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  1. 1-Flying saucers. 2-first meeting with aliens. 3- a big big orgy with aliens.
  2. Deep Contemplation or investigation + direct experience verification. Other wise you not gonna trust your self with the answers.
  3. Also in my teenage years when i smoke weed i feel connected to earth and nature. I dont feel like seperate self doing any effort. I feel my body energy like smoke. If I'm walking uphill for example i feel like the hill taking me up.
  4. For me as kid i knew that we are not the masks we wear. And that we are gods, And the source. And when we die everything die with us. Later told about after life. I was indoctrinated since i was 9 but i knew it was all bullshit And not tuned with the joy of being alive.
  5. You don't want to think. You want to be told all the answers. Which is the whole problem. "All of mankind's problems stem from an inability to sit alone in a room and contemplate."
  6. you need to get independent through your plan, and bite the bullet on your family situation. you might be scared if your plan fail you will end up with nothing. so i think you need a solid plan. and if your plan is not solid enough and you're forced to keep living with your family and their plans start to effect your plan. then adjust your plan till you override their plans.
  7. Create new one with Love, And if you afraid that you might sometimes in the future relapse to your old one. Worry not. LOVE will always lead you to your loved self.
  8. Breath Counsciously through out the day as much as you can. Try to breath more with your belly. Be with your breath. As breath will connect you with being. In all situations you are being. The mind will try to lock you with its narratives. Let it. Focus on the now as it is. Go with the body. Have the prespetive of the air in and out of your body witnessing your emotions at that moment. Accept all emotions you witness from your body. Learn from it. Till you show up in flow mode in what you used to consider uncomfortable situation.
  9. i have been meditating since three years now. Not constant but periodically on and off. Lately it has been no effort N i just meditate as much as i can. But i notice that the periods when meditate i get dreams every night from the depth of my subcounsious and it feels like lessons to things about me. Things I'm not aware of that need attention. things I'm overlooking. How I'm feeling about things. Things i should fix. And many more lessons... And the periods i spent not meditating i don't get any, Blank slate. To be honest maybe one or two here and there but rarely. So I'm wondering if anyone shares this pattern of meditation and dreams?