Vincent S

There is only Consciousness. Consciousness is Everything. I didn't imply that consciousness doesn't exist. Maybe your assumption of what you thought I said. What I mean when I say non-existence is that all our forms and identities, characters and faces are Hollow. They are just shells/husks and vessels that we as Emptiness use to experience existence. So I am saying that you are already dead and alive. At the same time. But question yourself which one you are the most? Or better yet, realize that you are both. You are a shapeshifter of Consciousness and you create all these forms to experience yourself with. Maybe it's not about being "too spiritual", maybe it is an invitation for you to realize something greater about yourself. And instead of jokingly thinking that someone is trying to be more spiritual than you. Open yourself up to accept the invitation to experience something new. I have no interest in being more spiritual than anyone. Because I am already everyone, including you. And so are you. So who is there to better than? I will meet you there <3 Understandable. Beautiful. Namaste

When you experience these things for yourself. You will no longer hold them as a belief. The only belief I had in my life that was making life a living hell, to believe in Death. Believing in the biggest illusion there could ever be. Past and future is Imaginary. I have derived at these Truths through experience. Not through beliefs. What I am pointing you to is that non-existence is already the case. The distinction between existence and non-existence has to be relinquished. You/me just choose to see one side of the coin/story, to be able to speak about it. And to experience the different facets of ourselves. Existence is happening within Non-existence, right Now. I'm not trying to dodge your question. I'm trying to point you out of this thinking of "a future possiblity". I appreciate you for asking these questions and pointing me towards something you think is going to happen. Which is appreciated. But realize the middle-point of Reality. I invite you to go explore these thoroughly within yourself and come back with your definitive answer. Once you are definitively sure about what Life and Death really is

That's the thing. You cannot not be. You have to Imagine that Nothingness or Not-Being, to be it. I have to be okay with it. Because that is already what "I" am, and that includes you. We are already Nothing, Something and Everything. We just define ourselves in a specific way and think we are separate from our Truest Nature. Which is all of them at the same "time".

Every single moment we die and come to life. Literally our physical body dies and regenerates itself. Where does that regeneration force come from? Where is that essence located at? And if small separate selves make a larger whole, then surely what we experience has something greater behind it, in the background of our being. When a cell in our body dies, do we die? Same thing with our body, and the larger whole. When our body dies, we become conscious that we are something bigger. Just like if we were to be identified with a cell in our body, and when that cell would die, we would realize that we still exist. If there is a choice to still experience and enjoy things as a cell (body) it regenerates. Just like my heart stopped and "I" came back. Is a bigger equivalent of a cell dying and a new being reborn. The sense of identity is what causes the illusion and the experience. You and me can sit and become so conscious together, that I become you and you become me. Does that mean that both of us died? No, it's just that we realized we are already one and we switched POV. Or we adopted each other's identity. And as they say: As above, so below. Our truest nature is Nothingness, Something-ness and Everything-ness, at the same time. Or shall we say at the same Now. At the same Point. That Still-Point where Nothingness, Something-ness and Everythingness meets, is what God is. The three faces/phases of God. Emptiness Dancing.

Yes. But something else we have to include here is. Why did I come back after my heart stopped? Nothingness and Unconsciousness happens within Consciousness. And Consciousness happens within Nothingness. For me to Imagine that "I" was gone, I have to be Conscious that "I" was gone. For there to be a thing called "gone", I have to be. So with this, we can come to the conclusion that Life and Death are both Imaginary. At the edge of the Infinity DMT trip where I was being strangulated: Imagination and Reality were both merging in to one thing. What was real became Imaginary and what was Imaginary became Real. I became conscious that whoever is talking about awakening had no freaking clue what they were talking about. True Awakening begins when we wake up for the strong Illusion of Life and Death. You/we "die" and then we choose another point of view or a new view of what Is/was and will be. Which is all in the Now. Death happens to the character and what God imagines what the character is going through. But there are points and stages where you become so Dissociated/Disillusioned from life as we know it, that you stop imagining life as a human/animal and become something greater. You become Everything that Is.

