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At the end of the day. People are going to try different stuff. Whether or not if I would have posted this. Better they are informed, if they were going to do it anyway. Ever seen a cigarette package? What is covering HALF of the package? Information and a picture of what smoking does to your body. And yet we have millions of people still smoking, despite the actual manufacturer informing the buyer of the risks. What is there to do? We are damned if we do, and damned if we don't. Don't really understand why this caused this kind of reaction in you?

5g Agree with the sophisticated gentleman above me. Although it doesn't hurt visiting the strange loopy sides of God, once a while Mushrooms can be very beautiful, especially when taken out in Nature.

No, sorry no trip report on that one. I'm still integrating it, months after. Well it all started a year ago when I went to a psychedelics retreat. And after that retreat I had my first mushroom trip where I became 100% conscious that I am in a dream. And for a year I have been working with different psychedelics to dive in deeper in to that awakening of the dream. Mostly been working with LSD together with a method of meditating on the bed and falling in a state between the human "awake" state, and deep sleep. All the awakenings since then, has been about going deeper in to this space, more and more. Realizing how the dream is constructed on different levels, and the mechanisms of how they are locked, unlocked, constructed and deconstructed has been showing itself within these deep states of LSD + meditation. Each trip showed a different facet, and different stages of awakening was accessed. And unconsciously/consciously I have sort of made up a map of these, in those states. And each time I trip or meditate, I go back there to keep iterating and connecting deeper to it, deeper and deeper. And all these just accumulated in to a an extreme breakthrough on 30mg of 5MEO DMT, a year later. It's not really easy to put in to words, because we are all put asleep in different ways. So it is up to us to wake up in the ways we are supposed to wake up. Just finding your white rabbit and following it. It felt like Ultimate Freedom. Everything I could ever desire, everything that I ever hoped for, was Instantly met/given. And I died to that. Forever. And rested there for as long as I wanted. And when it reached its own climax, I became aware of my body again, and I felt like I was levitating down in to the dream on a big feather. And I felt so loved that I couldn't do anything but to hug myself. After the trip, it was just crystal clear, what God/Consciousness is doing. It is just experiencing itself, in whatever ways it want's to experience itself. It's all for Love, Growth, Self-understanding and Sharing of its own Gifts, with Itself. It works automatically, this ocean of Consciousness just does what it does, without even having to think about anything. It works as our own heartbeat and breath in the dream. It is so giving and so clear on what it does, that there is no doubt about anything, and how it handles itself. There is no time, so God has forever to play with itself. To instantly manifest whatever it wants to experience. And once it is done with that dream, it zoom's out and rests in this Infinite Ocean. So this space or this Ocean is prior to all dreams, time, questions and answers that could ever be be formulated or asked. But it is also the mechanisms of dividing itself in to one of the finite separate selves/movies. In this Ocean of Consciousness, it is 100% Infinite Good/Pleasure. It is like having endless orgasms over and over with yourself. Kinda how Leo described it in one of his videos (cant remember which). In this endless orgasmic state, there are no worries, because everything is One. Whatever you desire is instantly given to yourself, as God. But through that desire, you experience it as the Ocean, and the separate finite self in the dream. So you experience the finite way of that desire, and the Infinite way of it, at the same time. But nothing is really separated, Nothing is ever lost, and nothing has ever to be found. Because it is all One. The finite experience of it, could be used as a droplet within the Infinite Ocean, if we are using that analogy. So the droplets are still within the ocean, thinking that they have become separated, by becoming droplets. But when the character becomes firmly identified with itself, it goes through time, space, separation and lives in a reality of limitations and weaknesses. God uses that to gain and to prolong its desire for itself to come back. So when the time is right, and that separate self moves back to God, that reunion becomes even more Pleasurable. Once we unravel what we "think" we are in this realm/plane of existence, we can open ourselves more in to what is behind all of Reality. It is about being 100% honest with yourself, and start doing all the counterintuitive things that you/we are resisting in our day to day lives. And also to follow our dreams, following our authentic desires to wake up, and not falling short to anything. Fearlessly keep going at it, balls to the wall, Leo style

