic component.

No , you are wrong. The thing is that I know what spirituality is, and what self-help is. I talk about spirituality, it is something completely concrete. Narrow is the road, you know. the door without a door. Many are called, few are chosen. Self-help is not bad either, but when you see clearly through those games, you realize that in the end they are paths in a circle, and you shout at people: no friend, it's not that way! but it's nonsense because no one understands you

Yeah I do that very often meditating, or doing psychedelic. Energy flows, happiness and freedom

5meo is a meditative exercise. It serves to be able to be without mental structures. At first it is very unpleasant because without those structures to which you are so attached you feel dead. Reality now, empty, without memory or ideas, is total death. But of course, you are not dead, there is still life. then what are you? this is spiritual work, and 5meo is a great tool. The goal is to be able to get the same level of dissolution being sober.