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leave the you at the door before sitting on the floor

if anyone is curious https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-11849119/The-seedy-retreat-shaman-charges-800-high-hallucinogenic-drug-ayahuasca.html?ns_mchannel=rss&ns_campaign=1490&ito=social-twitter_dailymailus

youre distracted 24-7 so why not 23-7

https://www.reddit.com/r/RationalPsychonaut/comments/11n9pnu/replacing_psychedelics_with_meditation/ that sub is recommended too ... comment either here or there if you want to share your own insights

death is simply the ramping up of pain, today it's 9 tomorrow likely 9.5, until you get to 10 and the you gives up go sit with someone who is terminal in hospice with pain meds hourly to keep them alive highly recommended

no it's not the dreaded c word, it's worse it's the grim reaper keep saying it's time ... it's that dreaded downward plunge ... this is death at least for me thank you for your compassion ... i am perfectly indifferent as to when i go i bless you today

death isn't oh shit something bad is ahead and i am going to die one day namely coming to grips with your own moratality death is my life right now if fucking miserable and painful and gruesome and this is the beginning of the downward spiral to the end i almost certainly have cancer or something worse and there is no hope or recourse or salvation possible there is no point going on

ask chat-gpt to give you as many as you feel like chat with it to tell it your personality your traumas your past relationship problems your relationship goals you can have different lists of boundaries for each different environment you inhabit

fear is please god keep me here one more day, i am a good boy i promise not like that loser in the hospital bed next to me

to be fearful is dumb, it's following the crowd, it's staying inside the box, never making any waves or impact to be fearless is intelligence, it's not about doing stupid things and saying look at me it's about taking the road less travelled, doing something that others won't dare do, being a trailblazer ask yourself, how could i be fearless today? what is one thing i will do that i have never done before to go through the same motions every 24 hours is the wasted life only the new thing you do today makes you a meaningful person else just shut up

god's job description is, to watch the spectacle unfolding and not get involved unless someone is desperately praying for a hand

f-eel e-verything a r-isk = fear feel everything a reward = desire feel everything perfect = love nothing's a risk, there's no reward, love what is And if you can't be with the one you love, honey Love the one you're with ?

i trust no one until proven they have my back i know the price of doing otherwise nothing to do with lies but varying levels of self disclosure, unless we are tight, you get a big fat nothing my life my business

read my lived experience in the post above

some people are hell bent on destroying you, and i don't exclude one's flesh and blood from this for example dont tell parents you're gay if they will go off the deep end themselves or at you they cant handle live and let live let alone intimacy

telling many the truth will backfire they will weaponize it and destroy you you own nobody the truth no matter what you declare in addition the truth will destroy many people who out there can handle the truth? every word you speak must be tailored to another's level of consciousness as sociopathic as that sounds

take enormous pains to change not one speck without, take enormous pains to get deeper than anyone ever has within the out will be magnificent to the extent the inner depths are plumbed this is a life well loved

meditation itself is self love; self love is getting up and sucking up the discomfort while the world is cosying up under the covers it is saying i am going to make my few hours here count and not merely eat and drink and be merry meditation itself is placing yourself in god's hand to fashion you as it will, you have no clue but you trust that going in is going to unleash grace whether of inner or outer variety just sit and ride the breath

survival is i will choose myself over you every time, i deserve to be here, i will maximise my time and happiness even at your ultimate expense love is i will take a bullet for you, as demonstrated by moms dogs and gods and perhaps elephants how to reconcile these two perspectives? how to become a more selflessly loving person? what does love look like and is there anyone who models it?

this is good explaining it https://www.reddit.com/r/awakened/comments/11fuic5/the_world_is_an_illusion_of_the_mind/

you are talking from the absolute, that doesnt help the 99% stuck in the relative

what you now see is relative reality, everyone everything separate arising passing limited this isn't the real deal, the absolute reality relative reality is a manifestation of absolute reality, an overlay on absolute reality, a physical snapshot of absolute reality spirituality is the journey from the relative to the absolute to get there turn from out to in and rest in the source which is another word for the absolute this replaces thought with awareness this kills the relative you and opens the absolute you

worth 30 minutes of your time: https://oshosearch.net/Convert/Articles_Osho/Hyakujo_The_Everest_of_Zen/Osho-Hyakujo-The-Everest-of-Zen-00000007.html

well done nilsi, i remember when you posted 9 months ago and i chipped in a word or two to the thread you started, you are an altogether different man now, congrats and keep killing it

here are ten quotes from Bernadette Roberts courtesy of chat-gpt "The idea of Jesus as a separate individual who is the savior of the world is a myth. The reality is that Jesus represents the universal human experience of awakening to our true nature." "To experience the reality of Jesus is to experience the reality of the self that is beyond the ego and the personal self." "Jesus is not an external figure that we need to worship or believe in. He is an expression of the universal consciousness that we all share." "The teachings of Jesus are not about dogma or doctrine. They are about awakening to the truth of our being." "The message of Jesus is not about salvation in the afterlife. It's about liberation from the illusion of separation in this life." "The Christ consciousness that Jesus embodied is not limited to him alone. It is available to all who are willing to undergo the transformation of consciousness." "The true meaning of the resurrection is not a physical event. It's the awakening of the self that is beyond death and the fear of death." "The essence of Jesus' teachings is to love your neighbor as yourself. This requires a radical shift in consciousness from self-centeredness to other-centeredness." "Jesus did not come to establish a new religion or to set himself up as a divine authority. He came to awaken humanity to the reality of their true nature." "The image of Jesus as a suffering servant who sacrifices himself for the salvation of humanity is a misinterpretation of his teachings. The real sacrifice is the surrender of the ego and the personal self to the reality of the true self."