Funny you mentioned LSD. I'm more open to this fact after one of my deepest LSD trips where I broke out of this dream entirely. But can definitely from that POV, see that all of life has already happened. Its just that the choice of coming back here to see it unfold, always catches my attention. Until It don't and I'll be elsewhere dreaming something else up We are here and everywhere at the same time. It just that we choose to localize and see these finite POV's to make up a bigger picture once we are done with them. It's like being in an Infinite space where you have access to different screens. Each screen showing an entire lifetime or POV. These movies/lives are always running on the screens, they are just like any other movies. But when we choose to focus on one of them, and then they become "real" and we get attached/connected to them even further. And once a while we choose to do something within those dreams, that makes us zoom out and detach completely from it (5MEO DMT). And all of a sudden, we remember that we are in an ocean of white light. Each piece of this white light is a screen/life/movie, and we have access to all of them. This was shown in my biggest 5MEO DMT breakthrough. This was what I saw, an ocean of screens/movies/dreams collapsing in on one and other, and flowing in a beautiful ocean of Infinite Consciousness. Or Eternalism as you called it. But its really funny how Consciousness tricks itself to believe the movie so much that the movie content becomes its whole reality. And of course then it believes that death is an this awful thing. And that it is going to experience Infinite horror in this death. And also tricks itself to have weaknesses, fears, attachments, desires and illusions.

Second this. Maybe also add a feature to only allow people with certain amount of posts to be able to access that section. Maybe set like a 500 minimum posts before being able to see that section. Some kind of ranking system.

Run towards it. Counterintuitively. Think it was Teal Swan that said: "Run against the storm you have been running away from your whole life, and come to realize that when you pass through it, you will still BE."

Thank you for being open to yourself

I'm real sorry buddy. (Do tell if I'm projecting here) But if you hate this place so much, you hate Leo so much, that all you do is complain and act in this smirky-passive-aggressive way, in all your comments. Why spend your time here so much? Why even bother? If your standards are so high, why not be the light in the world that you want to see? And stop pestering others to do it for you? I'm not bashing or cornering you, I'm doing this for your own good. Look at yourself and set your patterns free, and live life the way you want to live. If you are addicted to this forum, well then that is another thing. But realize that Reality is just a mirror and that you see what you really are and give out. Flip that way of looking at everything, and you will quickly realize how fast things change for the better. (Of course this applies to us all, especially me ) @Someone here I would advise you to find your own compass and let go of relying on Leo so much. Find your own bliss and follow that. Be unique in your own way and let that blossom in your own reality.

What are the noticeable changes you have noticed/realized, been changed in your perception, (Recontextualized) after using Psychedelics/Meditating or doing Kriya Yoga? (This thread is NOT intended to be a debate about which method is better, and there being a big debate about Psychedelics vs Meditation. This is purely about the noticeable benefits that you have noticed for yourself. If you would like to share, please do, if you want to debate, go do that in another thread. Myself as an example: I'm not being run by emotions and blockages so much anymore. Feel like so much unnecessary weight has been lifted of my shoulders. I feel so much more calm, at peace and easy access to feel joyful, happy and even blissful. Music and art are so much more enjoyable. Even more than before. Food taste so much different. Sensations are so heightened. Sleep and rest has gone to another level. Sleeping has become an intense meditation practice. Sometimes I wake up and feel like I'm being swallowed by the ocean of Oneness. I feel my reality, body, life being dissolved in to it. In an intensely pleasurable way, almost like being on a 5MEO-DMT. I see new pathways, new ways of seeing situations/things. New ways of thinking. I feel like life is become more and more like a lucid dream. Colors look so much more vibrant. Its like I was living in a more black and white, and I see so much more colors. I see so much more Love in everything, I couldn't really see before. I accept myself and other's so much more. And I am more forgiving/fearless to tackle the things that stop me from living in the Now. I love and accept thoughts and see them as ways of accepting different parts of me that want attention. I look at the thoughts and no longer feel run by them. I understand that thoughts are there to open new ways and abilities to flourish in the future of our being. Thoughts and thinking is a stepping stone for a new reality. It's part of the "physical" evolution. Thoughts are there to help us transcend. I'm so much more open to heal myself and to be able to be there to help other's heal as well. I feel like I'm in a new reality. Almost like playing a game, and there being a new patch/expansion with so many more new features, graphic advancements, new things to do/new content, new territories to explore and updates to the character's accessibility. New talents and spells sorry I'm such a nerd. I noticed myself being more available to see and access the creator side of Being. Duality dropping and, observer/creator and perceiver being more Merged together/Unified in to a more wholesome "experience". I also noticed how different reality looks when it's not being looked at with underlying assumptions and beliefs. How deep things go, if you only Observe it and look at it for what it Is. There are many more, I'm sure there will be many more "upgrades" coming in the near future. Not only for reality of our separate selves, but for Reality as a whole.