Fear of death is only for the ego and the separate self that think it is not a part of everything else. But passing this fear is and can be the hardest thing to do as a separate self. Because all your life, you have been buying in to this dream and everything about it. Including this thing called death. Fear of death is really a huge fear of having to be selfless, and stop caring only about yourself, and start caring about reality as a whole. The ego will hijack this truth with giving you/us a HUGE fear of death. Death is an illusion. But it is the roughest illusion there can ever be, because there Is so much stored up deception, thoughts, emotions, fear and a primordial weight around it. Even though I have been through my fear of death during 50+ trips, and thought I already moved past this. I was surprised few weeks ago during a DMT trip where I was being strangulated with love by God. Because I had asked so thoroughly what REAL AWAKENING was. And of course, it is behind this primordial fear of death. I went through the biggest trauma of my life. Because I had feared death since I was a child. I was becoming Infinite, while I was being choked to death by God. And the love of Reality. And I resisted it of course, because my fear of death was apparently greater than becoming one with God. Until a few days later where I told myself that I wasn't going to live with this fear anymore. I was so done with this crap. Having to fear this for 25+ years. I took 3-4 tabs of LSD and deliberately went in to a deep state of meditation, and stopped my heart. I passed out after that, and went through THE BIGGEST awakening ever. And saw the illusion of life, outside this dream. I was EVERYTHING. And my fear of death, was really my fear of being EVERYTHING. My fear of death, was owning it to myself that I was God. Or shall I say: There Is Only God. My body passed out for I don't know how long, while I was going through this transformation. And I became so Conscious that I became unconscious. I could have been there forever. But I didn't really know I was gone, until I came back. I returned to "my body" and It was the most surreal experience of my life. I'm still shocked that I am living and that I still Am. But I live with the joy of life and appreciation for what is. Rather than fearing what may be, or what will happen in the future.

Saw this on discord the other day and thought I would share. It's quite useful. Even though It's not advised to combine drugs. But here is a sheet of info for the combinations to look out for, if you decide to combine any.

I think you replied to the wrong person. I think your reply was maybe to @Yarco Do you buddy. Nobody forcing you to change your ways.

That video is real sad. Looks like a lot of people who are not supplementing right and eating the right amounts/right stuff that they really need. Being on a raw food lifestyle requires a bit of knowledge about what it is you are doing. I have been on a plant based diet for 10 years and just switched to a raw diet. I'm more energized than ever before. There are a lot of unhealthy ways to be vegan/plant based, and a lot of ways of being healthy. Just like the ways you can be unhealthy and healthy on animal based diets. Even though I don't really see the former being something optimal for everyone included. The planet, the animals and people's health. But speaking to people about their number one survival requirement can get people really really riled up. This guy is a year short of 60 and he looks younger than most 30 year olds I know. He has been a raw foodist for almost 30 years.

Exactly the way you wan't it

If you feel stuck in where you are, however far you think you have gone there in that direction, just know that it can go in that direction forever. As far as you want to take it. And it becomes hard to accept how far you have gone. But how can this be shown to you? Other than your reality getting painted in a perfect way to reflect this back to yourself, and to show you what you have become and where you are going. Your reality becomes your perfect mirror. Question is: Are you willing to open your eyes and watch yourself in the mirror? Accept what you have become? Realize that it is a story you are telling yourself? If you are tired of telling this story about yourself. Then challenge that story and tell a new one. Be someone new every single day and open yourself up to feel and experience new things. But at the end of the day, realize that you are not the stories... you are the Author of them. Don't forget that. I know it can be hard to accept that. Because you have been telling yourself stories for a long time. But that too is a story... You see where I am going with this? Peekaboo, I see you...

@TRUTHWITHCAPITALT It doesn't get any better than that. Good one!

I was lost... And I'm still lost... But, I feel so much better You can travel the world But you can't run away From the person you are in your heart You can be who you want to be Make us believe in you Keep all your light in the dark If you're searching for truth You must look in the mirror And make sense of what you can't see Just be... Just be... They say learning to love yourself Is the first step That you take what you want to be real But flying on planes to exotic locations Won't teach you how you really feel Face up to the fact That you are who you are And nothing can change that belief Just be... Just be... Cause now I know It's not so far To where I go The hardest part is inside me I need... To just be... To just be... Just be!!! <3 <3 <3

Haha good one! My shoes are like the white sneakers. They be hella mad when they get dirty. Always wanting me to keep them clean

Hahaha that's hilarious. I have sorta passed out on a high ayahuasca dose, where I fell on the bathroom floor and I became the floor and felt so peaceful being bathroom floor tiles. It felt so cold, solid and smooth. Quite refreshing actually Best is when you are out walking and you see another human who walkes on the grass and you feel the grass screaming: "Hey do you mind walking on the hard concrete ground? Rather then stepping on me? Jeeeeeezzzz" >.<

Wow this is some amazing content. Thanks for sharing

Hard to tell, that brand doesn’t say much about its nutrition. Try this one:

Well, it’s your own highest beauty, so I agree. ??? Right back at ya ?

