LostSoul

There is a plausible explanation out there gaining popularity... The morning of the blackout, at 10:30 AM, oscillations were detected in the grid. From the nuclear power plants, the generation dispatch was informed of the issue and the response was: "There is an excess of renewable generation." The issue was stabilized, and at 12:30 PM the reactive power oscillations started again (this is only for those with knowledge of electric power), and due to a lack of damping caused by nuclear groups being offline (specifically, the one called Almaraz only had 1 unit operating at 70% and the other completely shut down), the system collapsed. Solar panels cause terrible oscillations in the grid; today they were at 80% at the time of the blackout, and since there was an oscillation, they disconnected from the grid, resulting in a sudden loss of supply. The transient still needs to be analyzed in more detail, but the root cause is the lack of synchronous generators (such as nuclear) that guarantee system stability. And of course, Pedro Sánchez (president of Spain) is never going to admit that it’s the fault of renewables (in reality, it’s the fault of a system not designed for renewables), because his entire political platform is based on them.

I really can't conceive the paradox "wasting your life" with the fact that all is ONE. Maybe I want the notion of "wasted life" to not be real. I have been wasting it for so long and It is just now that I'm starting to go out of the wheel of innecesary suffering. But mind and body keeping the score (i'm 26)

@LambdaDelta I did salvia when I was 17 in a very irresponsible way. With friends and several times on a 6 month period, like one per month. To this day I don't know how much fucked me up, if it was that usage of salvia or other factors.

@Leo Gura I really understand that but there are rare cases where you get an unwanted and premature awakening, then you have existencial crisis for some crucial years of your life, and then you become an adult with all these traumas, neurotic behaviour and anxietys, and want a shortcut to at least stop suffering so much. Btw thanks for all you do with actualized.org @Obeler thanks for the advice. Will try it out

@OBEler Thats exaaactly what my situation is right now. An unwanted huge mystical experience broke my ego when I was only 18 (a KID), left me with existencial crisis and not knowing how to relate again with the world. Years went by and somehow I rebuild my ego but this time a lot more fearful, doutful and with existencial pain. I have 5meo at home, ready to pull the trigger but never done it. Afraid that it maybe left me worse than now? Sorry for robbing OP attention but we are pretty much same case

@Leo Gura You just put into words what happened to me years ago, I was 18 yo and knew nothing about spirituallity, and suddenly I had a huge emotional release that lead to a huge kundalini awakening. And now 26yo I find myself in a pretty similar situation as OP describes. I would add I have bad self steem and close to zero experiences with women and a job that robs my energy. "I think I understand what happened to you. You had a huge 5-MeO breakthrough but your ego was nowhere mature or developed enough for it. The ego is freaking out about death and infinite consciousness and just wants to go back to being an asleep human."

Hi forum. Does any of these pipes do the trick for vaping 5meo? Which one best? Also, is that torch appropiate for the cause? https://imgur.com/a/SollNDW Thanks in advantage.

@Leo Gura I plan to trip 2 weeks around europe, since I'm from Spain. Do you recomend any particular cities for that

@Leo Gura but It is similar in its essence? I mean, does It made you arrive to non-dual states within minutes like malt

Very very interesting. But intrinsically It has to happen. It is Infinity. For eveeeeer. I can't imagine otherwise. But i'm not enlightened so I leave that to you.

Thanks!

I wanted to know, from your experience, could this difference in texture and color be possible? They are both supposed to be 5-Meo-DMT freebase. I saw a post from Leo that said there could vary a lot, but I couldn't resist myself not to ask providing a photo of the substances. Thank you in advance.

@josemar Thank you. Pretty solid advice. I also have 5-meo-malt. For snorting, 20mg of 5-meo-dmt would be a begginer dose? Also, I want to ask your opinion on this; basically I had an sudden kindalini awakening when I was 19 (now 26), and since then I rejected/supressed a lot of emotions (I discovered i have been stuck in what they calle freeze state since then) Basically mow I feel like ready to go and do some basic emotional regulation/work. Main problem is anxiety 24/7 and inability yo change patterns of distraction. Maybe is good idea to start the path with the help of 5-meo? Thank you!

@Thought Art @Leo Gura Thanks guys. I have it on the fridge because I need to wait at least 4 years of self-development to do it. I don't know if doing it while having anxiety and some neurotic behaviours is reasonable/optimal. I want to start with mushrooms and LSD before at least. Is there any easy way to convert the 5meo to some form that can be snorted? If not, I will buy the syringe and become a true man

@Thought Art @Leo Gura I Will be doing exhaustive research in the future, but just quick question. I have 5-meo freebase in my fridge. Will I need to buy something else to have a trip? A pen?