Anytime, friend ✨ He has been taking 2cb + weed for years. Also a lot of MDMA, about 300mg doses upon verge of throwing up. That is usually fine for him. But he kinda panicked on LSD (1-2 tabs), because he was shown his sides he has been running away from his whole life. He just wants love. Which we all do. But he just doesn’t want to face the root of the problems. Which I can understand. I mean, we all have something we are hiding from, to be able to construct this reality. To some extent. Until we get tired of it, and switch things up, and head towards Truth. I think it’s not really fair to box everyone in the same category, and say that we will definitely react this way, or that way, with psychedelics (contradicting myself) (paradox?) autism/asbergers or not. It’s going to be different, unique and individually themed for all of us. I think you will be just fine. Mainly for the fact that you even mentioned wanting to open your heart, being more empathetic towards others, that shows a lot of signs of wanting to face Truth. Being genuine and being open to ponder and to inquire. Either way, have a beautiful trip, if you decide to do it ????

First of all, that totally depends on what you are snacking on. Second of all, not everyone has the same lifestyle. We all have different jobs, activities and training routines. There is no one regiment fits all. I would love to see a healthy active person, that workouts/trains 3-5 days a week, eating 2 meals a day and starwing themselves. Your body would be hungry all the time. I do agree with making your eating windows smaller, because then you have less focus from the body being on digestion. But how are you going to fit in your carbs, proteins, fruits and veggies in 2 meals? There is also something that most people cannot mess with too much, which is food type combining. Like eating meat and fruit in the same meal, or beans and oranges. That would completely mess up digestion. Which is why it is also important to space out your different food groups that you eat, during your day. So you avoid bloating, gas and digestions complications. Certain foods digests faster or slower than others. It's important to look in to how they combine and are able to digest and to work together for maximizing vitamin/mineral uptake and so on. Most people above a certain age, cannot combine eating candy and food at the same time like they did when they were 10 years old

Can always align yourself with your body and follow what it wants, rather than what we "think" is good or bad for it to consume. It's also about being adaptive to what you have eaten in your previous meals. Lets say I had salad for breakfast. An apple or some fruit fits just fine as a snack, 1-3 hrs later. Or if I had a rice & veggie wok for lunch, then a piece of dark chocolate/dates/figs and some tea, is best suited 1-3 hrs later. For example. Nuts are perfect as a snack, but then depending on what type of nuts you consume, you would have to complement that with some hydration. Salty nuts will just end up in the body requiring more water. Fruit is an amazing snack IMO, since it gives you energy and hydration. But then again, it depends on what you had in your meal. If you had a carb heavy meal with low protein. Then complementary snack would be perfect with some nuts. Or if you had a protein heavy meal, then some carbs as a snack would be perfect to complement your low carb meal. Then some fruit or a rice cracker might be better in this example. Also good to be able to distinguish hunger with hydration. Myself as an example, I have been horrible, and I mean absolutely horrible at keeping my body hydrated. It's been like this for years. Although it is getting better, sometimes I am having a hard time distinguishing if I'm thirsty or hungry, because I mostly have been going after food, when really, what my body needed, was some water. When we give the body something to eat, when it actually is thirsty, that pattern gets recorded and we just keep repeating the same "mistake", over and over again. And that programming has to be seen and dealt with. To go deep within ourselves and learn to listen to what the body wants. Break the habit, and maybe try drinking a glass of water when you feel thirsty, rather than eating some more food or a snack. And then after 30 mins, if you are still hungry or wanting something, then that can be a sign that you weren't just thirsty, you were hungry as well. Just as an example, in my case. And since we don't really get a manual as we get born, what to eat when. It's also best to just learn from your own mistakes and to listen to your individual body. Your specific needs, for your specific lifestyle, that is always unique in it's own way. There really isn't one schedule or style fits all. It's really about listening to your unique body, at the end of the day. IMO.