If you feel called to do a 5MEO trip. Do a 5MEO trip. Don’t let yourself be run by the fear. You have Infinite Beauty waiting behind it. You just have to be willing to face yourself so thoroughly. My first ever psychedelic was 5MEO. Without any preparations other than a willing heart for Change, Acceptance and Truth. But if you want a tip, practice self love. 5MEO will just amplify that times Infinity and give it back to you in the Highest sense. Surrender, Smile and open up widely for God to come love you.

Sounds like you have invited Nothingness in to your life. Welcome her in and let her wash it all away. ????

I hear ya. Coffee is so fragrant and gives a lot of comfort. Shame it has many side effects. Good news is. You can get the same comfort with the recipe above. Without the side effects. ✨ Also, do note that Raw Cacao Powder is not Cocoa Powder, which is for baking. Similar names ? You want Raw Cacao Powder in your “coffee”. Otherwise it is going to be too bitter ?

I’m quite sensitive to caffeine. Always have been. So, 1 cup a day is more than enough. But if you are used to drink multiple cups, then maybe start with 2. And see if you need more. Also do try the recipe above. That’s like 2-3 cups worth of alertness. But with lots less caffeine. Also do note that when you drink coffee and caffeine. Part of the reason why we get so tired and addicted to it, is because coffee really makes you dehydrated. As much coffee as you drink, the double amount of water your body is going to demand out of you. And if we don’t compensate for that, then the body will send signals of thirst and dehydration, which can also show up as more tiredness and slow reproductivity. And then we drink more coffee to quiet that down. So it becomes a bad circle. @Knowledge Hoarder Not saying that you do. Just saying how it is generally. But alternatives to coffee; such as tea, cocoa powder, or nootropic/mushroom coffee, have less of a dehydration component. But you still need to drink sufficient amounts of water and give your body the main liquid it needs.

Thank you ?? ?

Why exactly is the past and the future Imaginary? I just had a deep sense and realization of the fact that that what I experienced in the past is Imaginary. Because I imagined it first, and then got to experience/live it in the Now. I have been putting off listening to Leo's Deconstructing Myth Of Science videos for a while now. And while watching part 3, I came to the realization that I Imagined watching that video before. And now I'm getting to live/experience/listen to it "live". But I of course realized that all that is happening in one Instant, in the Now. There was no "past" me Imagining it, there is no future me deciding to watch it: It's all happening in the NOW. But my mind has (past tense) been so focused on linear progression and been programmed with a certain way of looking at Reality. Even the Imagining of the mind being focused (past tense) on linear progression and programmed (past tense) is looking at the situation in a linear fashion that is heavily time oriented. That itself is the fabric of its limitations and expansions/liberation happening in the Now. But as the finite separate pieces of itself. it can choose to look at the situation in one way or the other. And its experience will be exactly mirrored on to itself, by its way of looking at it. And once it has looked from both angles, it can choose to look at it as a whole single happening. Then, what is Now is what Is, has been, will ever be, and at the same time wouldn't have ever happened. It's just a perfect loop of Nothingness appearing as Something-ness and then looping back in on itself. Your/our reality is just a construction and deconstruction that is happening at the same time. But we separate the happenings in to linear moments and separated objects that we watch the entirety of the play from. And that play itself Is just what God is. The ability to create yourself, experience yourself, and to destroy yourself. Like an artist which uses one hand to draw something beautiful, and use the other hand to erase what it is creating. At the same time, but then the animation is live, because it is constantly moving, changing, evolving and morphing. Everything I ever experienced and will experience, is pages of a flip book animation. And of course, even beyond that, being the creator of the flip book, is then watched by another me, watching me, drawing the flip book animation of me watching a flip book animation. I'm sure you are getting where this is going. Or shall I say: I'm (you the reader) sure I'm getting where this is going.