Yes they definitely can. And I am speaking from experience, also from what I have seen in others. But so can LSD. It too can open up the heart. It just depends on what your intentions are going in with. But mushrooms tend to deliver the punch a bit ruthlessly, at times Set and setting is key here, for these types of trips. Put on some comfy clothes, prepare some fruity snacks, and a lot of water. Put on some relaxing meditation music of your choice (preferably something that touches your heart) and just dive deep in to yourself. It depends on how much you give in to it. How fearlessly you are willing to face everything that is no longer serving you as a being. Inquire deep in to yourself: Do I want to be capable of being more emphatic towards myself and others? Am I willing to stop telling this story about myself? What do I have to give up about myself, to integrate this aspect of myself? Am I ready to face myself? Am I ready for change? What does it mean to open my heart? What am I missing here? What am I running away from: By being cold, distant and not connecting with others, on an emotional level? Is this just a programming I have received from people close to me? Have I received the emotional connection from others, when I have been in a rough/tough situation? And what did it look like when someone connected to me deeply? What did I feel when I was seen? The trip is just going to be there as a catalyst and a helping hand. You still have to take the necessary steps to go beyond your programs, lies, fears and illusions. Maybe try to have someone trip sit for you, if you think it might go out of hand, and if you don't trust yourself. But the more you own it yourself, the better the transformation will be. Edit: (Regarding autism: I have no first hand experience of this, but have been friends with a guy who has autism/asberger. And he absolutely hated taking psychedelics. He resisted the whole thing and it made him worse. Mostly because of his traumas. So don't take my word on this matter, this is just from my experience and others who I have observed. Take everything that is said here, with a grain of salt.) I am no professional when it comes to autism/asberger + psychedelics.

Is that why you are here? ❤️

Spot on ??

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Love and Healing is always here and always the case. We just have to remove the resistance itself, that blocks us from receiving it. And sometimes we think ourselves to be the resistance itself, because we feel it so much. ❤️❤️‍?❤️‍? When you see this, you will know. And trust me, I have been where you are. And I am partly, but starting to see where this is headed. I understand how much it hurts. Maybe watch the vid where Leo talks about the baby kitten. It’s either in the 30 days, 30 awakenings or in one of the what is love videos.

Well read

Yeah, you definitely can. If you go in with the intention to transmute, understand and to do it consciously. Also, if you have lived a life devoid in anything, then that needs to be felt, and experienced/expressed, before you start to merge with the Infinite. So give yourself what you desire the most and use that to fuel and to complement the rest of your life.

@PedroCedro Yeah indeed. It's not only for Leo though. Reality is just an Infinite space of mirrors. Whatever enters this space, goes through the phases of acceptance and gets showered with love until it realizes that it is the Beloved Itself. And not only that, but since Everything in reality is a projection as well: That means that whatever Is, is projecting itself through these Infinite mirrors and through whatever means possible to be able to know itself and to see Itself for what it Is. Surely Leo and everyone who passes through these deep awakenings, understands this, and have come to accept it for what it is. Just a process. And realize that whoever seeks help, is seeking it out of a need to feel Loved. A need to be seen. And I do admire him for putting up with A Lot here. But hey, don't we all, a little bit? It's just Love however hard it may be at times.

Haha yeah, exactly. It's really funny how long we can go without deciding to open that closet. It just keep making sounds that annoys us. But we don't go look, because we are afraid of what might reveal itself. And finally after putting up it of for so long and fearing/dreading what might be there; We open it and realize there was a little mouse, lost, looking for food Indeed. Have you met the Death Jester in any of your trips? I had one where the trip started of by entering this flowering black and white fractal, only to end up staring in the Jesters eyes. Meeting up face to face, or eye to eye with death. And only to realize that It is God taking that form to come rid me/you of your/our fears and illusions. Thanks yeah me too. I have only worked with DMT for a short while. I have faced my fears and traumas with the help of psychedelics for a year now. But maybe been two weeks-ish, that I really started going deep to the very core of them. But different psychedelics, help you in different ways, in different layers and structures. The more I work with them, the more I realize their potential. It's an absolute blessing to be working with these compounds. God's love condensed in small little droplets of LSD or some DMT powder <3

This is such a great point. Thank you for sharing this.